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Nudeboy and I have submitted sexually to both female and male tops. It has less to do with sexual preferences and more to do with giving power and control to another.
Nudeboy and I have submitted sexually to both female and male tops. It has less to do with sexual preferences and more to do with giving power and control to another.
To be honest, my crux fantasy involved both genders. The humiliation of another male using my helpless body for entertainment is as powerful, yet very different then a woman using it. I am straight, but my Mistress takes great delight in the thought of me serving a male many ways, yet I have only been with MyLady, so she giggles at teasing me with the embarrassment of submitting to another woman sucking me, or me giving her an oral orgasm. She says that her fantasy is to sit fully clothed watching me suck another male to cum in my mouth and me getting on all fours to take a cock up the ass.
Nudeboy and I have submitted sexually to both female and male tops. It has less to do with sexual preferences and more to do with giving power and control to another.
Well, that's quite the picture you paint there! And straight for the exposed and defenceless genitals, too! I assume there was a double whipping before the crucifixion?Well as we discussed I am in London too and would happily put you and Nudeboy together on the cross ? I would have you mounted facing each other so each can witness your partners torment as you hang there helpless and naked genitalia exposed. I know that Nudeboy is your boy friend, he has told me so, and his agony will be intense as I push my fingers into your cunny and he can do nothing but watch. Have no fear however, worse is to come for him as I subject his exposed genitalia to homosexual approach, his humiliation all the more total and absolute for we know he is straight. Once again you can do nothing to help him as you hang there opposite tits sagging and cunny exposed - and have no choice but to watch !
Oh no! No, I'm NOT a faggott! Stop doing that to my cock! And take your filthy fingers out of my girlfriend's cunt!Well as we discussed I am in London too and would happily put you and Nudeboy together on the cross ? I would have you mounted facing each other so each can witness your partners torment as you hang there helpless and naked genitalia exposed. I know that Nudeboy is your boy friend, he has told me so, and his agony will be intense as I push my fingers into your cunny and he can do nothing but watch. Have no fear however, worse is to come for him as I subject his exposed genitalia to homosexual approach, his humiliation all the more total and absolute for we know he is straight. Once again you can do nothing to help him as you hang there opposite tits sagging and cunny exposed - and have no choice but to watch !
There is male crucifixion on heregreetings....new here, but crux has been a life long fantasy. Grew up in catholic schools and my first memory of erections were at the sight of crosses. One nun discovered my reaction, and it started 4 years of “special” training (which I will forgo details....it has gotten me in trouble far too many times).
Fast forward....I married my jr high sweetheart and she confessed to me that she was only sexually fulfilled as a Femdom. . So, while we have never completed a crux scene, we have dug very deep into sexual humiliation, whipping, CBT, canning, bondage and much more nun play.
I do hope I am not venturing into unwanted areas...if so....please delete. My question is, this site seems female focused, and wanted to know if the likes of me are welcome? While I truly enjoy the beauty of a woman suffering, I had hoped a male victim would be present as well.
Thank you for your time and response. PM welcome if preferred for advise....
Kneeling,
schoolboi
There is a male slTo be honest, my crux fantasy involved both genders. The humiliation of another male using my helpless body for entertainment is as powerful, yet very different then a woman using it. I am straight, but my Mistress takes great delight in the thought of me serving a male many ways, yet I have only been with MyLady, so she giggles at teasing me with the embarrassment of submitting to another woman sucking me, or me giving her an oral orgasm. She says that her fantasy is to sit fully clothed watching me suck another male to cum in my mouth and me getting on all fours to take a cock up the ass.
As you said Frank.....we all are entitled to our views, and while our views vary greatly (read totally) it is nice to be able to express them, without the hope of converting the hearer. My experences conferms my deep seated beliefs and lifestyle.
I promise to black out the prover lies in my Bible I just got for my birthday......a beautiful goat skin leather.
Frank.....oh how I would love to post a witty, crisp denunciation of your views.......Don’t look to me to represent the King......only point in His direction.
I'm not interested in calling you or anyone else names. But I do think that the structure of the church, it's hierarchical nature, is designed so that this kind of behavior can exist and be hushed up in the interest of maintaining the institution and keeping the money coming in. There is a built-in conflict of interest. That is what ticked off Luther (and once he got started, his movement as well fragmented), who himself had huge flaws. A book you might be interested in is called "Papal Sin", by GaryWills (who is himself a devout Catholic and takes your view of the Church--he wrote another, which I haven't read, called "Certainly I Am a Catholic"). The "Sin" is intellectual dishonesty. I think that is baked into an unaccountable governance structure which is primarily concerned with covering its own rear. I read "Humanae Vitae" several times, and am always appalled at the inconsistent, specious arguments. The conclusion was foreordained, and whoever wrote it (certainly not Paul VI himself) was just looking for excuses to accept the conclusion based on "natural law". Most institutions have this kind of problem, but in democratic countries most have mechanisms that prevent unchecked abuse of power--mainly openness.We are all imperfect.
No witty denunciation here, but an alternative view. I've been a catholic all my life and I have not yet met a cleric remotely like the ones Frank describe. There was a brother at my school who may have been a bit dodgy, but I never heard a first hand word against him, or saw any evidence, only schoolboy jokes. Otherwise, I simply don't recognise the church he describes.
Obviously I know there are problems, have been long standing problems. But it's worth pointing out that for many of us it is simply not as visible as your account would suggest. In fact, with some of the revelations coming from royal commissions here and scandals in various places, I wonder if abuse in the Catholic Church is any worse than in any other large institution, such as the Scouts or the BBC. Given the aims of the organisation it shouldn't exist at all, but some parts of the media want to paint the church as uniquely evil, and it just isn't. The biggest failings have been concerted institutional efforts to cover up abuse, rather than confront it.
Call me naive, call me an apologist, whatever you like. The world is not a cartoon, it is not black and white. I don't live in the world that Frank describes. I'm not saying that his experiences are not valid, just that they are not universal. I know that's not a fashionable view, but no one has ever accused me of being fashionable!!
One of my first erections was when I saw a drawing of the crucifixion complete with the 2 thievesgreetings....new here, but crux has been a life long fantasy. Grew up in catholic schools and my first memory of erections were at the sight of crosses. One nun discovered my reaction, and it started 4 years of “special” training (which I will forgo details....it has gotten me in trouble far too many times).
Fast forward....I married my jr high sweetheart and she confessed to me that she was only sexually fulfilled as a Femdom. . So, while we have never completed a crux scene, we have dug very deep into sexual humiliation, whipping, CBT, canning, bondage and much more nun play.
I do hope I am not venturing into unwanted areas...if so....please delete. My question is, this site seems female focused, and wanted to know if the likes of me are welcome? While I truly enjoy the beauty of a woman suffering, I had hoped a male victim would be present as well.
Thank you for your time and response. PM welcome if preferred for advise....
Kneeling,
schoolboi
I can identify...….as a young man I dreaded going to mass every morning in school. There was an almost life-size statue of the event and I would have a strong reaction. To this very day my most powerful fantasy is to be hung on a cross, used and abused. At the time, and to be honest, even to this day, I have very little clue to the origin to this draw! The unique aspect, is I am straight, and find equal attraction to both female, or male victims. While mine is not a death wish, but the sexual venerability and display.One of my first erections was when I saw a drawing of the crucifixion complete with the 2 thieves
To be honest, my crux fantasy involved both genders. The humiliation of another male using my helpless body for entertainment is as powerful, yet very different then a woman using it. I am straight, but my Mistress takes great delight in the thought of me serving a male many ways, yet I have only been with MyLady, so she giggles at teasing me with the embarrassment of submitting to another woman sucking me, or me giving her an oral orgasm. She says that her fantasy is to sit fully clothed watching me suck another male to cum in my mouth and me getting on all fours to take a cock up the ass.
This is a very honest way to come out. I don't know much about male homosexuality, But it seems to be similar to my lesbian feelings. The difference being that I gave up on my religious hang ups long ago. I really don't feel like I need to justify my life choices to some pompous ass who only acts richous on Sunday morning. We are all sinners of one form or another.My church finds out that I have been indulging in sexual pleasures with other men. Doing shameful things with them. Taking my clothes off and submitting myself for their use. I'm passed around and they would take turns fucking my hole.
I needed to tell my church wat I have been doing. And I knew i need to be punished for my homosexual pleasures. So I took a picture of myself naked getting fucked and put it on the church chat so everybody could see my shame! View attachment 643121
I love sitting on a mans cock and let it slowly slide in my hole.. Then I lean back and lay on him causing me to arch my back and tilt my head and moan with sexual lust as he fucks me!
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Naked and ready for some hard long cock!! Feels so arousing laying on ur back spreading ur legs and waiting to get penetrated.
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I love to smoke crystal with my friends and we get so super horny we just cant help it but take off all our clothes and just indulge our self in homosexual pleasure. This is me getting gang bang. I love when im treated like an object. Just passed around and fucked!!
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I was at the beach and I just got so horny so I took my clothes off and layed on a rock. I arched my back spread my legs and moaned. Then somebody was walking towards me! It looked like a guy. But I wanted him to see me naked!! I was so horny that I didn't care if a stranger saw me. When he got close I moaned from pleasure cuz he stopped and watched me squirming on the rock looking sexy and exposed! Then he asked me wat are u doing? And I moaned and said I'm just so horny I couldn't help it but take all my clothes off!! But now im even more horny that I'm naked in front of you! It feels so good to be exposed in front of a stranger! Please can u fuck me?! He looked at me and came up to me and looked down at me. I looked at him and moaned and said I'm all its! Enjoy me while u can because pretty soon ill be getting publicly excecuted! Then he started touching my naked body. It felt so sensual and arousing being touched by a strange man. I got so hard! He groped me and watched me moan and squirm up and down from sexual pleasure! Then he stopped and pulled out his cock I spread my legs for him and moaned and said oh I cant wait for u to put ur cock in me!! Enjoy me!! And he stuck it in slowly and I just tilted my head and moaned loudly and arched my lower back. It felt so hot!! Im outside at a public beach completly naked laying on a rock and getting pounded by a stranger. Gay sex is wrong and unnatural but there is so much lustful pleasure! A man fucking another man like a bitch is so arousing and sexy! I love to submit myself to another man so he can dominate me. Feels so good to be dominated by another man and u give ur body to them so that they can enjoy sticking their cocks into you and watch u moan and squirm. As he was fucking me a group of people were walking towards us. He said hey there is people coming u want to go somewhere private? And I said no! I love when people see my nakedness! And I want them to see me indulging myself in gay sexual lust!! When the people got close they pointed a finger and said oh my god!! Look they are having gay sex!! Look how horny they are!! And i looked at them and moaned and said oh!! I feel so good right now!! Look at me! Look how shameful this is!! And they said wat u guys are doing is an abomination! U have been given over to the sexual pleasures of homosexuality!! And I moaned and replied but I cant help it!! I just find it so sexually fulfilling to take my clothes off in front of another man and being naked Then submit myself to him and treated like a piece of meat! So much lust and pleasure when I'm laying there and a man is shoving his cock into my hole until I scream then moan as it slides in and out of me voilating me!
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So shameful and wrong but it feels so good!! Just giving in to the gay sexual desires and allowing urself to enjoy the pleasures of homosexuality! I get so horny when I'm naked in front of some guys and we just lose control and strong lusts take over and u just can't help it but lie down on a table or a bed spread ur legs and beg to be fucked!! Then the sensation of having a big hard cock squeezing into ur little hole brings such sexual pleasure!! And u just lay there and take it like a bitch while u are being sexually violated by a hot guy. Burning with lust and pleasure u just want more and more!! Then the people said we need to have him excecuted right away!! And I replied I am! My church is coming here and they are going to crucify me in public!! Oh I cant wait!! Completely naked and attached to a cross with nails and dancing in front of the whole church! Pastors deacons and the rest of the members watching me get nailed to a cross!
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I can identify...….as a young man I dreaded going to mass every morning in school. There was an almost life-size statue of the event and I would have a strong reaction. To this very day my most powerful fantasy is to be hung on a cross, used and abused. At the time, and to be honest, even to this day, I have very little clue to the origin to this draw! The unique aspect, is I am straight, and find equal attraction to both female, or male victims. While mine is not a death wish, but the sexual venerability and display.
What a pity, that's the other side of the globe.There are live crucifixions going on in Texas and Mississippi for males, if you are interested.
This is a very honest way to come out. I don't know much about male homosexuality, But it seems to be similar to my lesbian feelings. The difference being that I gave up on my religious hang ups long ago. I really don't feel like I need to justify my life choices to some pompous ass who only acts richous on Sunday morning. We are all sinners of one form or another.
I live in texas!There are live crucifixions going on in Texas and Mississippi for males, if you are interested.
New EnglandI live in texas!