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cynthia the inocent

cynthia the inocent

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I am trying to understand the mind set of wanting to be crucified. If done with ropes it is really just bondage play. If you wish to o it with nails it is another realm all together. Do you wish to imitate or honor Jesus ? Is it a quest to find a pathway to salvation ? Are you really sure you want to do all that damage to your body ? I am a lover of role play, bondage and sexual torture. My leaning is toward lesbian love but I don't mind heteralsexual experiences also. To be strung up on a cross, vulnerable and exposed is so exillerating. Some pain adds to the pleasure.
Before finding this site I had no idea people viewed crux as a passion. I love hearing your comments and especially the fantacy manips.
I am struggling to understand how someone can go past the fantacy of it all. Please feel free to comment and enlighten me. I don't mean to take anything away from anyone's desires.
 
idk me only interest archeology history aspects i think and how they doing it in ancient rome, and me interest history and historician medievals and ancient reconstructions of battles and larp and roleplay with costumes like in theater and cosplay also :oops: :oops::cat:
 
it's very hard to explain - being a masochist does mean I probably get a more than normal endocrinal rush when I experience pain,
which I find sexually arousing, and fantasy thoughts can trigger a similar rush - I also find being stretched out naked -
or nearly so - is itself erotic, and in adolescence got similarly aroused hanging from bars in gym etc.
I'm not competitive with other people, but I like being tested or testing myself, that too arouses a strong hormonal response,
being tortured, especially crucified, excites me in that way, and certainly imagining myself into the passion narrative,
and stories of martyrs, brought together those developing physiological and psychological tendencies in me.
 
For me when I first saw a representation of Jesus being crucified in a live play when I was a little kid it scared me. As I got older and started studying psychology I wanted to know what thoughts made them want to be crucified. I also wanted to explore the sexual aspect of it because I like to explore different aspects of sexuality
 
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like I told in 'Girly Games' when as a kid (11) I got appendicitis on holiday in Spain, I was taken to a hospital where they parked me on a trolley right under a life-size painted wooden Jesus on the cross, with a bleeding wound in his side - 'Christ,' I thought, 'did they take out your appendix?' :D

Eulalia said:
I also find being stretched out naked -
or nearly so - is itself erotic
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like this http://www.cruxforums.com/xf/threads/odds-and-ends-and-anything-you-fancy.3490/post-467651
 
Eulalia said:
like I told in 'Girly Games' when as a kid (11) I got appendicitis on holiday in Spain, I was taken to a hospital where they parked me on a trolley right under a life-size painted wooden Jesus on the cross, with a bleeding wound in his side - 'Christ,' I thought, 'did they take out your appendix?' :D
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That was a good one. Thanks everyone for the responses. When I see crux here I don't think of Jesus. He didn't choose it. To me choosing to be crucified is horrifying. I get intense sexual arousal being restrained and helpless and I love to be abused and then pleasured. When I was growing up I touched myself at times but didn't equate that as sexual. I truly was innocent Cynthia. The posts on this site and especially on the Dolcette site really turn me on. thank you all for being here.
 
i renember was about 19 years old little kitty i enter to this site by accident i search archeologist foundings pictures and was little scary kitty and prepare to final exam in school and i think is website about archeology and it was in 2012 or 2014 year and i remind about week ago i renember Eulalia and wragg avatars probarly, and ofc as fast as possible i leave site those Times.
 
cynthia the inocent said:
I am trying to understand the mind set of wanting to be crucified. If done with ropes it is really just bondage play. If you wish to o it with nails it is another realm all together. Do you wish to imitate or honor Jesus ? Is it a quest to find a pathway to salvation ? Are you really sure you want to do all that damage to your body ? I am a lover of role play, bondage and sexual torture. My leaning is toward lesbian love but I don't mind heteralsexual experiences also. To be strung up on a cross, vulnerable and exposed is so exillerating. Some pain adds to the pleasure.
Before finding this site I had no idea people viewed crux as a passion. I love hearing your comments and especially the fantacy manips.
I am struggling to understand how someone can go past the fantacy of it all. Please feel free to comment and enlighten me. I don't mean to take anything away from anyone's desires.
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The essence of bondage is helplessness. If one is "nailed" (only in the imagination, hopefully!), that is the epitome of a helpless state. The crucified should have no control over his/her own bondage. That is why I, for one, am less turned on when a model hangs on the cross by gripping a handle or a rope. That action is antithetical to the ambiance of helplessness.
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Note the difference between the great Makar model Zlata's hands from early in the video to later. I imagine Makar & Imagemaker knew what would appeal better to the viewer and asked Zlata to reposition.

What I'm trying to say is that the ideal situation would be to use nails. But we do not live in the ideal; we live in the real. And real nails would be inhumane to the crucified and truly debasing to the viewer. (I like to think we're only a little debased looking at pretend crucifixions :eusa_doh:.)
 
Eulalia said:
it's very hard to explain - being a masochist does mean I probably get a more than normal endocrinal rush when I experience pain,
which I find sexually arousing, and fantasy thoughts can trigger a similar rush - I also find being stretched out naked -
or nearly so - is itself erotic, and in adolescence got similarly aroused hanging from bars in gym etc.
I'm not competitive with other people, but I like being tested or testing myself, that too arouses a strong hormonal response,
being tortured, especially crucified, excites me in that way, and certainly imagining myself into the passion narrative,
and stories of martyrs, brought together those developing physiological and psychological tendencies in me.
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This is a fascinating thread. When I came here, I was not someone who had any great feelings about crucifixion, except a sort of residue arousal that I had never explored (which is, itself, rather strange, now I think about it - I might have to think about that). But I am turned on by the testing of women's limits, and Eulalia's explanation has major resonances with me.

My main area of interest in this sphere is women being hanged. From my knowledge of what turns on the women I know who are very into this, it seems to be a similar combination of endocrine release, masochism, the eroticism of fear and the narrative of the fantasy or the reality (yes, I know someone who actually does it).
 
Migoz2 said:
My main area of interest in this sphere is women being hanged. From my knowledge of what turns on the women I know who are very into this, it seems to be a similar combination of endocrine release, masochism, the eroticism of fear and the narrative of the fantasy or the reality (yes, I know someone who actually does it).
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You might be interested in this story, which explores the psychology of erotic hanging in the guise of a crime story/mystery http://www.cruxforums.com/xf/threads/noosed-nude-nyc.6749/

As for why crucifixion holds no great attraction for me personally, it's hard to explain why something holds little interest for someone. Take golf (please). Many millions love it, but it bores me to tears. For me, the religious aspect gets in the way of any possible enjoyment (crucifixion, not golf). Or it could be that as a kid, I took piano lessons with the nuns, despite not being Catholic and was terrible, so I associate the crucifix they had on the wall with torture of a definitely not erotic nature...
 
windar said:
You might be interested in this story, which explores the psychology of erotic hanging in the guise of a crime story/mystery http://www.cruxforums.com/xf/threads/noosed-nude-nyc.6749/

As for why crucifixion holds no great attraction for me personally, it's hard to explain why something holds little interest for someone. Take golf (please). Many millions love it, but it bores me to tears. For me, the religious aspect gets in the way of any possible enjoyment (crucifixion, not golf). Or it could be that as a kid, I took piano lessons with the nuns, despite not being Catholic and was terrible, so I associate the crucifix they had on the wall with torture of a definitely not erotic nature...
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Thanks for the link - I shall read it with interest.

I am with you on golf!
 
Ive been crucified once from a railing... not a cross... its an experience that gets more difficult as the minutes go by... and the nature of being completely sprawled out and exposed while helpless is an intoxicating mix of fear, humiliation and excitement.

Inevitably shoulders hurt worse and worse when you hang and its harder to breathe... but pushing up/out with legs is very energy intensive and you end up exhausted and having leg cramps... and even pushed up the strain on shoulders and wrists are only relieved a little cause feet are flat to wall and you are kind of pushing out from the cross at a 45 degree angle.

Definitely an intense experience that I lasted maybe 30 mins for... never got a chance to go back or try it again since then.
 
DarkSide808 said:
Ive been crucified once from a railing... not a cross... its an experience that gets more difficult as the minutes go by... and the nature of being completely sprawled out and exposed while helpless is an intoxicating mix of fear, humiliation and excitement.

Inevitably shoulders hurt worse and worse when you hang and its harder to breathe... but pushing up/out with legs is very energy intensive and you end up exhausted and having leg cramps... and even pushed up the strain on shoulders and wrists are only relieved a little cause feet are flat to wall and you are kind of pushing out from the cross at a 45 degree angle.

Definitely an intense experience that I lasted maybe 30 mins for... never got a chance to go back or try it again since then.
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i watch tv document about Auschwitz nazi fav torturę to hang by hands on tree ppl was tired about 10 min but they bodies was in bad shape eariel beacouse they dont give they food and they must working all day
 
Rias said:
i renember was about 19 years old little kitty i enter to this site by accident i search archeologist foundings pictures and was little scary kitty and prepare to final exam in school and i think is website about archeology and it was in 2012 or 2014 year and i remind about week ago i renember Eulalia and wragg avatars probarly, and ofc as fast as possible i leave site those Times.
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And later i make acc here was 24-25 years old on 2018 year and only for search only pictures to mine archeology work maybe some of curious too, and Eulalia sent me birthday wishes and lure me on forum and i become sinner 100% truth
 
Rias said:
And later i make acc here was 24-25 years old on 2018 year and only for search only pictures to mine archeology work maybe some of curious too, and Eulalia sent me birthday wishes and lure me on forum and i become sinner 100% truth
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So - it's all Eulalia's fault? Do I believe you? Thousands would not as the saying goes.
You can't escape responsibility for your actions so easily Ms Yupar - Eulalia just (at the most) aroused what is in you already.
(For myself I am just a kinky masochist and have been since my early teens).:flipa:
 
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