Crucifixa

[Eulalia]

Wow! As the new kid on the Cross, it's thrilling just to see my name with the fateful word "condemned"! It's like all my fantasies are becoming real!

They go back to when I was twelve, when our teacher gave us a pretty strong, blow-by-blow account of the Crucifixion of Jesus. I clung on in fascination to every detail. Soon I was playing out little private stories with my body in the gym or the swimming pool. As I grew, I learnt more and more about Crucifixion - especially that the Romans crucified women and girls, and how they tortured us.

I love playing with words, painting word-pictures, so I've put what I've learnt into a poem, Crucifixa, that tries to imagine and express, as accurately as I can (historically, bodily and psychologically) the experience of a girl being crucified on the Ostian Way, outside the gate of Rome. I hope my Masters will like it - please correct me if there's anything that doesn't ring true.

Yours submissively

Eulalia

http://www.cruxforums.com/xf/resources/crucifixa-by-eulalia-and-ascanio-pdf.444/

 

[The Fallen Angel]

Hi,
That is very very impressive. The images are similar to ones conjured up by Willowfall.

Melissa

 

[chelior]

Hi, welcome Eulalia ! We are delighted at your very impressive tale. It is so realistic, we can believe you have tried out. Congratulations.

 

[The Fallen Angel]

Hi,
How about this for an avatar? We can change it if you wish but you still have to submit it.
Going to bed now. Night.

Melissa

PS Don't try to enlarge the pic just download it if you want it.

 

[zarathustra]

easily the most amazing thing i've seen on c-forums. thank you.

not a slight to the others! just this one stands out to me. good poetry.

 

[Ed-M]

Very impressive, Eulalia! You've definitely put across the inner anguish and torment of someone sentenced to the slaves' punishment.

 

[Crux-Emperor Baracus X]

Yeah,very good,for a newcomer......
Warm welcome to the Forum,of Cross-Pain !
Sadly though,you won't be "condemned" for long,only up to nine/ten posts.....
Cheers BJP.

 

[admihoek]

Yeah,very good,for a newcomer......
Warm welcome to the Forum,of Cross-Pain !
Sadly though,you won't be "condemned" for long,only up to nine/ten posts.....
Cheers BJP.

but onlooker is nice toooo :ymdevil:

 

[Eulalia]

Sure, but in my fantasies, I'm always the victim. That's why it's so lovely being "condemned", I don't want to be an onlooker or even an Executioner. I wish I could opt out of being promoted! (sulk).

Trust me to question the workings of The System - that's what gets me crucified!

But never mind - Melissa's found me this lovely avatar - thank's M! - so, whatever the small print says, I'll always go on being

 

[willowfall]

Sure, but in my fantasies, I'm always the victim. That's why it's so lovely being "condemned", I don't want to be an onlooker or even an Executioner. I wish I could opt out of being promoted! (sulk).

Trust me to question the workings of The System - that's what gets me crucified!

But never mind - Melissa's found me this lovely avatar - thank's M! - so, whatever the small print says, I'll always go on being

Hey Love I have exactly the same issue.

But I look at it on the bright side, my status shows I'm interacting and helping to make the site what it is.

So dive in and help out.

kisses

willowfall

 

[Crux-Emperor Baracus X]

So,how many posts,before one becomes "Consul",or even "Caesar",(or "Emperor"even.....)??
Cheers BJP

 

[admihoek]

So,how many posts,before one becomes "Consul",or even "Caesar",(or "Emperor"even.....)??
Cheers BJP

much very much and money :ymdevil: o-+

 

[Crux-Emperor Baracus X]

Damn....... (
Cheers BJP

 

[Naraku]

Very nice poem, Eulalia. It's clear you've thought about this a lot & enjoyed it very much.

So,how many posts,before one becomes "Consul",or even "Caesar",(or "Emperor"even.....)??
Cheers BJP

Are there actually any ranks higher than "governor"? Just wondering, I don't really pay attention to those sort of things.

 

[admihoek]

Very nice poem, Eulalia. It's clear you've thought about this a lot & enjoyed it very much.

So,how many posts,before one becomes "Consul",or even "Caesar",(or "Emperor"even.....)??
Cheers BJP

Are there actually any ranks higher than "governor"? Just wondering, I don't really pay attention to those sort of things.

but though you thinking/talking about it :ymdevil:

 

[Naraku]

Very nice poem, Eulalia. It's clear you've thought about this a lot & enjoyed it very much.

So,how many posts,before one becomes "Consul",or even "Caesar",(or "Emperor"even.....)??
Cheers BJP

Are there actually any ranks higher than "governor"? Just wondering, I don't really pay attention to those sort of things.

but though you thinking/talking about it :ymdevil:

Well, Governor Hans, I meant I don't care about my own rank.
However, we now know that there is a higher rank.
ALL HAIL THE TRIBUNE MELISSA
^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^

 

[admihoek]

Are there actually any ranks higher than "governor"? Just wondering, I don't really pay attention to those sort of things.

but though you thinking/talking about it :ymdevil:

Well, Governor Hans, I meant I don't care about my own rank.
However, we now know that there is a higher rank.
ALL HAIL THE TRIBUNE MELISSA
^^ ^^ ^^

eeeuuhhhh
:ymdevil: ) =))

 

[Quiet Paul]

Unbel

Wow! As the new kid on the Cross, it's thrilling just to see my name with the fateful word "condemned"! It's like all my fantasies are becoming real!

They go back to when I was twelve, when our teacher gave us a pretty strong, blow-by-blow account of the Crucifixion of Jesus. I clung on in fascination to every detail. Soon I was playing out little private stories with my body in the gym or the swimming pool. As I grew, I learnt more and more about Crucifixion - especially that the Romans crucified women and girls, and how they tortured us.

I love playing with words, painting word-pictures, so I've put what I've learnt into a poem, Crucifixa, that tries to imagine and express, as accurately as I can (historically, bodily and psychologically) the experience of a girl being crucified on the Ostian Way, outside the gate of Rome. I hope my Masters will like it - please correct me if there's anything that doesn't ring true.

Yours submissively

Eulalia

Unbelievably beautiful, again, Eulalia. You just write so beautifully and powerfully and combine pain and poetry so well. And your experience of an interest in all of this from when you were young is exactly mine. Good to
know I' m not alone

 

[xso]

Wow! As the new kid on the Cross, it's thrilling just to see my name with the fateful word "condemned"! It's like all my fantasies are becoming real!

They go back to when I was twelve, when our teacher gave us a pretty strong, blow-by-blow account of the Crucifixion of Jesus. I clung on in fascination to every detail. Soon I was playing out little private stories with my body in the gym or the swimming pool. As I grew, I learnt more and more about Crucifixion - especially that the Romans crucified women and girls, and how they tortured us.

I love playing with words, painting word-pictures, so I've put what I've learnt into a poem, Crucifixa, that tries to imagine and express, as accurately as I can (historically, bodily and psychologically) the experience of a girl being crucified on the Ostian Way, outside the gate of Rome. I hope my Masters will like it - please correct me if there's anything that doesn't ring true.

Yours submissively

Eulalia

Thanks Eul, loved your story! It's also very interesting to hear about when you got into this kink and how your fascination grew! I think I started to have crux fantasies even earlier, and I come from a non- religeous home. I also played little private stories, hanging from trees in the woods etc....but I fantasized most of the time about girls who had to endure this torture...often related to the Jesus story. The human mind is indeed very interesting, where do all idea's come from? However, once more thanks Eul!

(Wonder if the young women in the pic have kinky thoughts...they seem to smile!)

 

[admihoek]

Thanks Eul, loved your story! It's also very interesting to hear about when you got into this kink and how your fascination grew! I think I started to have crux fantasies even earlier, and I come from a non- religeous home. I also played little private stories, hanging from trees in the woods etc....but I fantasized most of the time about girls who had to endure this torture...often related to the Jesus story. The human mind is indeed very interesting, where do all idea's come from? However, once more thanks Eul!

(Wonder if the young women in the pic have kinky thoughts...they seem to smile!)


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wicked smile i think