Zephyros
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Crucifixion Events - Hands On - In Southern Germany?
Some days ago i joined - a great community for all points of view concerning crucifixion.What's my interest in crucifixion? What does crucifixion mean for me? My fascination in crucifixion?
It is a great, very intense and sensational feeling for me as crucified willing participant lying down naked on a large cross on the floor to be tied to it and it is so extremely exciting when then suddenly i am put on display rather high, hanging fully naked with my arms widely stretched out - the start of struggling and fighting. In this phase it is wildly exciting to become erect.
My arms are extended and firmly tied to the cross beam, my ankles and bare feet are tied together to the pole or on each side of the pole - no foot rest. The weight on my arms feels strange, sweating comes up and even breathing is a little bit difficult.
I cannot extend my legs and i have a really hard struggle to remain comfortable. I have to move, moving up and down, forward and backward, turning sidewards an back again in a way to feel a bit more comfortable - loosing this just the moment when getting it, going from one position to the other getting increasingly tired and exhausted and find no position at all that offers relief.
There is an extreme bondage, there is no choice only my head is free to move - the very last degree of personal control remaining.
Further more, since crucifixion is pain, every crucified willing participant should try to celebrate the pain: Struggling fiercely, jerking and thrashing as relentless and never ending fight trying to find some position to alleviate the pain.
The combination of writhing effects of torture in a humiliating position displayed fully naked before the gathered and the fact that bondage on the cross takes an ironic twist as not ending cycle of pain with severely limited and shortened motion with no relief in sight until being pushed up - this all is highly arousing.
Further more, i prefer outside / outdoor events, excursion into the woods - this gives every participant as spectator or executioner and even the crucified a special feeling with deep natural associations.
Another fact ist the starting-up. Whipping e.g. is a great spectacle and will be a good introduction of the celebration following. Let us use our phantasy! However, no torture should happen or should be done to the crucified willing participant when she/he doesn’t want this explicit.
So i am looking for members for a celebration of crucifixion in southern Germany or nearby. Thanks - Dear All!
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