Is There A Image Or Video That Originally Shaped Your BDSM Fantasies ?

[Piper Marie]

I can't remember what particular stuff made me begin my story with BDSM/Peril scenes, but when I was young, I used to play two video games: Golden Axe, and Streets of Rage.

Both of these games were "beat-em all" games, with the possibility to play as a female (Tyris, and Blaze). And I can say I felt "something", when I saw my girl being hit and kicked by skeletons/thugs. I... wasn't that angry, to see her on the ground, defenseless, without any possible escape...

It's funny you say that because I feel the same. Chun Li from Street Fighter 2 did it for me, so did Samus when she would die in super metroid. the way she would burst out of her armor and throw her head back did it for me. Also that crytal flash trick of hers where she would be naked, curled up in fetal position and covered in light. Another thing that did it for me was that 80's film red sonja, where those cute priestess scantily clad priestesses were killed during the start of the movie. Seeing the soldiers hold this one black haired girl to the wall and stab her in the heart got me every time. the way she slid down the wall and fell onto her side was cute and sexy at the same time.


Quality is terrible, but I timestamped it here just before the dark haired girl gets stabbed and dies. the way she has her back to the wall and how she slips down to the floor onto her side is beautiful to me. It happens too fast, sadly, but she is the one held in place by teh soldier as he stabs her. you can note her really long dark hair, not the blonde that gets killed right after. All of the female deaths shown here are sexy, but it was hers in particular that I enjoyed most.

 

[hongzu117]

After reading all of your speech，I can't help feeling that all of your childhood and adolescence were in abyss of suffering.（Funny face）
For me，because of the lack of strict censorship，I was able to reach many "overdone" films when I was a child.But they didn't have a serious impact on me.
In fact，I feel that my BDSM fantasy is the last awakening in all my deep dark fantasy，my first fantasy should be foot fetishism.
As you all know，in Chinese pornography culture，the status of foot fetishism is very high（Don't talk to me about footbinding，I don't think the abnormal scholars can represent all foot fetish Chinese people）.Therefore, the hidden elements of foot fetishism were easily found in films and books that I can reach.
After that, I found that a lot of foot descriptions happen when the woman sleeps.Then I had an idea: if they couldn't wake up again, would I be able to play with their feet all the time?
As you think，my necrophilia fantasy waked up.（Cover the face.）
So, I started to pay attention to the TV drama scene of how the women was executed and murdered：Decapitation、hanging、gunshot、poison……I like reading books very much since I was a boy，so I mastered a lot of "theoretical knowledge" about these.
After that，it happened spontaneously.On the cover of a book that introduces literary works，that's a picture of Jesus's crucifixion，and I noticed the crucifixion for the first time.This is the origin of my crucifixion fantasy.
After contact with the Internet, my dark fantasy was released.Until then, BDSM fantasy waked up as those darker fantasy‘s "foreplay".
Until now, my inclinations can be said to be very broad.
This is the result after my own personal analysis，I expect you to share your experience as well.

 

[Jon Smithie]

My own suspension bondage sub kink is definitely minimalist, and dates back to an immensely silly fantasy flick that starred the great Donald O'Connor in the downward spiral of his career. Wikipedia agrees with me.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Wonders_of_Aladdin#Critical_reception

The still below shows Aladdin about to rescue his girlfriend. Afterward the Evil Vizier demands of his minions "Where is that nice, naked, half-tortured girl?"

My 8-year-old imagination saw through that round metal whatever like X-ray vision, and every such fantasy I've had since looked and hung like her, with the possible exception of those featuring green Orion slave girls.

OMG!, yeah, I remember that scene vividly, it was an influence on me too. I was probably about the same age.

 

[Piper Marie]

It's funny you say that because I feel the same. Chun Li from Street Fighter 2 did it for me, so did Samus when she would die in super metroid. the way she would burst out of her armor and throw her head back did it for me. Also that crytal flash trick of hers where she would be naked, curled up in fetal position and covered in light. Another thing that did it for me was that 80's film red sonja, where those cute priestess scantily clad priestesses were killed during the start of the movie. Seeing the soldiers hold this one black haired girl to the wall and stab her in the heart got me every time. the way she slid down the wall and fell onto her side was cute and sexy at the same time.


Quality is terrible, but I timestamped it here just before the dark haired girl gets stabbed and dies. the way she has her back to the wall and how she slips down to the floor onto her side is beautiful to me. It happens too fast, sadly, but she is the one held in place by teh soldier as he stabs her. you can note her really long dark hair, not the blonde that gets killed right after. All of the female deaths shown here are sexy, but it was hers in particular that I enjoyed most.

In addition to what I said about myself in this post I am quoting, I also made a topic about it here:
http://www.cruxforums.com/xf/threads/my-first-fictional-crush.6758/#post-376651

 

[nux581]

In fact，I feel that my BDSM fantasy is the last awakening in all my deep dark fantasy，my first fantasy should be foot fetishism.
As you all know，in Chinese pornography culture，the status of foot fetishism is very high（Don't talk to me about footbinding，I don't think the abnormal scholars can represent all foot fetish Chinese people）.Therefore, the hidden elements of foot fetishism were easily found in films and books that I can reach.

I would guess that the brutal hammering of a spike through the top of a pinioned, pretty foot would be a powerful image for you. When I saw the nailing of Jesus to his cross, wrists and feet, it was something branded into my psyche for all time. I felt the iron ripping my flesh and crushing bone as hard hands held my bucking frame down.

It's funny that I always locked my frame of reference to Jesus, instead of to those performing the execution, despite the horror of the experience. I know that many on this site identify with the crucifiers. No judgement from me! I merely fantasize about being delivered into those oh-so-capable hands. Regardless, it is a wonderment how the same images can provoke such different identification and fantasy.

 

[hongzu117]

I would guess that the brutal hammering of a spike through the top of a pinioned, pretty foot would be a powerful image for you.

For me，I always pay attention to the state of females‘ feet when I‘m seeing a BDSM related picture and article，I hope they present a noticeable state.Crucifixion presents a very obvious feature in this respect.
If possible, I don't want their lovely feet lose the value of being used，so I like the situation like this：

I don't think I need to explain it

It's funny that I always locked my frame of reference to Jesus, instead of to those performing the execution, despite the horror of the experience. I know that many on this site identify with the crucifiers. No judgement from me! I merely fantasize about being delivered into those oh-so-capable hands. Regardless, it is a wonderment how the same images can provoke such different identification and fantasy.

I hope you can enjoy the illusion here，a large group of people here are imagining how to crucified a woman，and give them sexual abuse.

 

[Old Dog]

Dad took us to the movie house on base. U.S.A.F. 1958, we saw the Vikings. I was 9 years old, there was a very short seen where a rather stocky man was hung upside down in a dungeon, no shirt on and flogged. I was holding my breath, very uncomfortable! Sitting between my parents. Never the same after that...

 

[Old Dog]

Well, I always was turned on by szenarios where a bunch of ( rich or noble ) women enjoy to look at the ( frontal )whipping or torture or execution of another naked woman ( a prisoner or one out of their group, and with pubic hair of course ) . I haven't found a picture or a video showing this. So no, there is not an image or video.

I don't have a picture, but I hope you have seen "The Big Doll House", a wonderful whipping seen, with the lesbian warden watching an interrogation. Available on U tube.

 

[geolier]

I don't have a picture, but I hope you have seen "The Big Doll House", a wonderful whipping seen, with the lesbian warden watching an interrogation. Available on U tube.

Do you have a link?

 

[fumetto]

Dracula by the porndirector mario Salieri, most beautiful actresses of this time especially the beautiful Selen, a lot of porn but sadly not much torture. https://de.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=1469294182

 

[Mightor]

What originally shaped my BDSM fantasies were from reading superhero comics. The artistry of the hero or heroine being captured and bound did arouse my imagination. This was further amplified in my teenage years when Wonder Woman the TV series, starring Lynda Carter was aired. Since then I continue to enjoy heroine BDSM fantasies: