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Journey of a Pain Slut ...

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Why the fuck won't the bastard let me cum? I'm burning up.
Fucker
He tells me I can call out if I want to.
I won't.
He knows that. He thinks he's in control.
But really it's me.
I'm here because I want to be here. I love my BF, but I wanted something more. Nah, I needed it. Intensity. And this guy, whatever his name is. he can give it to me.. I just have to stay here, stay for him. But I'm the one in control. I'm chosing. I'm the one he needs to play with. I'm the one who he needs to hurt, and I want to be hurt. I don't care if it's him or someone else. I just want to be hurt. And he's doing ok. He's hurting me.
I can feel my cuts from the whip.
I can feel his knife against my shoulder.
I want to be cut.
I can feel my blood. He lets me taste my blood. He's doing good. He needs to cut me some more.
Maybe he will flay me.
He won't. I know he won't. He's too scared. But I wouldn't mind. He could flay me. All of me. My back, by belly, my breasts. He could kill me.
But he won't.
He wants me to come again.
He knows he won't easily find another one like me. Who really wants it.
He telss me to get out of the car, back into the rain, back into the woods.
The light is begining to fade.
The woods are getting dark.
I want him to hurt me in the woods. To hurt me again. I want to feel the hurt. I want some more pain before this is all done for the day and I'm back in the hotel and he's soaping me in the shower and I'm on the train back to my flat and off to Ma and Pa's for Christmas.
He's not got long.
I want him to do something he's scared of doing. I want to feel something I didn't expect. I want him to want to hurt me so so badly.
I can feel the rain on my nakedness. On my cuts. In my hair. Plastering my hair to my face. Running down my tits, over my clit, down my legs.
He thinks he's running this show. He's not. I am. I'm the one he needs to hurt, and he's so so grateful, because I;m letting him.
 
AFTER HER FIRST WHIPPING ... Part 13


Pushing her in the small of her red smeared back my Little Girl stumbled on the bed of slippery leaves. I laughed and, grabbing her by the hair, I pulled her screaming back to the same tree, the one with the large, thick protruding branch.

Pulling her upright by the roots of her short hair, her hands scrambling at my wrists in a fruitless attempt to dilute the agony, she stood on her feet, sniffing her nose, wiping the snot leakage on her forearm.

The rain was now heavier if anything and while I pulled up the hood of my thick waterproofs to protect myself, her body was dripping wet in seconds. As I circled her body I could see the livid pink of the cuts, cleansed of blood by the continuing downpour, standing out.

Positioned in front of her shivering torso once again I touched the tip of her nose in a mockingly gentle manner, and stepped away before turning to address her.

“Hands out, clasp them together.”

My instruction was purposefully brusque, and she obeyed in an instant.

Grinning, no more words shared, I tied the wet rope tightly back around her already chafed wrists. Her gasp of pain was but a minor prelude to the main event that was about to unfold.

Once more her arms were pulled high above her head, but this time, before tying the rope off I pulled hard until she was suspended a full six inches off the ground … which for her might as well have been 6 feet.

“Fuck, no ohhhhhh fuckkkkk!” I could already see the fresh strain on her shoulders as the bones pulled themselves away from the sockets.

“Stop whining girl, as much as I would love to dislocate your body that won’t happened unless I secure rocks around your ankles …”

I grinned menacingly leaving the thought as to whether or not I would actually do that, running wild through her mind.

Secured again, she presented a stunningly beautiful target. But she wasn’t quite perfect, not yet. Taking a second rope I tied her ankles together and then pulled that rope to the trunk of the tree, twisting her body in the process so that her back face me. When the additional rope was secured around the trunk it meant that whatever squirming and writhing she attempted, she could not turn her body. Her back was my objective this time …

But first … with a smug smile playing on my lips I switched the egg vibe on, and in a second she screamed and began to writhe and jerk in her bonds. Her head flew back and she groaned loud enough to be heard above the rainfall. With her hands tied so that she couldn’t cup herself, and her thighs pressed close together by the ropes around her ankles, I knew this time the need that circulated around her body would become even greater.

And so it proved. I moved closer to her, standing at her front, facing her, my mouth close to hers now that she was raised away from the ground, and as she whimpered and begged for release, I kissed her. Hard. Gripping her hair to hold her head steady, I mashed my lips onto hers. Her response was wonderful. Open mouthed her tongue danced with mine as her desperation for release grew … and then when her whole body shuddered, I pulled away and switched the device off.

Her groan of frustration was like a symphony to my ears. A beautiful, wonderful sound.

Stepping away from her hung torso, still trembling with unfulfilled desire, I took a new whip from my bag, which had accompanied me from the car back out into the wet. This version contained several lashes, not quite the notorious ‘cat’ but each of the half dozen or so leather strands was tipped with a small steel ball. This would scourge her. This would hurt.

I paused to look at her sleek, slender back, already cut, already marked, dripping with a thin red coloured watery liquid as the blood flow, which had all but ceased, was diluted with rain water.

“Are you ready Little Girl?”

I paused for response, but it was a rhetorical question. I expected no answer and when none came, I swung at the girl, and laid the whip sharply across her peachy ass. Not just with a flick of my wrist … now feeling refreshed after the break, and so I put full momentum into the swing, and thwack! The effect was electric.

My Little Girl went rigid, sucking in air. A nanosecond of delay, then her body jumped in place, the shock wave visible up and down her skin. She arched involuntarily in a single glorious movement. The cry she tried to stifle growled its way out of her. "Oh, shhhh … it! Shit. Shit! Fuckkkkkk!"

The blow raised a pair of livid double welts across her round buttocks. Despite her immobility, she couldn't help but try to shake out the pain as the knife cuts opened and blood oozed out once more. The rain was easing now and the crimson flow stayed in place a little longer.

I paused until she settled down, before letting the second lash swipe through the air. I saw how my girl tensed her body as the whip landed with a thud from the opposite side. The sharp tipped decorations of torture pierced her skin around the small of her back and right hip.

Perfect aim. More cuts opened up and began to ooze. I froze my position briefly, leaving the strands hugging her body, before flicking my wrist to rally the already agonising grip they held upon her. And then with a vigorous tug, I ripped the whip through her skin.

She cried out, arching backwards once more as the blood began to weave its journey down her thighs and buttocks.

The third blow came within an instant of the second, when the barbs slammed into my suffering victim's flank, inviting fresh blood to come forth from muscle stripped of skin as I once more tore away the odious lash. She yelled out guttural cries of anguish; shaking her trembling body, squirming to be free, hands desperately clinging to the ropes that secured her wrists. Another lash sliced her back open and she fell limp hanging from her wrists.

But I was not yet done and despite her lifeless appearance I swung my arm and another loud crack divided the atmosphere as the whip once more split her skin. A scarlet line of fire scorched the girl from shoulder to shoulder. Her body shook back into life.

More cries of agony as she contorted her nubile form into an almost impossible angle, screaming agony and fear.

The tortuous whip hasped its tips into her shoulder and upper arm. It's violent removal triggering rivers of blood to stream down her body, over her back and ass, to drip onto her thighs, striping her leg like the seam of a silk stocking.

My Little Girl's screams became as raw as her body.

The lashes embedded into her ribs with the next strike. She arched her broken body forward this time, swinging her legs upwards, head back, she screamed as the metal raked her ribcage.

I immediately saw the opportunity for the next lash, and so while she was in the arched position I hammered the whip onto her right shoulder, serving a direct hit on the cut which had now opened wide and flowed with blood. The weighted strands landed with a hollow thud around her body across her chest and already beaten breasts. The barbs buried into her flesh. The sharp deliberate yanks to pull the whip back opened fresh wounds, furrowing her skin. Warm red liquid seeped mellifluously but copiously, over my girl's toned body.

Then another swipe dug into her back with an audible wet thud. She cried out hoarsely, interrupting the gasps of agonizing shock from the previous impact. And the she fell still … very, very still …

With the downpour having stopped, in the eerie silence all I could hear was the dripping of rain water from the trees around us, and I could see the dripping of blood from her prostrate body.

Her breathing was shallow, her very stretched position making it difficult for her lungs to work as they should …

How much more could she take? As I reached back into my bag, I was about to find out …
 
Fuck yes! He's stringing me up! I've dreamt so much of this.
I'm off my friggin' feet!
My arms are pulling out of their sockets! My tits are pushing out, my lungs are screaming at me! It's fuckin' brilliant!
Why do I love this pain so much?
I'm a fucked-up girl I think.
Fucking fucked up.
Fucking fucking fucked and about to be well and truly fucked.
He's tying up my ankles.
It's fucking' brilliant!
He knows me I think.
I'm HURTING!
But the bastard! I'm all over the fuckin' place! Let me FUCKING CUM YOU BASTARD!!!
Bastard...
Whip me then.
Yeah!
Whip me!
Yeah!
So fuckin' fuckin' good!
He just hears my screams, but inside I'm fuckin' crying with sex and happiness!
Oh god BF! You can't do this to me!
I want him to hit me again.
Yeah!
My fuckin' burning ass!
Wrap that lovely, sexy whip around my side you bastard!
Fucking hit me so you cut my cuts!
I'm bouncing!
I'm hurting so so much!
I'll never explain these cuts to anyone... I don't fucking care. Hit me!
Hit me!
Hurt me!
Hurt me til I can't even cry any more!
I love this!
Hurt me!
Fuck!!!!
 
AFTER HER FIRST WHIPPING ... Part 15


I wanted the rain to stop and now it had. It wasn’t because I felt any sympathy for this Little Girl’s plight, no not all, far from it … the way she suffered was my nirvana, my turn on … I wanted it to stop raining because I needed fire!

At this time of year the twilight was with us by 3pm and it was dark within sixty minutes. However, when we have a day consumed by the cover of pendulous clouds like we had today, then it became gloomy shortly after lunch and, although it was only 2pm, in the eye of a dense woodland like we were now, the light had almost disappeared.

Perfect … fire for the heat and light … and for the pain.

Having checked the contents of the bag for the finale, my

‘pièce de résistance’ if you will, I had zipped it back up. There was something else that I needed to do first, something that my groin, and more to the point my erection, was insisting upon.

The girl looked dead, and though I knew she wasn’t, her lifeless appearance fuelled my hard-on to bursting point.

I untied her ankles and then released the tied-off end of the rope that was fastened around her wrists. She fell to the ground with a thud and a groan, of course she did.

I stood over her and reaching down I dragged her back up by the roots of her hair. A short while earlier the same movements and hold on her had resulted in frantic grasping and grappling on her part, but now there was nothing. My Little Girl had become my Little Rag Doll.

“Stand,” I ordered, hoping that she had at least some semblance of conscious recognition.

And she did, just, getting slowly to her feet while I tied off the wrist rope again, but this time leaving her standing on the wet, soggy ground.

Her eyes rolled and her head slumped forward as she toppled over, her knees buckling leaving her hanging by the wrists.

With a malicious grin I switched on the egg vibe. A jerk followed by a bodily convulsion was all I got. A higher speed was needed, top speed … ultimate vibration.

A groan, and then another, more powerful convulsion. Her hips writhed and her eyes opened wide.

“That’s it, that’s better girl … feel it inside you, feel it deep.”

And now she was wide awake, and squirming.

“Pl … please, please Mister …”

“Please what Little Girl?” I replied.

“Let me cum, please, pleeeeease …” And she almost did, right then.

Almost.

I switched off the vibe and paused to relish her cry of desperation beyond frustration. Then, moving to her, I ripped away the duct tape covering her slit. She groaned long and loud as my fingers dug into her cunt so that I could retrieve the insidious little toy.

Stepping around to her front, I reached inside my waterproofs, unfastened my jeans and whipped out my hard cock and full-again balls.

I looked into her eyes as I grabbed her thighs and pulled her upwards, her legs locking around me.

“Keep looking at me,” I growled as the swollen head of my erection pushed at her, and then, having positioned the shaft appropriately, with a thrust of my hips, I buried myself deep and to the hilt in her warmth and wetness.

“Nghhhhhhh,” was all the response I got, but she was so high on desire so that when the upward angle of my penetration pushed against her clit, it took hardly any time for her to bite away at my waterproofs and thrust her exquisitely beaten body back at me.

“Cum for me, cum now Little Girl.”

And she did.

And then, so did I.

Oh, fuck it was so good, so damn good, and in that brief moment of shared ecstasy, as she cried out, I truly loved her.

Thrusting my pleasure, each slamming home of my groin resulting in another copious shot of thick, white seed being injected deep inside her body.

“Fuck you Little Girl, fuck you hard,” was my mantra as I did just that.

Sated I staggered away from her hanging form, now limp once more. My cock dripping with sperm as was her cunt, our mutual juices flowing onto her thighs to mix with the drying blood.

“Fuck, I needed that,” I gasped to her replacing my cock inside my waterproofs, but it might as well have been to myself as her head drooped once more.

Smiling I moved to the bag which had been left propped on a large rock. Now it was time … from this there would be no coming back. No papering over what has happened here today in the woods. This would cause mental and physical anguish all in one dangerous swoop … it was the stuff nightmares are made of, or fantasies, depending upon your predilection!

Unzipping the bag I pulled out the box of wooden skewers, you know the sort that are used to hold a good club sandwich together, or secure a tasty skewered chicken and mushroom cocktail, or pineapple and cheese or whatever. But today I had a more nefarious use for them.

“Wh … what …” I looked up as a quiet sound came from the newly raised head of my poor Little Girl.

“Wh … what am I doing?” I finished off her sentence in mocking tones.

I got to my feet and strode across to stand contemptuously in front of my trembling, shivering and terrified looking, prize.

“So, my Little Girl, you came here filled with intent, determined to prove that what I had was what you wanted. I ask you now … was it?”

“Unnghhh, I dnnnnnt,” her words were slurred and incomprehensible, until a casual punch to her stomach temporarily robbed her of all breath.

I grabbed her hair, held her face inches from mine, and once more I kissed her. But this time there was no reciprocation, no open mouth, no tongues, just a single, desperate groan of exhaustion.

Then she screamed and looking down her body to see that in my left hand I was squeezing her right breast, puckering the nipple, whilst with my left hand I was pushing one of the sharpened cocktail sticks through her distended teat.

She cried out and shook wildly in her bonds.

“Keep still or it will hurt all the more girl,” I instructed her patronisingly.

She fought for breath, yelling even louder as I pushed harder, breaking the skin of the nipple causing a trickle of fresh blood to ooze out.

“No, fuck stop!” She begged. But her pleas just made me all the more determined and with the final exertion committed on my part, the sharpened stick slid into place through the nipple, bringing forth a desperate, high pitched scream from my delightful, hanging victim. I waited until the screams died away giving rise to one long continuous groan.

Now for the left nipple, the one with the knife cut through the aureole … this one I would enjoy the most.

I heard her gasp as the sharpened wooden point pushed into her breast. Deeper into the firm flesh this time because I needed to get under the cut. It was harder and the more I pushed the more she screamed, until her flesh was punctured and the skewer slid home, and more blood oozed from the open cut.

“Oh fuck,” she managed to utter, now panting hard, her breasts bejewelled by the symmetry of the wooden needle lengths, Beautiful.

It was with my widest grin of the day that I took out a lighter from my pocket.

“What the fuck?” Her words were much more coherent now as the true horror of my intent became clear.

“Enjoy Little Girl,” I responded as I held the lighter flame to one end of the wooden skewer that was inserted into her right breast. It soon lit with a small flame, as did the other end …

“Noooooo!” Her cries were sustenance to my needs, hers too … maybe.

I repeated the action on the other skewers and soon all four ends were alight and slowly burning towards the middle, heating up her flesh as they did so.

I moved away and unfastened the tied-off rope end before hauling her up and high, this time until she was several feet from the ground.

The effect was dramatic. Her writhing body high in the air held up only by her wrists, with the burning wooden needles lighting up the all-consuming gloom that had now descended over the woodland.

What a picture. What a delight.

What she didn’t realise, or at least I assumed she wouldn’t, was that the actual flames currently warming her breasts were not the worst of it. They would extinguish shortly as they reached the sanctity of her body where the oxygen would be reduced, but by then the wood would be smouldering and the two charred ends would continue to burn away inside her body underneath her skin, scolding the exposed nerve ends and driving her wild with untold agony.

I looked up at her, bucking and twisting on the rope, a sense of cruel satisfaction painting my features, her whole world now boiled down to this single, terror infused, point of focus and the skewers burned away.

And then it happened. The flames gave way to four small plumes of lightly coloured smoke that indicated the wood was still burning inside each breast.

“Aaaaaargh! Oh fuck, ohhhh no stop it pleeeeease!”

Fuck, she was making me hard again.

Her body convulsed, and jerked …

Fuck you little girl, fuck you hard, you fucked up fucking slut!

I touched my cock and felt the length and thickness to its girth returning. I felt all powerful watching my Little Girl’s tits burn and her body writhe.

I could hardly breathe as I watched the pain manifest all over her hung body, still nubile in its shape, and delicious in its squirming movements, as she tried, with obvious difficulty, to frantically suck air into her lungs.

The skewers took a long time to burn, and, sensing her desire to let her mind fade away I picked up a long branch to poke at her raised body, thus making sure that her senses refused to leave her, and that twisting and writhing desperately, she experienced every last moment of agony, just as I had intended she would do.

Then, finally, as the smoke dissipated and I stopped my poking of her body, she stilled … her conscious mind taken from her as her naked, beaten and severely abused body was left swinging gently in the dark wood.

It was over … for now.
 
Fuck me I'm half dead.
I'm hanging here bleeding.
I hurt so much.
I hate it and I love it.
I'm almost fucking dead.
Shit! My whole body shakes.
I'm down. I'm thinking it's over ...
I'm hoping it's not.
He fucks me like he's knifing me but I explode with him in me.
He,s not done.
I'm fuckin scared now. He is going to kill me.
I want more but I don't.
I want to be warm and wrapped up.
But I don't.
I want him to hurt me.
And he does.
Through my breasts.
He's fuccking destroying my tits.
He's going to fucking burn me.
I want him not ever to stop.
I can feel the burning skewers
And now my wrists are torn upwards and I'm hanging and spinning and my Tits are burning and im hurting like hell and at the same time wondering how I'll ever get those fucking burnt skewers out from my nipples and what the fuck I'll tell the BF and I'm hurting nd hanging and Cumming all at once and I love this so much.
I don't even know his name.
I...don't...even...kn....
 
This thread contains the story of how a young 19 year old College Student finds herself the willing participant in the painful, perversions of an older man. We see how she transforms from a fun loving girl, enjoying the normal guilty pleasures that any student would partake in, including a little light bondage with the BF (Boyfriend), into a consenting Pain-Toy, ever more desperate to see how much more she can endure ...

The first post is the story to date, Act 1 if you will. So please take a moment or two to download that, catch up to where we are, and then in a day or two we will begin Act 2.

@Peony and I would love you come with us on this journey and we are really inspired by your comments and feedback.

Go now to the post below and download Act 1. See you in Act 2 ...
 
How can I ever take the grand-kids for a ride on the oldest railway in the world to Middleton Park Halt after i've read this story?

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The small clearing where my Little Girl was beaten and broken is near the end of this Railway Line as it climbs the hill from Hunslet into Middleton ... on a clear day without rain you could probably have heard her scream when sitting in the carriages ...
 
The small clearing where my Little Girl was beaten and broken is near the end of this Railway Line as it climbs the hill from Hunslet into Middleton ... on a clear day without rain you could probably have heard her scream when sitting in the carriages ...
In fact in this version of the image of the Girl you can see the train cutting through the woods if you look carefully :)
 

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JOURNEY OF A PAIN SLUT - ACT 2 Chapter 1


I sat back on the large rock next to my bag. I was exhausted, but elated. This past few hours had fuelled my desires, my kinks, my perversions … and how!

This girl, my Little Girl, whose actual name was still not known to me, nor mine to her, hung by her wrists above me, several feet from the ground as the dusk turned to twilight and the darkness began to descend.

It had been a relatively warm December day with heavy cloud cover and a deluge of rain. But now she had stopped shaking, in fact she had stopped everything. She hung, swinging gently … lifeless.

Fuck, she looked beautiful, so damn erotic, her nubile body, naked and exposed, beaten and bloody and her breasts punctured by the skewers.

I wanted to leave her like this to suffer the agony of death … but then again, not really.

If it was possible to take this little beauty to that extreme, let her die through her wounds, the infection, the cold and exposure and her shoulders dislocating making me erect for evermore, but then bring her back to life with unflawed health so that we could do it all over again, then that would be just perfect. But alas that scenario only happened in the movies, and in this gloomy wood to the South of Leeds, we were very much in real life!

I needed to take her down and begin the process of recovery and rehabilitation. I chuckled to myself for no good reason save perhaps my general feeling of well-being at having completed my tasks and reached every objective here in the woods.

Moving to the tree where the rope was tied off, I sliced through the tight binding and the complicated knots with my blade, and she fell to the ground. It was a fall of maybe a metre or so, but she landed with a thud and a grunt as the little air she had left was forced from her.

She groaned away to my right as I collected up the rope and put the remnants into my bag before taking it back to the car.

“My Little Girl, I am so proud of you,” I beamed down at her drained, prostrate shape on the wet, mulched ground beneath us, as I knelt by her side.

Her eyes closed. It was the only response I received, but it was enough to make me smirk.

“Come on Little Girl, we need to get you back to the hotel so that I can take care of you.”

Scooping her up into my arms, she groaned and flinched a little as my hold squeezed her body into me, forcing her perforated breasts to push together.

“Sorry girl, but I have to get you into the car,” I said explaining myself to her. She offered no further acknowledgement as I managed somehow to hook a finger into the door handle and click it open.

“In you go,” once more I laid her on the towel.

Looking down I could see that there was no active bleeding from any of the wounds on her front, including the holes where the skewers had been forced into her body. They of course were now no longer apparent, having smouldered fully away, but it was key that the holes were cleansed as quickly as possible. Infection now with splinters of burnt wood inside her could prove fatal. I checked out the nipple cut and that too had stopped bleeding but it was oozing a little light-coloured puss. That too needed urgent treatment.

Gently I pushed her over onto her side so that I could inspect her back. The cuts here were worse because there were more of them, and I had applied the lacerations methodically prior to exacerbating their severity by lashing the same area of skin with the vicious scourge.

“Fuck,” I whispered to myself as I lightly touched the puffy skin either side of where her skin was split, “Some of these need to be stitched.”

“Come on my darling girl, sit up if you can, I have to cover you.”

She fell into my arms, still largely unresponsive, as I pulled her upright.

I had brought packs of antiseptic Gel sheets and now I placed one over each of the main wound areas, just to provide a germ-free cover until she was back at the hotel. And then I helped her on with a soft pair of yoga pants and a large sweat shirt, over which I slipped an aluminium lined anti-shock blanket around her shoulders to keep her from shivering when the shock of everything attempted to kick in.

Securing her seat belt as she lolled still, her body refusing to wake up, I sighed and moved to the driver’s seat.

Had I gone too far? Could she really take all of this and survive?

Of course, she could. I knew what to do now, it was my job as an experienced trauma surgeon, for fucks sake.

She would be fine.

I switched on the engine and began the short journey back to the hotel.
 
JOURNEY OF A PAIN SLUT - ACT 2 Chapter 2

Fuck that hurt.
My wrists are hurting like fuck.
My back is hurting like fuck.
I'm on the ground.
It's cold and wet.
I'm cold and wet and burning and my mouth tastes of blood and I fucking hurt all over and I'm so fucking cold.
He touches me.
His fingers are gentle. He's finished hurting me. I'm sort of glad, I'm sort of sad.
He hurt me so sexy.
I loved his hurt.
I'm still hurting. Loving his hurting. Loving my pain. Fucking pain.
I'm a fucking mess.
I'm cut and burnt and filthy.
My fucking BF won't believe I did this to myself.
I'm a fucking disasterous mess of a girl.
What the hell was I doing?
I don't know his fucking name. He's burnt me and whipped me and hung me on a tree.
Who the fuck is he?
I don't care.
He's my torturer and I sort of love him for it.
I'm in the car. So he isn't going to kill me. At least now.
I'm so fucking happy. I am so happy. I am so glad he hurt me.
I don't know his name and I don't care.
I want to be clean and warm and I'm filthy and freezing and I love this soo much and I soo want to do this some more.
I'm a crazy fucking girl I think...
I imagine myself hanging there bleeding. I wish I could have seen myself. I think I must have looked so beautiful, so beaten.
I can feel the cuts on my body and the skewers in my tits.
I am such a lucky, mad, stupid fucker of a girl.
 
JOURNEY OF A PAIN SLUT - ACT 2 Chapter 3


There are plenty of parking spaces at the Village Hotel on the outskirts of Leeds, near to the motorways. ‘Tis the Festive Season after all , although I don’t recall any of what I have done with the girl today being on any Christmas Wish-List that I have ever read … and what we have done this day, my Little Girl and I, can hardly be described as jolly!

But at least there was plenty of parking spaces …

I stopped the car, reversing in between the white lines, before turning in my seat to look at the girl in the back, sitting huddled under the anti-shock blanket, which was doing its best to ward off the shock that was already kicking into her broken body.

She looked back at me, her head moving slowly so that her eyes looked into mine … and she smiled.

She fucking smiled.

Unbelievable, but seeing her pretty face light up just a little was almost as elating as breaking her had been, and she had been so badly broken. The pert, deliciously nervous, confident, challenging teenage girl that had arrived at the hotel just this very morning had been shattered into the silent, semi-conscious, damaged princess in the back of my car.

“Do you think you can walk my sweet angel?” I asked her with a gentle tone underpinning my words, “… because we need to avoid any sort of suspicion as we pass through reception.”

She nodded, and I reciprocated the affirmation back to her.

“Okay, good. Wait here while I go check-in and get the key.”

Another smile. No words as yet but the smile said more than a sentence could ever achieve, however I still needed to treat her body with the utmost urgency.

“Fossbrook, Steve Fossbrook …” I answered the receptionist’s question when asked.

“Okay, yep we have you here Mister Fossbrook.”

As a Surgeon I go by the title Mister, which is good because it’s far less conspicuous than Doctor. I used my own name when checking-in just because it was so much easier when it came to credit cards and the like … and in any event I wasn’t looking to do anything wrong now, was I, at least not here!

“Done and sorted, I have our key,” I said to my Little Girl as I opened the passenger door once more, helped her slip on her trainers and assisted as she staggered out of the car.

“We need to leave this behind …” I slipped the Anti-shock blanket off her shoulders feeling the back of my hand brush against the provocative swell of her left breast under the sweat-shirt.

“Th … thank you …” She spoke her first words in a long time as I left her leaning against the car so that I could retrieve her small back-pack and my larger holdall.

As we entered reception I could feel her almost collapsed against me, and so I slipped my arm around her shoulders and hugged her to me as we walked, trying to look as if we were age-mismatched lovers trying to be discreet as we headed to our illicit liaison, which in a dark debauched way we were – if only everyone knew the real truth!

The elevator was empty, thank goodness, and soon I had somehow got us both to room 274 on the second floor. And so, it was with great relief that I heard the door click shut behind us.

The room was large, with a view back out over the car park, and sitting her down in a chair before she fell down, I spoke softly. “Stay there please while I cover the bed with a towelling sheet … we need to keep the room as clean as we can.”

It sounded like I was saying this for medical reasons but the truth was that I simply didn’t want to leave unnecessary traces of our activities behind when we checked out tomorrow.

“Okay good, now I need your clothes off again please.” As I said this, I moved to close the window blinds and curtains, before returning to her and slowly removing the sweat top up and over her head.

“Wow,” I uttered when her wonderful breasts, stained with blood, skewered and burnt, but still well-defined and high with the firm flesh of youth, stared up at me.

“You are beautiful …” I remarked, and there was that smile again. Wonderful!

Reaching down to her hips I nodded at her and began the gentle tug of the yoga pants. She managed to ease her ass up off the seat for just a few seconds as I pulled the pants down and off.

Once again, she was naked, and even now she fuelled the fire of my lust by just simply sitting there.

Most of the antiseptic gel patches had come off as her clothes were removed, but the few that remained I now pulled gently away by hand. They had already begun their cleansing work on her battered body.

“May I have a drink … pl … please, I’m so thirsty.” Her soft words were heart rending, but I had to reply, “Not yet Little princess. I have a special energy and protein drink for you, which will renew you and make you want to urinate, because I need to see you pee …”

She looked confused, worried again, almost …

“No, no Little One, it’s not for my kicks …” though watching her piss would stiffen my groin, I knew that, “… it’s so that I know your bodily functions are in working order, which is very important, especially following such a severe flogging …”

She nodded allowing me to continue with my words.

“But first we need a shower Little Girl, and I need to wash you down with this.” I produced a plastic bottle from my bag.

“Wh … what’s that,” she asked in whisper, more words finding their way out of her mouth.

“It’s Dettol wash with E45 and Aloe Vera in it …” It was just the best thing for this initial wash.

Reaching back inside the bag I pulled out a ball-gag. Now her eyes widened and her head cocked to one side, looking delightfully confused.

“You need to put this on,” I said with a renewed assertion.

“But, I … please … no … more … not … now …” she begged beautifully, and I laughed.

“No, you silly girl, of course there will be no more torture, and certainly not here in this room. But we have other rooms either side of us and I need the shower to be hot. It will be very painful for you, certainly initially, and I need you scream into the gag for me, and you will scream believe me, but this way your cries won’t be heard above the sound of the shower.” I attempted a gentle smile to accompany the words and she seemed to relax, allowing me to place the gag, not too tightly around her head, the red ball filling her mouth.

If she looked beautiful before then now, she appeared stunning. Oh, how I wanted her again … but right now there was medical work to be done.

I slipped off my water proofs and then my sweater, shirt and jeans, finally taking off my socks and boxers to leave myself as naked as she was.

Did her eyes flicker towards my semi stiff cock? Oh, how I hoped they did.

“It’s time for us to shower sweet angel,” I smiled at her once again.

Gripping her upper right arm, I helped her out of the seat and we headed to the bathroom.
 
JOURNEY OF A PAIN SLUT - ACT 2 Chapter 4

He leads me through the lobby.
These people, back from shopping or meeting or whatever, they don't know.
I like that.
He leads me to the room.
I hurt. I fucking hurt. I love hurting.
Ordinaryl. Dull. View of the car park.
So ordinary.
So fucking extraordinary for me.
I hurt.
He asks me to get naked again.
He looks at me.
He's going to hurt me again.
He says he isn't.
He looks at me.
I think I must look beautiful to him, all cut and bruised and fucked up.
I think I am beautiful all like this.
I love this. Looking all cut and sore and full of hurt.
I hurt so much everywhere.
My tits hurt. My back hurts. I;m so cut.
I love being cut.
He gags me,
He says he will clean me and it will hurt and I will scream
I want to hurt
I love this so much.
Hurt me again please I am thinking.
Hurt me, you whose name I do not know.
Hurt me.
I love this.
I am so tired. He has broken me to pieces. I love him for this. I love my pain. I want to do this so many more times. I want to be hurt by him.
I don't care about Christmas and my BF and everything.
I want him to hurt me and to torture me and to kill me if he wants
I want sooo much to hurt.
I want to bleed and hurt and cry.
I love ...
 
JOURNEY OF A PAIN SLUT - ACT 2 Chapter 5

I am hard again. Not just hard but achingly erect. The swollen head of my cock keeps brushing her abdomen … and the way her eyes glance downwards I know she wants me, wants it, wants to be fucked … not just metaphorically this time, but truly, properly and wholly fucked!

As the steaming hot water strikes her body, she screams like I knew she would. Palms flat against the wet tiles she cries out into the ball gag, her agony contained in the muffled secrecy of the round rubber ball.

It is a cleansing yell, a cry that begins her recovery in earnest, as the water, unpolluted by unfiltered rain or mulched, muddy leaves, flows through every blade or lash-made opening on her lovely body.

Oh, how she cries out.

I squeeze a palm full of the antiseptic wash into my palm and, as her sobs diminish, I slowly spread the liquid over her back, reaching around her chest to embrace her breasts. Is that a groan?

I lather the wash making sure to clean everywhere, and as my fingers slide down her shining wet body towards her firm ass, I slip my index finger into the crevice between her cheeks and allow it to slip further down and under, into her soft folds.

I feel her body jerk as her forehead falls to rest on the tiled wall, and slowly I move my finger deeper and deeper within her …

“You are mine now Little Girl,” I whisper into her ear so that she can hear my words above the loud, warm flow from the shower head.

She nods. She knows my words to be true. It turns out that I did have what she wants, and now she wants … no, scratch that … now she NEEDS, more … that was so plainly obvious.

I bring my finger out from the warm, wet depths of her cunt and return to focus on the task of cleansing her body, until I have used more than half the bottle of Dettol cleanser on her skin.

Having turned off the water flow I help her step from the walk-in shower – modern day hotel rooms seem to have huge showers and no bath, which I guess is a sign of the times.

Smiling I reach around her head and remove the gag, grinning as she coughs and splutters into her new found oral freedom.

I’m still hard. So fucking erect. She glances again, then smiles, then bites her lips. It makes me laugh.

“Not yet Little Girl, we have more work to do.” I say, knowing that she is already recovered enough to gaze upon my nudity. I am not a young man, but I do work out and as a surgeon I need to keep my stamina in-tact, and so I was of my own not-so-humble opinion that I was in more than decent shape for a man of my years.

She nods. “Thank you,” she says again. I don’t know whether her thanks is for the torture I gave to her, or the painstaking recovery process we are now undertaking. It doesn’t matter, because she came to me wanting to be broken. I did that and now we are rebuilding her. Maybe her thanks was for all of the above …

I took her by the hand and led her back to the bed.

“Lay down please girl.”

As she shuffled onto the towel, I noticed how she was able to lay, albeit gingerly, on her back. That was a good sign, but I needed now to tend to her breasts.

Taking a small bottle out of my bag I affixed a thin jet spray nozzle to it’s opening. Inside the bottle was Neosporin which would give her pain relief and infection protection.

“I’m not going to anaesthetise you so grit your teeth please.” I gently pushed the tip of the small jet spray against one the skewer puncture marks, small holes that were already rapidly congealing with blood, and squirted the antibiotic pain relief into the opening. She groaned as the liquid spray made its way into the flesh of her breast. I repeated the action against each of the puncture marks and then, after covering each with a small, antiseptic plaster, I stood back, and looked down upon her nakedness.

“Fuck it Little Girl, you are so damn beautiful.” As I said this, I allowed my fingers to close gently around my shaft and I began to pull my foreskin back and forth. Once more her bottom lip disappeared under her teeth as she watched my action with an intensity that made her recovering desires only too clear.

I laughed, releasing my grip.

“You need these,” I reached for her cut nipple and squeezed the sides of the laceration together before applying several butterfly sutures, so that the aureole could heal with the minimum of scarring.

“Over please,” I twirled my finger indicating that I needed her on her stomach. Groaning softly, she obeyed allowing me to repeat the suture application to several of the wider cuts on her back. On these open wounds, once the stitches were in place, I put a smaller version of the anti-infection gel pad onto each one.

“There girl, you’re done. Now you may drink.”

I handed her a ‘ProvideXtra’ Energy drink that contained additional protein elements to help not just quell her thirst but also to refresh her dwindled natural resources.

She sat up into the nest of pillows I had made for her and guzzled it down, and then sighed, closing her eyes.

I knelt by her side and touched my hand to her cheek. “You really are beautiful,” I repeated my affectionate words and then I turned her head towards me and moved my lips to hers.

We kissed. I mean we really kissed, like we couldn’t get enough of one another. I used my lips to open hers and she reciprocated the passion with the movement of her tongue … it was delightful, delicious and desire-fuelling, doing nothing to dampen my ardour. My erection was convulsing through its own free will, desperate to be touched …

But, not yet …

“You must sleep now Little Girl …”

“Please,” She said quietly, “Tell me your name.”

I smiled and nodded. “I’m Steve,” I answered softly hoping that I radiated the warmth that was intended.

“Would you tell me yours?” I took my Little Girl’s hand in mine and waited for her to reply.
 
JOURNEY OF A PAIN SLUT - ACT 2 Chapter 6

Fuck it's hot!
I;m fucking burning!
I try to scream but only hear my choked groans and the sound of the shower.
His fingers are in me.
My head bangs on the tiles.
My back and my tits are screaming.
I'm hurting, but not the hurt of the whipping. This is an antiseptic, hospital hurt.
I don't like this.
He takes the ball out of my mouth.
I'm hurting. I bite my lip and taste my blood.
I say thank you to him. I mean it.
But I don't like this.
The afterwards
The hospital bit.
He puts me on the bed, on my back. On my cut up back.
He's going to hurt me. He's going to clean me up. So he can do it all again. So my BF will be nice to me. So I'm not a big mess.
It FUCKING HURTS!
It FUCKING HURTS!
He stitches me up. He's good. He's done it before... I wonder...
He kisses me. In my mouth. He can. He deserves it. He can fuck me if he wants to. I don't care. I need fucking.
My poor fucking tits!
What the fuck have I let him do to me?
I know and I am so happy.
I let him hurt me so bad.
I ask him his name. Why the fuck did I do that?
I don't want to know his name. He's my torturer. I don't want him to be a person I sort of know.
'Steve'
What sort of a name is Steve?
I didn't need to know his name.
Now he wants to know mine.
Fuck.
I shouldn't have asked.
No names. I want him to stay my torturer, not some guy who lives in a nice house somewhere. Not some nice middle-class professional. My torturer. That's who I want him to be.
I say 'Amy'.
It's not my name.
I'm lying.
I want to be his Little Girl who he likes to hurt.
Not 'Amy' or anyone.
A nameless girl who appears and wants to be hurt.
I want him to fuck me. I want anyone to fuck me right now. I want to be fucked so much.
I want him to hurt me again.
Hurt me hard. Soon. Again.
I know he will.
I want to hurt so fucking much.
 
JOURNEY OF A PAIN SLUT - ACT 2 Chapter 7


“Amy?” I smiled down at her and she grinned back at me, yes, she really did grin… it was just a few short hours since she had been broken into pieces in a cold, wet woodland miles from her home and she was grinning at me. This girl was something else.

“Genuinely? You’re called Amy?” I questioned and she nodded, her grin widening a little more.

“Like hell,” I laugh you’re no more Amy than I am.

Now she laughed too, and it was so damn heart-warming, “And you’re not Steve, are you … Steve?” She emphasised the latter saying of my ‘name’.

“No, course I’m not …” I chuckled.

“So, we’re none the wiser, are we?” She whispered.

“We don’t need to be, you can simply be my Little Girl, and I can be whoever you want me to be.”

“I like that,” she replied.

“And I like you …” I moved closer to her on the bed in an attempt to give her something/someone warm to cuddle up to, only for her to look me in the eye and say, “Fuck …”

“What is it?” I asked with a modicum of concern breaking through my confusion.

“I need to pee …” She almost jumped off the bed, which was some feat given her condition and I chuckled once more as I followed behind her so that I could stand and watch her piss.

“Is this really turning you on?” She asked looking up at me from her seat on the toilet, her eyes clearly scanning my cock and its hardened shaft.

I nodded, “Oh yes Little Girl, it so is!”

“Perv,” she giggled as she walked slowly back past me towards the bed.

I laughed out loud. “I’ve just stripped you in a cold, dark wood, whipped you, cut you, scourged you, fucked you twice as a part of all that and then skewered your tits, and it takes me watching you have a piss for you to call me perv?”

She laughed too now and settled back down on the bed.

“Here, I need to put this on to these marks.” I had taken out a new tube of Acriflex cream as the externally visible burns from the skewers, mild though they were, had begun to blister just a little.

“Mmmmmm,” she purred as I applied the cooling cream, and slowly but very surely her eyes began to close.

******

My dream shifted to accommodate what was happening in reality, to ready me for when I finally awoke. I could see her, laying on her side propped up on one arm using it to hold her head up well her other hand was lazily brushing over and through my chest hair.

God, she looked so beautiful; like a fallen angel come to Earth with her short, dark hair all mussed, her heavy-lidded eyes looking down at me.

Her breasts were bruised now, still reddened with welts and I guessed her back looked even worse. She looked a little like she had been to war and only just survived, but she was still my fantasy … this Little Girl.

It was dreamy thoughts of her bound and hanging, begging and pleading that kept me asleep even though my conscious mind kept screaming at me to wake up …

It wasn't until I felt her move and position herself in between my legs, until I felt the weight of her bare breasts on my stomach that I realised she was really going to suck my cock!

My eyes quickly snapped open and I looked down at her, snuggled in between my legs just in time to see her smile, she echoed my unspoken thoughts and, her gaze looking provocatively back up my body, she took me into her mouth.

And boy can my Little Girl suck cock!

I went from being completely flaccid to painfully hard in about two and a half seconds, and judging by the glint in her eye, she knew full well what she was doing, and she wasn't about to stop until she sucked me dry.

Up and down she went on me, deep-throating me, swirling her tongue around the head and lightly scraping the length of it with her teeth.

It was all I could do not to call out for her to keep going, as she bobbed her head up and down drawing me near and closer to my impending climax.

What felt like several glorious hours to me but in reality was only probably a matter of five minutes or so, she had my hand curled up tightly in her hair as I held her in place and thrust my groin into her with gusto.

I fucked her face and it felt awesome, so damn good …

And then I felt her teeth nip at the underside of the head and I came. I came so hard that I actually cried out. The effect of her hot mouth on me, the fact that she woke me up to this unknown pleasure, wanting me inside her, was too much for my cock and I to hold back.

I lay there spent. Drained. Pleased … fucking delighted and breathing hard, while she gave my cum covered shaft one final lick and climbed back up my body to lay in my waiting arms and placed a gentle kiss on my lips. I could taste myself on her lips and it tasted so damn good.

“Morning,” she smiled at me, wiping her face with her forearm.

"Well … good morning to you too, Little Girl." I said when I was finally able to catch my breath. My voice was deep and still thick with sleep.

"How did you sleep?" I asked.

“On and off, my body began to stiffen up and I just couldn’t get comfy. “What about you?” She asked.

"I don't even fucking know." I laughed. "All I remember is waking up to some very good head."

"Well, I wanted to give you a good wake up call, to say thank you … for … well … everything really."

I touched my hand to her thigh and she shivered … she was fucking horny. Despite her body still being in recovery, she was fucking horny.

What a fucking girl!

“You sure you’re okay?” I asked, as my waking state kicked in.

With a slightly weaker smile she nodded. “Yeah, I’m good, or at least I think so.”

We both looked down at the sheets and there were several red patches dotted around through leakage from her back and a gel patch has freed itself from her skin and now lay face down, doubled over stuck to the bedsheet.

“Let me see you, please, I just need to check …”

“Later,” she said, moving nearer to me. “Check out is not for a few more hours yet … and you need to …” Her bottom lip disappeared under her teeth as she looked coyly at me.

"But what can I do in order to repay you." I said with a grin of my own, as I felt my energy start returning to me.

She looked away, still a little sheepish … and said simply, “Hurt me again … please …”
 
JOURNEY OF A PAIN SLUT - ACT 2 Chapter 8

He's not Steve and I'm not Amy and we never were and we are back to where we should be.
I'm his Little Girl...
He's my Torturer.
He's kind to me.
He slides his hands over me, softly. Smoothing my cuts.
He's gentle.
Now, anyway. But I prefer him cruel.
I'm thinking about my screwed-up fucked-up body and my BF...
And I want to roll my body over him and suck him
Salty.
Always salty.
He likes it.
So do I.
Swapping over. Into my face.
I'm fucking tired.
I don't know...it became morning.
He's not awake.
I mouth him again.
He likes it.
He wants to give me something
I want him to hurt me.
I want to hurt so much.
I want to be hurt more than I want to be made better.
More than I want to go home.
I want to be back in the forest, in the rain.
Tied.
Whipped.
Bleeding.
I want it just to continue.
No being made better.
No comfy bed.
(Even if I like it).
I don't know what the fuck I'll say to Ma and Pa.
How I will explain why I couldn't go home for Christmas.
How I will explain to my BF and my BFF and the others.
When they see me. Fucked up.
I just want him to hurt me really hard.
But....
I don't want it to stop.
And it has to.
Otherwise it will. Just stop. Because he'll kill me.
I want to come back for more and more hurt.
So it has to stop.
He hurts me so well...
 
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