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Do you want to be crucified?

Yes, I think so, although there are times when I am not so sure. But I am here. There is no going back, right?

Aren’t you afraid?

Who wouldn’t be. I’d be lying if I said no to that.

Why are you so excited about being nailed naked publicly in a cross and dying?

It’s a fantasy of mine ... being crucified naked before a host of onlookers ... hearing their jeers and insults, knowing that they are watching every move I make as I writhe about on my cross, and ogling my shamelessly exposed private parts. And to be crucified not alone, but with others suffering the same cruel ordeal.
Thanks a lot Barb!
Extremelly Exciting words!
 
Answering the last Carlos’s-question

Tied and in loincloth, waiting to be led to the cell block … One of the guest, curious and fascinated come to us and ask several questions …
Its depends in which moment it is (after flight or after “stock and pillores” when all “Crucifants” were used as slaves by “owners”
Let we assume second situation … What would I answer ?

.. they are leading us again to the building, where in celling are our cells … We are walking, again tied together with long rope and for this short moment I am feeling we are more as animals then people. Despite of evenings cold we are still sweaty, I feel the smell of our bodies, I see the back of big woman in a row before me – traces of impacts, some bruises, maybe as I think – remains of semen ?? .. that all they did to us … I’m feeling me dirty and tired, I would like to rest and drink water... some of those people are escorting us, they are still close …
We stop – a man with his feminine companion – drunk and slightly staggering - he approaches the first of us and asks something, then turns to the next … and so on …
I see his woman is recording us …
They come to the woman before me and she answers the questions – now the drunken man, apparently amused, speaks to me while his friend is directing small hand camera to my face .. I’m not very good in English but I understand him … I am looking at his face, at the women with camera …
Now you … answer … Do you want to be crucified? … I don’t know … it was my dream .. it was arousing for me .. but it was .. on pictures … I dreamed it …
Aren’t you afraid? … I don’t want .. I’m stupid .. I’m afraid … very, very much … I don’t want …
Why are you so excited about being nailed naked publicly in a cross and dying? Why? … Why? .. I was … very much excited … but why? … I don’t know … to show how I admire the beauty of women which I liked so much ? .. to look like these on drawings …I don’t know … it was stupid …
The fact that you are going to be crucified together enhances your arousal? … I don’t want it .. but I dreamed to be next to a girl .. which body I like … executed …. Leave me alone ..
This one answers stupidly .. we will see him tomorrow… there … go to the next of them …
 
After the pillory session experience, there comes a man, and a woman with a camera. The man (drunk?) asks questions to the condemned, which are tied to each other. The woman films it all. I still convince myself, that we are merely players in a TV reality show.

Do you want to be crucified?
Listen, chap! No one ‘wants’ to be crucified! That is just an exciting fantasy!

Aren’t you afraid?
Who would not be in this situation?

Why are you so excited about being nailed naked publicly in a cross and dying? ‘
See question one! Because it is an exciting fantasy! Don’t ask where it comes from! It cannot be explained. Nobody wants it for real, the prospect is scaring, but by unexpectedly being in it, and the prospect of what could come, the anticipation chases away the fears. Those drugs they give us, help too! By the way, I could ask you what excites you in seeing people being crucified naked, in public, and why you even want to pay for it a lot? I bet you cannot answer that question either?

The fact that you are going to be crucified together enhances your arousal?
Everybody of them shares that fantasy! That keeps me going on! It is exciting to share the fate with all these people!
 
I'm thining of one thing, it would be nice that every partecipant in this story put a photo of her, maybe withouth the face if you prefer, or look for a picture that looks like him on the net.
In this case, I link an address that i find very interesting:
https://www.human-anatomy-for-artist.com/site/index
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The profile pictures for nudeboy and I were drawn from a photograph. As were these.
 
After having tried my cross, I was reconducted in my cell...

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There, I begin to have some doubts about my motivation: was I right in wanting to be crucified for the sake of Judith?
After all, she didn't want this... I was the one who insisted at the start, after receiving this message!
It was a fantasy for me, but I had never intended it to become reality!
I preferred our quiet life, our love life as two lesbians could have...
And then I let myself go: Why not live this fantasy... I am sure, in any case, that it will not go to the end; these people just want to play to scare us, and when the time comes, all this will end with a simple crucifixion, tied by ropes on a cross...
Suddenly, steps in the hallway... Someone stops in front of my cell and opens the door...
They are two men, disguised as Roman guards: they tie my hands behind my back, fixing to me a necklace with a a chain that one of them takes in his hand...
Without a word, they train me in a succession of corridors and we arrive at a heavy door that they open before me...
The room where we enter is a kind of reception room of an ancient castle, where a twilight just fought by some candlesticks is prevailing...
In the center, a big table, where, quickly the guards tie me on my back so that my legs are wide open to expose my sex...
Then a voice says, "Welcome Messaline! You recognize me, I hope? »
This is the voice of the Cross Headmistress that I now see the face bent over me...

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She says to me: "You see, I have never seen a lesbian with an orgasm, and I count on you to show me that!"
She then begins to scour my body with her soft hands, stroking my arms, tickling with her fingers my armpits, descending to my breasts, kneading them, crushing my erect nipples! Mmmmmmmm! I'm starting to feel a deep excitement invading my body...

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Then, suddenly, she pinches the clitoris with two fingers: I jump but after all, it's very nice...
I feel it that comes to rummage between the lips of my sex, inserting the end of the hand, then, a big object that I think is a dildo: it is one, but it starts to vibrate so strongly that all my body is tending like a bow !

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In fact, the dick is connected to electric flow and it is an incredible sensation that invades me, both pain and deep pleasure, something I had never felt with Judith !

Judith? Let's talk about her: where can she be? We were promised a night of fun together!
As if she were reading my thoughts, the Cross Headmistress was making a gesture and suddenly I see Judith, in front of me, under the light of a projector, naked, gaged and tied to a Xcross...

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Another woman then submits her to the same torture/pleasure and I suddenly see her exploding in an orgasm beyond imagination!
I also explode in this same orgasm that leaves me panting, panting and without strength...

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Then she gags me and says: "Here, you have taken your pleasure together, as the contract foresaw! It is a pity that you have not read the last words of this contract, written in very small words, certainly, but very valid! Here they are: "The two signatories will therefore, at the end of their preparation, be nailed naked on their cross, face to face, to finish their dissolute lives together and thus serves as an example for future generations!"


She adds: "Good night, ladies, see you tomorrow for the show!" ...

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Messa - June - 19/2018
 
After having tried my cross, I was reconducted in my cell...

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There, I begin to have some doubts about my motivation: was I right in wanting to be crucified for the sake of Judith?
After all, she didn't want this... I was the one who insisted at the start, after receiving this message!
It was a fantasy for me, but I had never intended it to become reality!
I preferred our quiet life, our love life as two lesbians could have...
And then I let myself go: Why not live this fantasy... I am sure, in any case, that it will not go to the end; these people just want to play to scare us, and when the time comes, all this will end with a simple crucifixion, tied by ropes on a cross...
Suddenly, steps in the hallway... Someone stops in front of my cell and opens the door...
They are two men, disguised as Roman guards: they tie my hands behind my back, fixing to me a necklace with a a chain that one of them takes in his hand...
Without a word, they train me in a succession of corridors and we arrive at a heavy door that they open before me...
The room where we enter is a kind of reception room of an ancient castle, where a twilight just fought by some candlesticks is prevailing...
In the center, a big table, where, quickly the guards tie me on my back so that my legs are wide open to expose my sex...
Then a voice says, "Welcome Messaline! You recognize me, I hope? »
This is the voice of the Cross Headmistress that I now see the face bent over me...


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She says to me: "You see, I have never seen a lesbian with an orgasm, and I count on you to show me that!"
She then begins to scour my body with her soft hands, stroking my arms, tickling with her fingers my armpits, descending to my breasts, kneading them, crushing my erect nipples! Mmmmmmmm! I'm starting to feel a deep excitement invading my body...


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Then, suddenly, she pinches the clitoris with two fingers: I jump but after all, it's very nice...
I feel it that comes to rummage between the lips of my sex, inserting the end of the hand, then, a big object that I think is a dildo: it is one, but it starts to vibrate so strongly that all my body is tending like a bow !


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In fact, the dick is connected to electric flow and it is an incredible sensation that invades me, both pain and deep pleasure, something I had never felt with Judith !

Judith? Let's talk about her: where can she be? We were promised a night of fun together!
As if she were reading my thoughts, the Cross Headmistress was making a gesture and suddenly I see Judith, in front of me, under the light of a projector, naked, gaged and tied to a Xcross...


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Another woman then submits her to the same torture/pleasure and I suddenly see her exploding in an orgasm beyond imagination!
I also explode in this same orgasm that leaves me panting, panting and without strength...


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Then she gags me and says: "Here, you have taken your pleasure together, as the contract foresaw! It is a pity that you have not read the last words of this contract, written in very small words, certainly, but very valid! Here they are: "The two signatories will therefore, at the end of their preparation, be nailed naked on their cross, face to face, to finish their dissolute lives together and thus serves as an example for future generations!"

She adds: "Good night, ladies, see you tomorrow for the show!" ...

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Messa - June - 19/2018
Wow! What a twist!
 
After having tried my cross, I was reconducted in my cell...

View attachment 596478

There, I begin to have some doubts about my motivation: was I right in wanting to be crucified for the sake of Judith?
After all, she didn't want this... I was the one who insisted at the start, after receiving this message!
It was a fantasy for me, but I had never intended it to become reality!
I preferred our quiet life, our love life as two lesbians could have...
And then I let myself go: Why not live this fantasy... I am sure, in any case, that it will not go to the end; these people just want to play to scare us, and when the time comes, all this will end with a simple crucifixion, tied by ropes on a cross...
Suddenly, steps in the hallway... Someone stops in front of my cell and opens the door...
They are two men, disguised as Roman guards: they tie my hands behind my back, fixing to me a necklace with a a chain that one of them takes in his hand...
Without a word, they train me in a succession of corridors and we arrive at a heavy door that they open before me...
The room where we enter is a kind of reception room of an ancient castle, where a twilight just fought by some candlesticks is prevailing...
In the center, a big table, where, quickly the guards tie me on my back so that my legs are wide open to expose my sex...
Then a voice says, "Welcome Messaline! You recognize me, I hope? »
This is the voice of the Cross Headmistress that I now see the face bent over me...


View attachment 596479

She says to me: "You see, I have never seen a lesbian with an orgasm, and I count on you to show me that!"
She then begins to scour my body with her soft hands, stroking my arms, tickling with her fingers my armpits, descending to my breasts, kneading them, crushing my erect nipples! Mmmmmmmm! I'm starting to feel a deep excitement invading my body...


View attachment 596480

Then, suddenly, she pinches the clitoris with two fingers: I jump but after all, it's very nice...
I feel it that comes to rummage between the lips of my sex, inserting the end of the hand, then, a big object that I think is a dildo: it is one, but it starts to vibrate so strongly that all my body is tending like a bow !


View attachment 596481

In fact, the dick is connected to electric flow and it is an incredible sensation that invades me, both pain and deep pleasure, something I had never felt with Judith !

Judith? Let's talk about her: where can she be? We were promised a night of fun together!
As if she were reading my thoughts, the Cross Headmistress was making a gesture and suddenly I see Judith, in front of me, under the light of a projector, naked, gaged and tied to a Xcross...


View attachment 596482

Another woman then submits her to the same torture/pleasure and I suddenly see her exploding in an orgasm beyond imagination!
I also explode in this same orgasm that leaves me panting, panting and without strength...


View attachment 596483

Then she gags me and says: "Here, you have taken your pleasure together, as the contract foresaw! It is a pity that you have not read the last words of this contract, written in very small words, certainly, but very valid! Here they are: "The two signatories will therefore, at the end of their preparation, be nailed naked on their cross, face to face, to finish their dissolute lives together and thus serves as an example for future generations!"

She adds: "Good night, ladies, see you tomorrow for the show!" ...

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Messa - June - 19/2018
What a surprise!
You didn’t tell me!
Would you, in the end, submit and get excited with the idea of dying togrther?
Isn’t it an awesome way of ending your love?
Would you both enjoy your crucifixion?
 
I would like to be as brave and clear-minded as Loxuru is in this situation
Brave and clear minded?
It's rather an attitude of pushing fears away with irony and denial.
Trying to live it as a spectator, although I am fully into it.
Still believing it's all a set up. Something like "As yet, everything goes fine!"
Defensive! That CEO woman claims me for herself. It feels as if she is protecting me. If other guests penetrate that protection, I react my way.
 
It was a fantasy for me, but I had never intended it to become reality!

...........

Another woman then submits her to the same torture/pleasure and I suddenly see her exploding in an orgasm beyond imagination!
I also explode in this same orgasm that leaves me panting, panting and without strength...

And you leave us with that image, Messa. The image of you panting, exhausted, your shared orgasm almost too much for you. But there is more. You and your Judith have one last great act together, to be crucified together, your final act of love and unity and deep deep passion.

Wow.
 
I took the liberty to add a little intermezzo.
Our fictional ISIL scouts have returned to their base. They report about their mission to their commander.

Commander : “Well!? Idiots!? What took you so long!?”
Trooper1 : “We… had a problem underway, Sir!”
Trooper2 : “We… we got lost!”
Trooper1 : “Yes! That’s it! We got lost! This is the desert, Sir, That is a lot of sand! Nothing resembles better a sand dune, than another sand dune!”
Trooper2 : “And the signposts, in the desert!? Terrible!”
Commander : “Shut up! Tell me! Was there something suspicious at the resort? What about the reports of military cargo planes that have landed there? Did you see crusader troops!?”
Trooper1 : “Nnno, Sir, not exactly…!”
Trooper2 : “Actually… we saw…”
Commander : “Listen, you two! You better give me a full and detailed report, right now! Or you both will find yourself next week as eunuchs guarding the sheik’s harem!”
Trooper1 : “There were only civilians, Sir! Civilian infidels”
Trooper2 : “Yes! Just a few civilians! Tourists, actually!”
Commander : “Are you telling me these are tourists? Incredible!”
Trooper1 : “Perhaps they find European resorts to filthy, or bad food, or too expensive, or unfriendly staff…”
Trooper2 : “…crowded beaches, or no place at the swimming pool! I have a nephew who works in a tourist resort in Spain! Incredible stories I hear from him!”
Commander : “And what were these infidel tourists doing in the resort!? It is deserted since the revolution!”
Trooper1 : “They were doing what infidels are used to do in resorts!”
Trooper2 : “Yes! These infidels were making fun, scarcely dressed!”
Commander : “Scarcely dressed infidels, huh!? Women alike, I presume? Could that incidentally explain your long absence?”
Trooper1 : “No, no, Sir! I admit, they were a real proof for the firmness of our faith! But we have stood our ground!”
Trooper2 : “Yes, a though test it was! An orgy of detestable and intolerable debauchery! But I assure you, Sir, all that naked infidel flesh, in fact it was really awful to observe!”
Trooper1 : “Really disgusting! I swear on the Prophet’s beard!”
Trooper2 : (gesticulating female bodily curves with his hands) : “All these infidel bare tits and bottoms! Yikes! No true believer can stand that sight! But since it was our duty to gather intelligence, we thought we had to make that sacrifice!””
Commander : “Enough! Tomorrow we will go there! I will personally find out what is going on, and then, they shall meet my devote cruelty.”
Trooper1 : “Are we going to cut their throats, Sir!?”
Trooper2 : “Or capture the women as sex slaves first, Sir!?”
Commander : “Don’t talk so bold! The last sex slaves both of you got, made you do the dishes and the ironing in no time! And when we cut throats, you two always faint, so we have more trouble with you than with our victims! No! I have something much more cunning! Something only a cruel and vicious stable genius like me can come up with! And now, you two, go cleaning the latrines! That shall teach you to drive lost in the desert!”
 
Evening! It is dark already. I am in an individual cell now, after some light dinner, another dose of drugs and some pretreatment. The cell I am in is located in a remote part of the resort. I guess it must have been used formerly for lodging staff. Meanwhile it got dark. There seems to be going on some fuzz in the other cells. But once more, ‘my’ CEO has kept me aside. It is muggy in the cell, and I would not have protested if she had brought me outside, where it is much more mild.

I still wonder how all this can go on undisturbed. As if we are alone in this country. Has no one noticed our presence? Is there no supervision around here? Police, army, ISIL? While I stood attached to the pillory, I had noticed a strange, brief flash of light in the hills in the distance. Was someone monitoring us with a binoculars? Or had it been a distant incidental passer-by, unaware of what was happening here.
Imagine, some militia would sneak in, covered by darkness? But the only one sneaking in, was 'my' CEO.

“What are you up to do with me now?”

“Nothing! That’s the clue! If you had expected I would give you a hot night, forget it! But since you are under my personal custody, no one else will neither with you! But I will order Cross Headmistress to chain you to the wall!”

“Pity! Since our close encounter at the pillory, I started to like you!” I replied cynically.

“I want you to preserve all your energy for the apotheosis tomorrow. It’s not up to me to give you pleasure! You have to take care of that yourself, using these weird fantasies of yours! People like you are so ambiguous that they may find pleasure in being restrained! After all, there are people who pay a lot in a dungeon or a brothel to be subjected to such experience as you are getting! Here, we pay and you get it all free! Just remember, it’s nothing personal!”

“I know! I am just the to be deleted output of an algorithm!”

“Do you hate me now, Loxuru?” she suddenly asks.

“Why hate? That’s such a strong, evil emotion!?”

“What’s wrong with hate?” she asks “Hate is one of the most powerful creative forces in mankind’s mind! It moves things that otherwise could not be moved, and its force can eradicate what is obsolete, in a way no other emotions are able to! Remember, we have once flown to the moon with rockets, devices that had originated from an invention intended to spread around death and terror, instigated by shear hate! Much of my people in the company hate me! Yet, that’s the very source of our innovation!”

“You know, I start thinking, you and me have the same kink! Aren’t you silently hoping, those people who hate you, will one day grab you, strip you, humiliate you at a pillory and crucify you in public? For you, that is an even exciting fantasy as it is for us?”

She hesitated a moment.

“What’s wrong!? Did I surprise you!?” I asked "By telling a truth?"

“I have fired people for less boldness!”

“What are you waiting for?”

“I don’t want you fired, I want you writhing on a cross!”

“Now you are getting personal!”

“Let’s stop this discussion, Lox! Prepare yourself for tomorrow! I have to call the office! Over there in California, it is around 11 am now, and business does not stop!”

“One more thing! Is this place safe? Could there be ISIL in the neighbourhood?”

“There are militias around here, which claim alliance with ISIL, whether that is political boasting or not. I have been told that the people who organized this event, have made an agreement with them to leave us alone. ISIL or not, when it comes to getting hard currency, they are all for sale.”
 
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