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There's a surreal, sometimes sinister quality to your words that appeals to me,
especially where you use concrete imagery as in this last group,
reading them is like experiencing an unsettling dream,
like looking at painting by Dali.
 
A Pony Girl With No Name:

The man I love is big and strong
and when he saddles me
and sends me galloping along
the ground, I'm full of glee

saddle and girth, bridle and reins
fit on my naked flesh;
I'm full of joy for all my pains,
loving my equine mesh

or in a sulky he will ride
while I pull him before;
he tells me, 'move your worthless hide!
giddup, you lazy whore!'

bridle and bit pulling inside
my aching gob, I sweat
as he shouts 'faster!' So I ride
(while my cunt's getting wet!)

as well as pulling on the reins
he beats me with a whip
to add to all my many pains
as I try not to trip

and when my gallop's done at last
he spanks my arse - not hard -
says 'good girl! you raced really fast;
it's time for your reward'

and then my master, to my joy,
fucks me with manly force;
I love that I'm his living toy,
his loving lady horse!
 
Thank you again, eul.
 
And A Swelling


little girl who aches

an aching of which she has no ken, save

an itch, and

a swelling...

quiet voice inside her head

whispering

as her blood seethes

and piles of dirty panties

one after another after another

sticky and wet and filthed...

and she aches in secret places

blood, seething

an ache of which she barely understands

and the itch, which drives her

mad

and a swelling

and quiet, soothing voice inside her head

whispering...

and piles of filthy panties

dirty and wet and seething, one

after another, after

another

aching til she cries

and the itch, which drives her

mad

 
Hearing The Echo


and she slowly turns and wonders

the mystery of things, unsaid

of secrets, bared in shadow

and never, ever, pulled up into light

as she putters round her place of resting

here and, there, humming

the echoes of words from far, far off, come

and dining on them

her body lightly oiled and gleaming by light of the fire

that burns, ever, ever so low

watching the curtains move and knowing the door is closed

against the cold, cold night...

 
For Payment Of Your Sins


the bodies of your spawn, given

divested of their covering

and their suffering met in silence, as a gift to our union

lampshades and pretty vests,

leggings and skirts in which to dance

your love turns the page, and the story grows;


recompense for sins not borne away by prayer

or pleadings in the still night air

as you fall to your knees before your god

your ears are given to him in piety, yet

your mouthings lost, turned away and forgotten...


and only the mob to help you in your search for payment of your sins

as you're lifted to the gibbet, cradled in justice, filth and shame

left only in the skirt of your mother, the leggings of your dreams

and the story grows in the telling;


carried away in the sin not washed away in prayer...

your mewlings lost, put away and forgotten

as you hang in silence before your god

in the still night air, a gift to our union, dance, and


suffer...
 
And A Swelling


little girl who aches

an aching of which she has no ken, save

an itch, and

a swelling...

quiet voice inside her head

whispering

as her blood seethes

and piles of dirty panties

one after another after another

sticky and wet and filthed...

and she aches in secret places

blood, seething

an ache of which she barely understands

and the itch, which drives her

mad

and a swelling

and quiet, soothing voice inside her head

whispering...

and piles of filthy panties

dirty and wet and seething, one

after another, after

another

aching til she cries

and the itch, which drives her

mad


A nice way to describe a form of torture that does not involve the use of tools but the inability to stop one's own body
 
Thank you and, precisely so... females shame themselves in this way much, much more than they would have anyone believe... because of course they have no choice in it. Which is the theme of that particular poem.
 
Calling Down The Clouds

a long and curious bridge which spans from then to now

from now into the timelessness

the piers were raised from your perfume

and the struts from voices which fill your head,

whispering...

the sea from your timeless thighs which open and close,

liquid, rolling, calling down the clouds to join the feast

such a painting could never have the form you wanted,

needed, or the magic for which you worked so hard

your body covered in the colors your restlessness demanded

the only recourse: keep painting, and hope your dreams were not so alone

as the brush you held

it's a curious bridge that spans from then to now

from curious dreams to curious fear to the voices which fill your head,

whispering...

all liquid, all color, all calling down the clouds to feast

and the canvas grows and forms and tells the tale of every lonely night

when your thighs opened and closed, opened and closed, opened and

closed

body colored in the restlessness your dreams required, the only recourse:


silence




Safely In Love's Pocket


I saw you this morning... you did not see me. At first, I wasn’t sure, but then you turned and all at once, I fell deeply into the distant comfort of something we once had. But not anymore. Not anymore...

Where does love go when it dies? Is it as a cat, seeking some quiet, private place to draw its last breath? And if so, where is it interred... is there some quiet, private place I can go to visit and then mourn? Or perhaps not even to mourn but to, at least, mouth some few quiet, heartfelt things and then remember...

How can we know something so well, so completely, so intensely, only to watch it walk away... and of course pieces of us go with it; riding along, safely in love’s pocket, or tucked away in some small but cluttered bag. Ah, but there is the pain, there is the real agony of love’s leaving; pieces of us going away with it. I would rather those pieces died than to attach themselves to something of which I will know no more... that is the real heartache, I think; that pieces of us continue on, wandering the earth and heavens with something we can no longer touch, or feel.

Where does love go when it dies... to some quiet, private place to draw its last breath? Is there a grave somewhere, hidden from the bustle and the hurry and the aching of life’s pain? Is there a tiny piece of land with a well-cared-for lawn upon which I might lay flowers and my tears, and mouth some few, small, heartfelt things? Or must I be fated to merely ride along in secret, tucked away safely in love’s pocket or some small, private, well-cluttered bag...



I saw you this morning. You did not see me. I wasn’t sure, but then you turned and I fell deeply into the comfort of something we once had. But not anymore. Not anymore...



Where does love go...





Trapped, In Amber

no words will ever heal the rift between heart and mind,

emotion and analysis

the wick has burned down, drowned in a pool of molten wax

asphyxia, in sublime communication with the mother of her suffering

like you...

taking what your breath doesn't need

and running with it...

and your blood runs, hot

not unlike the molten wax, immersed in its own deliverance

such a pretty little thing, the sparse and harrowed starling

pretty beak and pretty wings, and pretty eyes and pretty feet

forever

scratch, scratch, scratching...

a little wick, if, left to her own devices will forever burn down

submerged in her liquid mother, until time cools, jells and hardens

and then she is trapped, in amber, just like that ant from the Cenozoic Age

yet the blood runs hot, not unlike

the molten wax...

like you

asphyxia, in sublime communication with the mother of her suffering

taking what your breath no longer needs

and running with it...


and her blood runs hot
 
Comes Knocking


your scent comes in waves, floating

musk, brimstone and lilac

tiny ampoules of your sweat swell and burst

penetrating...

your body's flesh is hot and real

vivid and glowing, frayed and torn

the scent of you is strong in the wind

comes knocking, insistent

one could lose their way, following...

your womb is soft and yields, inviting

the gate is guarded by eyes of fire

tongues of flame

words of magma and,

brimstone...

hot and real, vivid and glowing

torn and frayed

penetrating

one could lose their way...

and eyes of fire

magma





Just Out Of Sight

vibrations stir memory, once lost, once found

slipping between fingers, grasping in solitude, for want of better things

and so the waters are stilled, the cloudless skies float past

on their journey to other places which must remain secret

there is no better way...


and dreams, fulfilled, remain just out of sight

just over the next hill, just beyond the range of hearing

nether lips, swollen and hot, wet and lonely

needful in hope, awaiting a sound of greeting...


and so filled to bursting, hearts of solitude and stillness

so in contrast of heated blood, so wary and lean

suspect and shadowed, waiting on dawn...


on their journey to other places which must remain dark

unknown, hot and wet, lonely and needful...


sweat-soaked and needful in hope...



greeting






And Laced With Blood

gone with the years, tumbling down

through eons and ages

the beauty fades not with time

calendar, silent witness to the changes which never come

not a line nor a wrinkle nor a crevice to mar the perfect skin;

unblemished...

breasts, as pure cream, smooth and sweet

pretty vulva, unchanging, fat and laced with blood

pulsating down through centuries

belly, soft, nurturing, sleek and ripened

and only the eyes, aged

old and wary, yet

forgiving...

sparkling in the hurried years, remembering

fortress walls, turned to dust

the sun retired, acquiescence to the moon,

returning

over and over and over

the passion play plays out

comings and goings...

the beauty never fading

breasts, as pure cream, smooth and sweet

pretty vulva, unchanging, fat and laced with blood

pulsating down through centuries

belly, soft, nurturing, sleek and ripened

and only the eyes, aged

old and wary, yet

remembering...

walls to dust

dust to brick

brick to wall

wall to dust

over and over and over...

the passion play plays out

in her aged eyes

fat and sleek, engorged with blood


receptive

 
Those Secrets Now

there are secrets in the skin of trees

and the wings of butterflies

on the tongues of little girls in supplication

to the Monsters of Their Dreams...

all wrapped in hope and sticky care

timid winks and gingham

Belgian lace and cookies...

and where are those secrets now?

housed in mines from which no jewels breathe

no rubies nor emeralds nor sapphires...

on their knees before God, new faces raised

to the Monsters of Their Dreams...

all wrapped in hope and sticky care

timid winks and gingham

Belgian lace and cookies

and the wings of butterflies


such is the secret skin of trees





Blinded By The Moon

gathering all her worlds into herself

every orifice, filled

to bursting...

with nary a nod or a blink at things that do not matter

radiant and dizzy, blinded by the moon

in silk and course cotton

bleeding

... in joy

soaked in sweat, dressed in jasmine and vine

oiled, naked, turned out to the night

and never alone as she gorged herself...

sleek and clean and ragged

radiant, naked and oiled

blinded by the moon

gathering every speck of her tiny worlds into herself

every hole, filled to bursting

bleeding silk, bleeding cotton, and

soaked in joy


sweat


radiant and dizzy






Poems And Recitations


in the imaginings of a curious mind there are lions and gazelles,

quarks and balls of yarn,

gulf streams and sand between one's toes...

in the sudden stirring of a divine wind there are only those moments

which lead us to the gates of something more

of something so large yet so small it takes our breath away

and gives us pause to remember the lessons we could never understand

and make perfect sense of them...

all those moments we danced under waterfalls of every color imaginable

and soaked in the rhymes and reasons for which nothing made sense

where every little thing was still

each lark's song in unison with every butterfly's wingspan

and every riddle, at long last made

perfect sense...

we are union, bluster, melody and butter

mouthings and quiet and wonder

poems and recitations and ideations

and every color ever known...

freedom to be caged, and bound to be free

this is our world, and it never

ever

ends...

union and bluster and words

mouthings and quiet and butter

in ever color ever known


and it never

ever


ends




 
Once again, eulie, such encouragement and validation... and many thanks from this side to add a bit of balance.
 
That We Might Feed


little things we've said and done,

follow behind us, as starving sparrows,

feeding on the crumbs of our words as they trail behind where we have tossed them down...

yet we never see them,

our eyes forward, focused on the lives we have not yet lived...

oh how we wish we might spy them as they take wing,

the fat, feathered bellies hanging low,

going on ahead...

would that we might feed ourselves in such a way,

gorging on the words and deeds that keep us alive and soaring up

into the ranging heavens...





And A Calling, Found

tugging thorns from worried flesh,

aching

a bleating, heard

frothing from her lips, dripping down her chin

excitation, and a calling,

found

at long last, peace, in knowing

the wind blows, cold

and her nipples respond to an arcane summons

as do other parts, more hidden from view

as she squirms and calls out to a still night, in blackness

and quiet solitude

how can this possibly be wrong

an error, turned away by blind eyes which beg to see

yet all still so very, very blank...

and she swallows, resisting the urge to spit it up

and so it warms her fat little belly and calms her in the torpid dawn

when not a bird will sing or cricket chirp, it is only her, there

alone with her thoughts, fears, joys and mumbled incantations

and she squirms and laps with her tongue at the froth

and gurgles

resolute she will die before mouthing capricious protestations

while the wind yet blows, so, so cold

as nipples respond to an arcane summons

connected by tiny threads to other parts, more hidden from view

the quiet dawn, and solitude

she questions how this could ever possibly

be wrong...

staring back from blind eyes which beg to see

at long last, peace, in knowing

gurgles






Mist As It Hovers

a warm, damp field in which to lay,

dreaming

soaking up the sky as it settles on her chest,

tucking it safely between her cloudless thighs

breathing...

lost in the mist as it hovers, humming sweet, sweet tunes

caressing her mind as it quickens and soothes

naked flesh, aquiver

breasts, belly and lips, vibrations

keening in the thin, wet air

soaking up what little heat is left

as spells are whispered from far out in the woods

copse upon copse upon copse

as far as the eye can see

they comfort, soothe and whisper...

lost in the mist as it hovers

caressing the soft, wet flesh

little moans and tiny grunts

lilts and airs and soft light

grasping the heat as it strays

quickens and soothes, whispers and spells,

cast

and copse upon copse upon copse

tucked safely away between her her cloudless thighs

breathing...

keening in the thin, wet air

breasts, belly and lips, aquiver

gurgle and plead

a quickening...


 
Cream As It Bubbles

a gentle itch, as thick, warm, sticky cream bubbles and flows

weals turn to roadmaps, marking the long road to completion

sharpened nails, scratching, deeper and deeper til blood seeps

and sweat blends with exertion, eyes almost closed in completion

taking pause to breathe and then begin once more...

listening to the curious gurgle of cream as it bubbles

the wet, swollen flesh as it gently slaps together

climbing to the top of creation

cresting, only to fall, free and writhing

down to beginnings

that itch, swollen and wet, growing

sharpened nails, scratch, scratch, scratching...

weal turned to roadmaps, as the blood seeps down her thighs

glistening in candlelight

blending with the sweat and the warm, thick cream, bubbling

taking pause to breathe, eyes almost closed,

trembling in completion, climbing to the top of creation, only to fall

free and writhing, sweat-soaked and covered in filth, pure and sweet and bubbling...

down to beginnings

that itch





Ever So Slowly


piece by bloody piece, your body falls away

pulled apart slowly by the fever of compulsion and violent

need...

behind closed door, the sound of your breathtaking cravings

muted

innocent eyes held from a panorama of ferocity, and

the vista of your secretions as they pray for release...

your eyes, wet with joy and tenderness

watching the hands and intentions by which your soul is freed

but only slowly, ever, ever so slowly

this gift, given, the aura, painted on your skin

crimson awakenings and curious delvings, deep

and your eyes give thanks, as they pray

for release...

piece by bloody piece, you watch your breasts fall

pulled apart by fever and monstrous need

your belly spills behind closed door, the sound

of innocence, corrupted, taken

panorama of ferocity, spent

and the wide, wide vista of your cravings as they pray

for release...





Born Of A Winter's Moon


cast down from the skies in deluge, slipping between the torrents,

dancing

newborn, curious, a new creation,

flowing

born of the wind and the currents which pull you down

pink and plump and covered in blood,

your lips, pursed and wet and craving to feed,

starving...

born of the storm, writhing

wrinkled skin and tiny fingers, grasping

at anything

fat, soft little thighs, twisting as you fall,

dancing

born of a winter's moon, in deluge, slipping through the torrents,

singing

lips, pursed and wet, craving to feed,

starving for life

newborn, curious, a new creation,

flowing...

gathering the world to your newness

tasting, suckling, feeding,

tingling, pink and covered in blood

tiny lips, wet and swollen and fat, craving being filled

singing...


feed




 
With Her Blood

turning slowly, half to full, in silent shade

notes taken of a coming storm

and quickly, let the ink run, left to driving rain

why couldn't she simply say...

but, ah, the written magic, papyrus

quill and inkwell

blended with her blood and secretions of an overheated soul

this is how her words are bequeathed to a future

where questions need answers and echoes of a past need no longer be hidden,

rains...

wash away the dust and grime of lives which need telling

lips fail, but ink carries forward

signs fail but papyrus leads the way out of shadow

into moonlight of eyes yet to open

this is how her passion is bequeathed

of quill and inkwell,

secretions of an overheated soul

and questions seek answers in time yet unknown,

unborn;

a mystery...

be not hidden,

rains





Not Even The Furies


her eyes, distant, frigid and

far, far below

as the sea slips by

washing away the sins of every waking hour

stirred and abandoned,

blended with charm and uselessness

manners and culpable negligence...

there is more

there

sordid garden of fruit and forgotten seed

vine and thorn, bile and rectitude

alone in silence not even the Furies dare disturb...

and something whispered in her ear

subtle and true, a blanket of wholesome night-dreams

for every waking hour

stirred and abandoned

blended with milk and cinnamon

manners and menstrual blood

til her cheeks are fat with it

dripping and waxy and soft...

there is more

there

rotted fruit and barren seed

on her knees she prays to be set free

from tedium and good manners...

charm and culpable negligence

wrapped in a blanket of wholesome night-dreams

from her lips, flow

incantations





And Its Melody

gossamer heartdance, spinnings and meltings

cramped down and hushed, spread apart and well seasoned

striving toward light; bleached and clean and polished

primping the song and its melody

stirrings, calling

and meltings

listen...

winnowed, forgotten,

on heartdance highways, spinning

and melting, forgotten

hush and listen

cramped down and forgiven

spread wide and seasoned, bleached and

made clean... forgiven

listen


 
Calling Down The Clouds

a long and curious bridge which spans from then to now

from now into the timelessness

the piers were raised from your perfume

and the struts from voices which fill your head,

whispering...

the sea from your timeless thighs which open and close,

liquid, rolling, calling down the clouds to join the feast

such a painting could never have the form you wanted,

needed, or the magic for which you worked so hard

your body covered in the colors your restlessness demanded

the only recourse: keep painting, and hope your dreams were not so alone

as the brush you held

it's a curious bridge that spans from then to now

from curious dreams to curious fear to the voices which fill your head,

whispering...

all liquid, all color, all calling down the clouds to feast

and the canvas grows and forms and tells the tale of every lonely night

when your thighs opened and closed, opened and closed, opened and

closed

body colored in the restlessness your dreams required, the only recourse:


silence




Safely In Love's Pocket


I saw you this morning... you did not see me. At first, I wasn’t sure, but then you turned and all at once, I fell deeply into the distant comfort of something we once had. But not anymore. Not anymore...

Where does love go when it dies? Is it as a cat, seeking some quiet, private place to draw its last breath? And if so, where is it interred... is there some quiet, private place I can go to visit and then mourn? Or perhaps not even to mourn but to, at least, mouth some few quiet, heartfelt things and then remember...

How can we know something so well, so completely, so intensely, only to watch it walk away... and of course pieces of us go with it; riding along, safely in love’s pocket, or tucked away in some small but cluttered bag. Ah, but there is the pain, there is the real agony of love’s leaving; pieces of us going away with it. I would rather those pieces died than to attach themselves to something of which I will know no more... that is the real heartache, I think; that pieces of us continue on, wandering the earth and heavens with something we can no longer touch, or feel.

Where does love go when it dies... to some quiet, private place to draw its last breath? Is there a grave somewhere, hidden from the bustle and the hurry and the aching of life’s pain? Is there a tiny piece of land with a well-cared-for lawn upon which I might lay flowers and my tears, and mouth some few, small, heartfelt things? Or must I be fated to merely ride along in secret, tucked away safely in love’s pocket or some small, private, well-cluttered bag...


I saw you this morning. You did not see me. I wasn’t sure, but then you turned and I fell deeply into the comfort of something we once had. But not anymore. Not anymore...



Where does love go...





Trapped, In Amber

no words will ever heal the rift between heart and mind,

emotion and analysis

the wick has burned down, drowned in a pool of molten wax

asphyxia, in sublime communication with the mother of her suffering

like you...

taking what your breath doesn't need

and running with it...

and your blood runs, hot

not unlike the molten wax, immersed in its own deliverance

such a pretty little thing, the sparse and harrowed starling

pretty beak and pretty wings, and pretty eyes and pretty feet

forever

scratch, scratch, scratching...

a little wick, if, left to her own devices will forever burn down

submerged in her liquid mother, until time cools, jells and hardens

and then she is trapped, in amber, just like that ant from the Cenozoic Age

yet the blood runs hot, not unlike

the molten wax...

like you

asphyxia, in sublime communication with the mother of her suffering

taking what your breath no longer needs

and running with it...


and her blood runs hot

With Calling Down the Clouds it seemed to me a new way to describe the way a woman dances on the cross. It creates such arousal and passion. Very well done :)
 
Well, thank you but I have to confess that poem was not intended to describe a female's journey on the cross. This one, however, certainly was:

Laden With The Gift


she writhes, slowly, as if lifted up upon the currents

hips dancing, rhythm

as the sweat rolls down her thighs


and the spikes, a gift to her

sweet, terrored songs of love,

possession

her breath comes heavy, laden with pain and

effort


her gaze wanders off among the crowds who covet her nakedness and her

agony...

standing room only for the terminus;

her last, most beautiful performance, there upon her tree


she is in character, now

suffragette for the torture of their eyes upon her

and she dances as the ravens wheel and soar

and the goosebumps on her hot, damp skin as she hears of their hunger

and their need...


laden with the gift, given her; the time upon her cross

to grant that one, most secret wish

naked and dancing,

writhing and free


suffering


hips, rhythm

as the sweat pours down her thighs

and to her ears, the songs of spikes

and love,


possession


among the crowds who covet her nakedness


agony


standing room only for her last, most beautiful performance

there upon her tree

the torture of their eyes upon her flesh

as ravens wheel and soar

hunger, and

need


writhing and free, she suffers


blessed


 
Comes Knocking


your scent comes in waves, floating

musk, brimstone and lilac

tiny ampoules of your sweat swell and burst

penetrating...

your body's flesh is hot and real

vivid and glowing, frayed and torn

the scent of you is strong in the wind

comes knocking, insistent

one could lose their way, following...

your womb is soft and yields, inviting

the gate is guarded by eyes of fire

tongues of flame

words of magma and,

brimstone...

hot and real, vivid and glowing

torn and frayed

penetrating

one could lose their way...

and eyes of fire

magma





Just Out Of Sight

vibrations stir memory, once lost, once found

slipping between fingers, grasping in solitude, for want of better things

and so the waters are stilled, the cloudless skies float past

on their journey to other places which must remain secret

there is no better way...


and dreams, fulfilled, remain just out of sight

just over the next hill, just beyond the range of hearing

nether lips, swollen and hot, wet and lonely

needful in hope, awaiting a sound of greeting...


and so filled to bursting, hearts of solitude and stillness

so in contrast of heated blood, so wary and lean

suspect and shadowed, waiting on dawn...


on their journey to other places which must remain dark

unknown, hot and wet, lonely and needful...


sweat-soaked and needful in hope...



greeting






And Laced With Blood

gone with the years, tumbling down

through eons and ages

the beauty fades not with time

calendar, silent witness to the changes which never come

not a line nor a wrinkle nor a crevice to mar the perfect skin;

unblemished...

breasts, as pure cream, smooth and sweet

pretty vulva, unchanging, fat and laced with blood

pulsating down through centuries

belly, soft, nurturing, sleek and ripened

and only the eyes, aged

old and wary, yet

forgiving...

sparkling in the hurried years, remembering

fortress walls, turned to dust

the sun retired, acquiescence to the moon,

returning

over and over and over

the passion play plays out

comings and goings...

the beauty never fading

breasts, as pure cream, smooth and sweet

pretty vulva, unchanging, fat and laced with blood

pulsating down through centuries

belly, soft, nurturing, sleek and ripened

and only the eyes, aged

old and wary, yet

remembering...

walls to dust

dust to brick

brick to wall

wall to dust

over and over and over...

the passion play plays out

in her aged eyes

fat and sleek, engorged with blood


receptive


Laced With Blood sounds like a lovely extended journey on a cross where a woman accepts her fate which gives her the will to bear the burden she has been given :)
 
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