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Self Crucifixion

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Railman

Executioner
Self crucifixion is possible, as Deiselad says. Me too started in my teenager years with very simple constructions.
Today I have my own cross in a little "secret chamber". It is mounted to the wall very hard, so it cannot fall down while I´m hanging on it. For self-crucifixion I´m wearing special leather "Cuffs" - very soft ones. On there backside they have stability little rings of steel. I put an stool in front of the footrest. This footrest goes down in an angle that allows my naked feet nearly no hold but a little. Where my wrists and feet will take place are strong hooks on the crossbar and over the footrest. The hooks show about ten centimeters high to the roof. That means when I´am hanging on those I can fight and struggle as much as I want. The holding rings of my leather "cuffs" at my wrists an feet angles cannot loose hold.
So I stand on the stool, get on my toes and stretch myself high until I get the rings of my wrist-bondages over the hooks. Then I can let my sink down a little bit and make the rings behind my left foot on the hook behind the footrest, then the right one. The hook behind the footrest is longer than the ones for my wrists. When my feet are fixed side by side on the foot-hook, I´am really crucified. I can feel all Feeling sensations on the cross: being naked and "helpless" and feel the ache starting, what makes me start to "dance" on the cross. Sometimes I can stand a completely hour or longer in this self-crucifixion. But I can leave the cross when it is getting too hard for me.
Had a kind of the same setting in my old flat. On the balcony were some "laundryline-hooks" in the wall mounted. When I took the strongest slinghandles out of my kiteset, I could hook them in place by standing on my toetips. (Thanks to that architect thinking of me later living in this house...! ) To not embarrass my neighbours a blanket over the outer laundryline worked always well...
 

Fox-on-Cross

Tarcisius
Hook - is the wizardword for self-crucifixion.

There is the possibility to release you even when something went wrong.
The constant pain in the stretched body has won, the fixation of hands and feet with nails or clamps lost.

But not all in life is perfect.
Better ¾ perfect than nothing or desiring.
 

Fox-on-Cross

Tarcisius
The webcam I have used a few minutes ago gives a flat picture based upon the pixelsize I have chosen. Not so bad. But what I did not realize is for looking on myself I need my pair of glasses! Never seen such a pic!

To record myself is not done, so tedious that later you have no spirit to watch to the end. I can make noises but they are play.
That means the indispensability of a game by at least two during the crucifixion!

To procure a photo of myself is insuperable till now. Perhaps later by privat-post?
 

phlebas

PRIMUS POENUS
I imagine myself as a condemned criminal sentenced to hang until dead. Perhaps a slave guilty of stealing from his master. Sentenced to crucifixion along with the female slaves of the house. First to be nailed, now I watch as the females are nailed next to me.
Thanks for sharing your fantasy, Barabbus, and especially for sharing your self crux. It's a big thing to put yourself out there like that, for all of us to see. It's a big enough thing to experience crucifixion even like this, let alone share it with people who are mostly strangers. You are braver than I have been so far!
 

Baracus

Rectidolor
I've done loads of self-crux,(as some of you know....)
Here's a couple of recent ones....
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madiosi

Depictor of Dreams
Staff member
I imagine myself as a condemned criminal sentenced to hang until dead. Perhaps a slave guilty of stealing from his master. Sentenced to crucifixion along with the female slaves of the house. First to be nailed, now I watch as the females are nailed next to me.
I would advise stronger hooks. It seems, you're not a light weight. ;)
 

Baracus

Rectidolor
@madiosi I took your advice and screwed the hooks all the way through the beam,and added some fixed spare wood at the rear to ensure anchorage. (see enclosed pics...)
There's not so much overhang and it feels quite robust. * "Danke !!" :)
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*(I should know....as I tested it afterwards !!) ;)
 
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