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The Beauty Of Wooden Pony

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Cuervo

Executioner
Yes I know the faults, the legs were too short. This was because of the blatant lying necessary to coerce my boyfriend into making the stand for me, I can't weld. I don't think he'd have made it if I'd told him I wanted to offer it to my on line playmates as a device with which to punish me. "It's a plant stand" seemed to be a credible deceit!
I forgot to add, if I were him, I would have welded those legs the proper size, just to see you ride the damn thing as I used you into exhaustion.
 

KurvyKate

Assistant executioner
I forgot to add, if I were him, I would have welded those legs the proper size, just to see you ride the damn thing as I used you into exhaustion.
I love the life the universe has gifted me and the glimpses of the life I want but know I'll never have. If you were him then what? Oh the thought of it!
 

Cuervo

Executioner
I love the life the universe has gifted me and the glimpses of the life I want but know I'll never have. If you were him then what? Oh the thought of it!
It will probably never happen, me being him that is, but I'll let you imagine and guess what would happen. Never say you will never have something, even though imperfectly, unless of course you are on your deathbed.
 

Cuervo

Executioner
Do you think the internet, by allowing us to express ourselves freely, is going to give us the confidence to relax in real life too? In the past, I'd have been terrified of being accused of being kinky. I'm not sure I would be now. I wonder if I might adopt a "Yes I'm kinky, so what?" attitude. My boyfriend has learned to live with it, whatever he thinks it is that goes on in my little kinky brain, the part he knows about that is!
I think the internet gives us more latitude to indulge in our proclivities and, above all, makes us realize that we are not the only "sick fucks/fuckesses" out there. But still, at least in my experience, most of this must be kept under wraps, particularly if your partner is not into it or thinks there is something utterly wrong with your "deviant" and dark desires. The internet can also be a source of frustration: first, if you finally meet people who share your leanings it is just a distance thing, no flesh on flesh contact is usually possible, and exchanging photos of body parts and other things is really not the real thing (pardon the redundancy); secondly, you get a lot of approaches from people you are not really looking for. I could go on, but I don't want to be a bore or be classified as a whiner. In any case, it won't be soon that our "hidden nation" will be able to unfurl it's flag freely, particularly in the present context. As a male, I would be accused of wanting to victimize women and consider them inferior subjects. As a female, then you are a traitor to your sex, precisely because you might want to be "victimized" and "subjected". My two cents. I hope I did justice to your thoughts.
 

Gibbs505

SERVORUM DOMITOR
I think the internet gives us more latitude to indulge in our proclivities and, above all, makes us realize that we are not the only "sick fucks/fuckesses" out there. But still, at least in my experience, most of this must be kept under wraps, particularly if your partner is not into it or thinks there is something utterly wrong with your "deviant" and dark desires. The internet can also be a source of frustration: first, if you finally meet people who share your leanings it is just a distance thing, no flesh on flesh contact is usually possible, and exchanging photos of body parts and other things is really not the real thing (pardon the redundancy); secondly, you get a lot of approaches from people you are not really looking for. I could go on, but I don't want to be a bore or be classified as a whiner. In any case, it won't be soon that our "hidden nation" will be able to unfurl it's flag freely, particularly in the present context. As a male, I would be accused of wanting to victimize women and consider them inferior subjects. As a female, then you are a traitor to your sex, precisely because you might want to be "victimized" and "subjected". My two cents. I hope I did justice to your thoughts.
Very true, couldn't have said it better myself!
 

KurvyKate

Assistant executioner
I think the internet gives us more latitude to indulge in our proclivities and, above all, makes us realize that we are not the only "sick fucks/fuckesses" out there. But still, at least in my experience, most of this must be kept under wraps, particularly if your partner is not into it or thinks there is something utterly wrong with your "deviant" and dark desires. The internet can also be a source of frustration: first, if you finally meet people who share your leanings it is just a distance thing, no flesh on flesh contact is usually possible, and exchanging photos of body parts and other things is really not the real thing (pardon the redundancy); secondly, you get a lot of approaches from people you are not really looking for. I could go on, but I don't want to be a bore or be classified as a whiner. In any case, it won't be soon that our "hidden nation" will be able to unfurl it's flag freely, particularly in the present context. As a male, I would be accused of wanting to victimize women and consider them inferior subjects. As a female, then you are a traitor to your sex, precisely because you might want to be "victimized" and "subjected". My two cents. I hope I did justice to your thoughts.
Thank you Cuervo. I think the distance thing, that is never being able to meet my on line playmates gives me the freedom to let rip and write what I think exactly and with reckless abandon. I write much better like that. I'm clinging to the hope that once I'm an accomplished writer I'll be able to write the depravity which fills my head and disguise it as literature, therefore giving it credibility. Somehow I'd like to point out that the sub's delight in fantasy IS her subjugation and in role playing it, as in bringing it to life, consent is always hers. We all know that of course but I'm sure there's a way to relax the attitudes of the righteous and the sanctimonious! I'll never get to write it without the practice writing filth on here is!
 
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