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When did you realize you were into this kink?

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Ducans said:
Beautifull! Even the colours and little details of the leafs!
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Yes Ducans, Cicely Mary Barker was a seriously skillful artist with an eye for botanical detail -​
read about her in Wikipedia - she's about as far from CruxForums as you could imagine -​
though you never know what secret fantasies a very respectable pious Anglican fairy-painting lady might have been cherishing!​
 
Eulalia said:
Yes Ducans, Cicely Mary Barker was a seriously skillful artist with an eye for botanical detail -​
read about her in Wikipedia - she's about as far from CruxForums as you could imagine -​
though you never know what secret fantasies a very respectable pious Anglican fairy-painting lady might have been cherishing!​
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You're so right!
I had a very strict education too. Not only about sexual matter but for all the items concerning life... Even it was in the period after the sexual liberation... So I think my fantasies about beiing forced to strip forced exposed or been taken ... are caused by the fact that in my education beiing a women that would like to do so was a perverted one! Therefore.................. if I'm forced to be exposed nude ... it's not my fault... !!! And if I like it, it don't need to be known. Poor parents I don't think they expected this as result of their education.
My friend (opposite ) finds it a great game.
 
Ducans said:
Therefore.................. if I'm forced to be exposed nude ... it's not my fault... !!!
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Yes, but don't forget an other aspect, that has little to do with education but just with reactions of the body on "daring":
Endorphines are flowing, what has a great effect on excitement!

But you are perfectly right, imagine being led into a club, naked except pumps, gloves, a mask and a colar (with lead attached to it)...
Nobody will be able to recognize you, but everybody will see you.. and your naked body...
;)
The mask is creating the "protected environment" that is required to be able to "let go"...
 
Hangnail said:
When I was young I remember reading a book with Cicely Mary Barker's flower fairies in it, and feeling a strange excitement at the Rose Hip fairy.
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There's a whole lot of fairy/elf/pixie erotica out there. Human sexuality is such a wonderful, complex thing.
And, while I'm on the subject, I'll bet that all those anthropomorphic animals that Disney & Warner Brothers & Hanna-Barberra exposed kids to has a lot to with the popularity of "furries".
Hmmm. Maybe that means in a few years we'll be seeing a new phenomina: sponge porn.:p
 
I have always been fascinated in crucifixions and recognized this in quite early years (I guess I was nine or ten years of age). I remember playing outdoors with some of my friends and that we built a cross from wood that we found. I don't know the reasons why we did that, but I was the one who was crucified and bound to the cross with ropes. Think we were playing Roman soldier or something alike...
Roughly at the same time I produced some carvings, which also included a crucifix with Jesus on it. Of course it wasn't the erotic component which made me do that in these early years but somhow it must have fascinated me.

Then I forgot about it for many years until I found pictures of crucified women on the web during last year. These have re-awakened my fascination and awakened the erotic aspect of crucifictions in me. It really turns me on to see crucified women in particular, although I am not into the cruel aspect of these scenes. It is more the helpless and exposed position that fascinates me.

In addition to seeing naked crucified victims I am also very fund of being the victim and being crucified myself. This has made me build an own cross. Being crucified naked and getting a blow- or a handjob in this helpless posure is absolutely great and really makes me go crazy! ;)


I would love to find a girl/women to exercise my kink, but this seems very very difficult unfortunately....:(
 
Shaved17 said:
I have always been fascinated in crucifixions and recognized this in quite early years (I guess I was nine or ten years of age). I remember playing outdoors with some of my friends and that we built a cross from wood that we found. I don't know the reasons why we did that, but I was the one who was crucified and bound to the cross with ropes. Think we were playing Roman soldier or something alike...
Roughly at the same time I produced some carvings, which also included a crucifix with Jesus on it. Of course it wasn't the erotic component which made me do that in these early years but somhow it must have fascinated me.

Then I forgot about it for many years until I found pictures of crucified women on the web during last year. These have re-awakened my fascination and awakened the erotic aspect of crucifictions in me. It really turns me on to see crucified women in particular, although I am not into the cruel aspect of these scenes. It is more the helpless and exposed position that fascinates me.

In addition to seeing naked crucified victims I am also very fund of being the victim and being crucified myself. This has made me build an own cross. Being crucified naked and getting a blow- or a handjob in this helpless posure is absolutely great and really makes me go crazy! ;)


I would love to find a girl/women to exercise my kink, but this seems very very difficult unfortunately....:(
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You spoke for me too as to the erotic side of crucifixion, both as a crucifier and as a victim. As to finding a girl/a woman who likes this kink... let's never lose hope! Perhaps there are more than we think, but they are too shy to admit it openly. Moreover, we must build a solid mutual trust before even speaking about it.
 
AnimaSinistra said:
You spoke for me too as to the erotic side of crucifixion, both as a crucifier and as a victim. As to finding a girl/a woman who likes this kink... let's never lose hope! Perhaps there are more than we think, but they are too shy to admit it openly. Moreover, we must build a solid mutual trust before even speaking about it.
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Statistics and probability calculus are unfortunately not in our favour when it's about sharing the darker sides of our fantasies and finding a partner with the same interests / similar fantasies.
I am talking about crucifixion here, not some "lightweight crux bondage play" without expressed link to the capital punishment.
 
Fantasmo said:
Statistics and probability calculus are unfortunately not in our favour when it's about sharing the darker sides of our fantasies and finding a partner with the same interests / similar fantasies.
I am talking about crucifixion here, not some "lightweight crux bondage play" without expressed link to the capital punishment.
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People think it's glamourous.
It's not.
 
aTroX said:
"it" being crucifixion.
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That was clear, but some crux pics I have seen sure are glamourous...
Moderate playing can be glamourous...
...but if one is getting a bit more serious, it is rather intense than glamourous...
 
You can blend glamorous with pain it depends on the skill of the photographer and finding the exact right shot and then being able to get it.

One of my brothers once said "Some women are sexier with their clothes on." And it took me a while to figure that one out but clothes sometimes hides 'flaws' (for lack of a better term) that give the viewer the ability to imaging what someone looks like naked. If you are standing there naked there is nothing left to the imagination.

I have played a lot of sports, there is a moment in a game when a girl can look pretty damn sexy, flushed, slightly disheveled, sweating a little, short on breath, almost pre-orgasmic. You can imagine what she's like when fully aroused.

By the end of the game she is going to look rode hard and put away wet (which is why it takes a woman's team longer to get out of the locker room boys).

With our kink there is the same thing, a moment, when the transition from uncomfortable to pain is happening, maybe it is the toss of her head, the way her lips are parted, her breast are thrust out that you can imagine the image in an art gallery in NY or London. You can almost feel her sexual energy.

I'm not talking the fashion magazine version of "glamorous" (most of which honestly I don't get), I'm talking about the way a woman looks for a single second, you'd almost like to freeze her like that forever.

She'll just take your breath away.

THAT is glamorous.

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willowfall
 
You nailed it pretty much, Willowfall.
In any of those "transition phases" self control is not in first spot any more and the "inner female" is coming out ;)
 
There's a difference between "glamorous" & "sexy".
Glamorous usually implies a affected style. A runway model. A magazine cover photo. A celebrity on the red carpet. A Playboy centerfold. These are glamorous. But, they are also somewhat artificial.
Sexy is more natural. A woman athlete. A woman working. A woman lounging around in jeans & a T-shirt. A woman just waking up in the morning. These things can be sexy.
Some crux images are glamorous. The image is often used by photographers for art photos. There's the female-christ stuff done by people like Ramon.
But, a woman sweaty, writhing, straining in agony - for a lot of us, that is just damned sexy.:)
 
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