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Crucifixion of a Weather Girl

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Part 2

At last, finding her voice, Mercy begins to scream: “No! No-oh! … I want to go home! Please! Please don’t hurt me! Just let me go home! I’ll be good. I’ll be a good girl … I promise! … I’ll stay out of trouble! ... Pleeease! … Just let me go back to my apartment.”

And she breaks down and sobs convulsively: “Pleee-he-heez!”

The buxom Ward Sister struts towards her, glowers at her for an instant and then slaps her very hard on each cheek. Stunned into silence, Mercy stares at her, panting and shivering like a whipped dog. Then she starts sobbing again, tears burning her flushing cheeks.

“Emma”, says the Sister nonchalantly, “Be an angel and fetch me a ball gag.”

Emma - a pretty young African-Caribbean nurse with braided hair and mischievous eyes - goes to a cupboard and takes out a red rubber ball with black straps attached to it. She hands it to the Sister, and then takes hold of Mercy’s nose and chin, and forces her mouth open. The Sister, whose hands smell strongly of disinfectant, pushes the ball in between Mercy’s perfect white teeth, and secures the straps tightly at the back of her head.

“Thank you Emma, and could you call Psychiatrics and ask them to send over a counselor? Ask for Cassandra, if she’s free. Explain to them that one of our condemned ladies is having a bit of a wobbly.”

“No problem, Sister. Then I’ll be right back to do Miss Skreemings’ enema.”

“Excellent. You’ll feel so much better after your enema, Miss Skreemings. It’ll help you keep control of your bodily functions when you’re nailed up. And of course - as a convicted Slut - you’re going to be experiencing quite a lot of anal intercourse before you get to that point, especially during your first duty: the Gangbang Lottery. There are many, many priapic men out there who are desperately hoping you’ll be picking their numbers from the bucket. Those videos submitted at your trial - showing you indulging in triple-penetration intercourse with foreign spies and enemies of England - will no doubt have whetted their appetites.”

Mercy curls up on the bed, whimpering into the gag. Her hospital-issue pale green nightie is gaping at the neckline, allowing the Sister a clear view of her beautiful plump breasts as they quiver with each convulsive sob.

“There, there”, says the Sister, gently stroking Mercy’s hair. “You see, sweetheart, we have to be cruel to be kind. We don’t like hysterics and histrionics on the Ward. It upsets the other patients. And it doesn’t do you any good either. You need to save your energy. And you most certainly need to save your voice, for later. Once you’re out there”, she points towards the window, “you’ll be able to screech and squeal and wail to your heart’s content. It’s what the crowds will want to hear. Even now, they’re queuing up to pay good money to come and listen to you. And the TV companies will have the most sophisticated microphones in place to broadcast your screams and hysterics all over the world. Think of that! So we can’t have you losing your voice before the Crux Team gets started on you, can we?”

Mercy can feel cold saliva drooling from the corner of her gagged mouth as she looks up into the Sister’s self-satisfied, beaming face. Her own face - with the exception of the angry red finger marks on her cheeks - is as white as the pillow on which her head is resting. The Sister brushes some strands of reddish-gold hair away from her eyes.

“Goodness. You’re such a pretty little creature. A real pinup, that’s what you are. We must get the girls to help you with your makeup before we send you out. So you can look your best for the crowds and the cameras. Eh?”

She winks at Mercy and struts over to greet a middle-aged man with a clipboard, who has just entered the room accompanied by a young woman. Both are dressed in black uniforms.

“Good morning Albert, and Helen. Are you doing the hangings this morning? You’ll be wanting these two ladies here. All present and correct. These are their weights.” She hands him a piece of paper. “And their STD tests are all negative.”

“Good, good”, says the man, scribbling on his clipboard. “In that case, the punters can go bareback.”

Mercy can see that the two condemned women in the far corner of the ward are wearing nothing but lingerie: stockings, garters, lacy panties, garter belts and bras. And they are busy endeavoring - with their elbows tied together behind their backs, just above their bottoms - to slip into pointy stiletto pumps.

“If you could just sign here, Sister.” He hands her the clipboard and a pen. “Up you get ladies. Now then, before we go, do any of you need to visit the restroom?”

Both women look up and nod earnestly. “Yes please”, they say, rather timidly.

“Of course you do”, says the Sister. “We don’t want any accidents, do we? We don’t want to embarrass ourselves in front of the onlookers. But don’t be too long. Mustn’t keep the hangman waiting.”

“Helen, would you mind escorting them?” says the man.

His colleague, a fit-looking brunette in a smart black mini skirt and black tights, steps forward with an engaging smile and leads the two women towards the ladies’ room.

“Busy morning, Albert?” says the Sister.

“Yeah”, says the man. “We’ve finished the gentlemen, all twelve of them. We did ‘em in batches of four. And we’re just getting started on the ladies.”

“How many ladies are there?”

“Fifteen altogether, spread out over the wards. It’s a lot of work, collecting ‘em all. I don’t mind doing the actual ‘angings, but it’s the paperwork that gets me … It’s so boring, and there’s no end to it.”

“Tell me all about it!”, says the Sister, with a twinkle in her eye. “Health and safety regulations, political correctness, gender equality, human rights legislation, audits which account for every penny. I know all about it Albert …” They both laugh. “I heard you were working with wires now, instead of ropes.”

“That’s right. The onlookers like it better that way. ‘Cos they feel like their getting their money’s worth. You know, they ... like, jerk and kick for a good time longer. And with a zero drop obviously. Just those little three-legged stools to stand on. Otherwise we’d be slicing ‘eads off!”

“Yes”, says the Sister, pulling a face, “I wouldn’t fancy the paperwork on that! But the wires sound very exciting. If I wasn’t on duty I’d come and watch.”

“Yeah, it’s been quite a good show so far. And we’ve raised about twelve thousand pounds for the ‘ospital, when you include all the bets. You know, like, which ones are gonna last longest, and all that.”

“Jolly good! We might get a pay rise after all! D’you know, I rather fancy a flutter on one of those ladies over there,” she points towards Mercy and her two fellow-condemned. “They’re being nailed up around lunchtime. I shall have to ask Dr. Painjoy for a tip. It’s so hard to predict with females, which ones will hold out longest. Quite often they surprise you, and even outlive the males.”

“Yeah, well I wouldn’t know too much about crucifixions. But that Dr. Painjoy’s a right proper joker. Came over to our ‘angings first thing ‘e did, and played some cheeky tricks. Like, ‘e gave all the gentleman a shot in the butt of that new drug. Erexecute? And when they stepped up onto their stools they all ‘ad, like, massive … you know ... boners.” He blushes slightly. “If you’ll pardon my language, Sister ...”

The Sister gives a hearty laugh. “This is the Lady’s Ward, Albert, we are perfectly at ease here talking about men's genitalia. Isn’t that so, ladies?” She casts a mischievous glance at Mercy and her two neighbors, all of whom are listening intently to the conversation.

Mercy, gives a yelp into her gag, as she feels a tube being inserted into her anus.

“Just giving you an enema”, says Emma. “Is that alright, Miss Skreemings? Just a bit of warm water and soap going up your bum. It might sting a bit at first. But most people find it quite pleasurable.”

And it does feel very pleasant. Mercy begins to feel a wave of dark sexual yearning moving through her belly.

She has been listening to the Sister’s conversation with the hangman with horror and loathing, but also wondering whether she herself might perhaps have been laughing with them, and expressing similar sentiments, had she not been caught on the wrong side of the new government’s agenda. Is this what most people are like under the skin? she thinks. Indifferent to suffering so long as they themselves, and their loved ones, are okay? No doubt, many people - perhaps most - harbor phantasies of revenge, torture, rape and murder, which once given the go-ahead by the powers that be, can be acted out with a clear conscience. Why should it surprise her?

“Anyway, as I was saying”, says Albert, “the men, they looked so embarrassed, you know, just standing there on their stools with their, like … penises, standing to attention like flagpoles. But the ladies in the audience, they all go, like, totally wild and … you know, all excited and that. Taking their knickers off and throwing them at ‘em. Three of ‘em picked out men that were standing in the queue, took ‘em to the rape tables, and rode ‘em like donkeys.”

“Heavens above!” says the Sister, cupping her hand over her mouth, eyes wide with glee. “That must have been quite a sight!”

“It was, I tell you. And then Dr. Painjoy asks four of the condemned ladies to come up, and … like, fellate the men on the stools … sucking them off and that … while they’re standing there with the nooses around their necks. And just as soon as each one, you know … blows his load, so to speak, Helen pulls their stools away, and there they are, kicking away at the air and, squirting their … thick white spunk all over the place …. bucket loads of the stuff. The Doctor gets the condemned ladies to clean it up afterwards, of course.”

“Goodness me! Dr. Painjoy is such a prankster!”

“Yeah, ‘e’s always got some trick up his sleeve. Brings a bit of light relief; that’s what I say. And there’s no ‘arm in that, I s’ppose.”

“None at all. Our hospital executions would be rather grim affairs without an injection of Dr. Painjoy’s boyish humor … Ah, here come the ladies … All set to go? Cheer up! At least you’re not being crucified. It’ll be all over in no time at all. No whips, no canes. Just some fun and games - that’s all - before they get you up on the stools.”

One of the condemned women has a pair of very voluptuous breasts, supported by a capacious and expensive-looking, dark red, designer bra. Mercy notices the Sister eying it up.

“That’s a lovely brassiere”, she says, “what size are you, darling?”

“Thirty four E”, says the woman, guardedly.

“Oooh, I thought so! My size exactly.”

“Would you like to ‘ave it, Sister?” says Albert. “Might as well take it now. She’ll ‘ave to take it off before she goes up on the stool. The onlookers will insist. And I’m pretty sure they’ll be wanting to - you know - ‘ave a good grope while she’s standing in the queue. Maybe a little bit more than a grope, if they’re willing to pay.”

“Well, in that case”, says the Sister, licking her lips. “I think I’ll treat myself. I'll take it, Albert. Provided it doesn't mean any extra paperwork for you.”

“None at all, Sister. Perks of the job. Helen, would you mind taking off the lady’s bra for the Sister? And mum's the word.”

“My husband will be so thrilled,” says the Sister, as she watches Helen unhook the bra and let it slide over the woman’s huge natural breasts. “Thank you, Albert. Thank you, Helen.”

“Our pleasure. Maybe we’ll catch you later on, at the crucifixions”, says Albert.

“Yes indeed, I shall be on the Crux Team, assisting Dr. Painjoy. Goodbye Helen. Goodbye Albert. And goodbye ladies. Goodbye, sweet ladies.”

Mercy watches them escort the two women out the door. The women walk rather shakily on their high heels, as they find their balance with their elbows bound tightly together, their shoulders pulled back, and their gently swaying breasts pushed forward.

“Well, that’s done then”, says the Sister, raising her new bra to her nostrils. She gives it a sniff, and a smile spreads over her face.

“And that’s Miss Skreemings’ enema all done too”, says Emma.

“Excellent work, Emma. Everything's on schedule so far. Now she needs to go over to x-ray. Wrists and ankles for the Doctor.”

They both turn to look at the door as a deep rumbling noise signals the entrance of a heavy trolley, pushed by a young man in a brown overall. The trolley is laden with a stack of rough-looking timber.

“Ah, here come the cross beams”, says the Sister. “No peace for the wicked, Emma!”
Possibly the weirdest sisters since Macbeth.
 
Part 3

The man pushes his trolley to the middle of the floor, swings it around with a flourish and says:

“Good morning, ladies. So … who do we have here?”

He takes a clipboard out of a plastic bucket hanging at the end of his trolley and begins to read from a list of names.

“Destiny Drednail?”

“The lady in this bed here”, says the Sister, pointing at the dark-skinned woman who is lying curled up on her side, two beds away from Mercy. She is fully alert and following the man’s every movement.

The man lifts a thick greying piece of wood from the stack on his trolley, carries it over and leaves it leaning against Miss Drednail’s bedside cabinet. He returns to his trolley, dips his hand further into the bucket and takes out what appears to be a metal posy. He presents it respectfully to her. And when she gives no reaction, he places it on her cabinet.

He checkmarks his list and then calls out, “Mercy Skreemings?”

“The lady over there, with the gag”, says the Sister, pointing at Mercy.

“Oh dear!” he says laying his piece of wood vertical next to Mercy’s bed. “Been a blabbermouth, have we?”

“Miss Skreemings is saving her voice for the big event”, says the Sister.

Mercy holds her breath as the sour odor of the man’s sweat wafts over her nostrils. She stares at the rough grey splintery beam. It looks so out of place in the white, sterile environment of the hospital. Bizarre, surreal - even obscene. She can see large dark red stains at each end of it, and the head of a bent nail, and several holes. At the center of one side is a deep rectangular hole, clearly gouged out as a slot for another piece of wood.

As the man returns Mercy hears a jingling noise. She jumps when he slams down - hard on her bedside cabinet - a bunch of four shiny spikes, held together by a red rubber band. The spikes are almost the length of her forearms.

“And these are your nails, my lovely. Alright?”

Eyes locked on the man in pure terror, Mercy nods, as if grateful to him for supplying the implements of her death. She even mumbles an instinctive “thank you” into her gag and despises herself for having done so.

Last on his list is Ophelia Coxwell, who has been taken over to x-ray, leaving her bed empty.

“They’ll be getting their placards just before they leave the hospital”, says the man. “We’ll be giving them out at the main entrance.”

“Yes, I was about to ask”, says the Sister. “Why aren’t they ready now?”

“It’s taking longer than they thought for the paint to dry on them.”

With an impatient harumph, the Sister strides over to take a closer look at Mercy’s crossbeam. She passes a finger over one of its stains and then scrutinizes it. “H’m, They’re recycling last month’s timber. They might have made an effort to scrub the blood away. This sort of thing spreads infection.”

“Yes, well I wouldn’t know about that”, says the man, pushing his trolley towards the door, “all I’m supposed to do is hand out everyone’s kit”.

He pauses to allow a slim thirty-something woman to come through the door. As she passes he turns to ogle her legs and bottom. She has medium-length chestnut hair tied back in an elegant ponytail, and is preppily dressed in a grey pullover, a plaid knee-length skirt, and booties.

“Hello, Cassandra”, says the Sister, “thank you so much for coming.”

“Not at all, Sister”, says the woman. “Is it one of the crux ladies?”

“Yes. Miss Skreemings, over there, has had a slight anxiety attack. She’s a lot calmer now but I’ve left her gag in as a precaution.”

“Hello”, says the woman, picking up Mercy’s chart. “I’m Cassandra, I work in the Psychiatric Ward. I understand you’ve been experiencing a bit of anxiety? So I’ve come to have a little talk with you? To see if we can get to the bottom of what’s bothering you? And maybe, together, we’ll be able to work out a solution.”

The woman has clear blue eyes and a kind face. Her warm, sympathetic manner brings tears to Mercy’s eyes.

“I don’t know anything about you”, she continues, “except that you’ve been sentenced to be crucified around midday. So I’ll need to have a quick read through your notes before we start”, she holds up Mercy’s file. “Is that okay?”

Mercy nods her head.

“Emma”, says the Sister, “I think this would be an opportune moment to take Miss Skreemings over to x-ray. While Cassandra looks over her notes.”

“Of course, Sister”, says the African-Caribbean nurse obligingly.

“I think, perhaps, the gag can come off now?”, says Cassandra. “You’re not going to scream anymore, are you?

Mercy shakes her head. She catches a subtle hint of expensive perfume as Cassandra leans over her and carefully undoes the tight straps. She feels immense relief as Cassandra takes the rubber ball out of her mouth.

“Your jaw’s probably a bit stiff. Try opening and closing it to loosen up the muscles”, says Cassandra.

“Sister”, says Emma, “Could I have the keys to undo her hands and feet?”

“Certainly”, says the Sister, taking a bunch of keys out of her pocket and holding up one of them for Emma, “we can’t have her going over to x-ray looking like a common criminal. She’ll frighten the other patients. If you try and run away, Miss Skreemings, your ankle tag will tell security where you are, and bring you down with a powerful electric shock. So there’s no point in even thinking about it.”

As Mercy walks unsteadily down the hospital’s busy main corridor, in her short nightie and carpet slippers, with Emma’s protective arm over her shoulder, she is suddenly overwhelmed by the sights and sounds and smells of everyday life and the real world. The corridor is bustling with people: patients attending clinics, visitors, doctors and nurses, porters and cleaners. How she yearns to be one of them. Free to walk out the door - free to leave England - to fly to Europe or America - and never come back.

A few people recognize Mercy and stare at her. Many look away as if embarrassed or uncomfortable. But most people don’t seem to know her at all. For them she is just a frail and pretty young patient on her way for treatment. Perhaps memories of the Crucible Weather Girl are starting to fade. She wonders how many of these people will be thronging the streets towards the end of the morning to watch her being whipped and made to walk with her crossbeam on her shoulders to the execution park.

As they sit in the waiting area outside the x-ray rooms, Mercy gets to know Emma a little better.

“Did Sister tell you that my boyfriend, Spike, is going to be doing your nails?” she asks.

“No”, says Mercy, suddenly feeling extremely weak, having had nothing to eat or drink since the previous day.

“Yeah, he’s been picked for the Crux Team, and he’s, like, really excited about it. He’s thinks it’s gonna be his big break. He’s nearly finished his apprenticeship as a carpenter in the Hospital’s Maintenance Department. But what he really wants to do is find a job in one of the new Detention Centers. You know? Working with executions and torture, and that? Personally, I get a bit squeamish when he talks about it … But the money’s a lot better. And the prospects and that. And there’s loads of opportunities coming with the Government’s new Justice Program. And me and Spike, we wanna get married next year, and start a family. We’re saving up to buy an apartment. Nothing too posh ...”

“That’s lovely”, says Mercy, not able to think of anything else to say.

“Yeah. So, Spike, he’s been spending all his spare time in the gym, working out. And he’s been eating loads of beef steaks, and drinking those high protein drinks. You know? Cos he wanted to get himself all toned up and muscly. Ready for today. He wants to get himself noticed. You know? By the TV people and the Justice people. And last night - right? - he was posing for me in his jockstrap. Cos that’s what he’s gonna be wearing today, when he does the executions. You know? Just a jockstrap, and sandals, and a belt to hold his hammer, and some spare nails …”

At the mention of a hammer a look of anguish clouds Mercy’s face and she winces at Emma.

“... I know, that’s exactly what I thought”, says Emma, “Tacky. I thought he looked ridiculous and really tacky, and I couldn’t stop laughing. And that really pissed him off. But he said that it’s Dr. Painjoy who wants them to dress like that, cos that’s what the Crux Teams wore in Ancient Rome. And the crowds will really go for that. Cos - Spike and his co-workers on the Crux Team - they’re gonna be just like Roman Gladiators. And there’s no denying it, Spike does look really really sexy in his jockstrap. Even if it is tacky. Cos he’s a total hunk. I mean, he is drop dead gorgeous. You know? But I would say that, wouldn’t I?” She shoots a mischievous look at Mercy. “And people say that me and Spike are, like, really well-matched - you know? - looks-wise and all that. So, anyway, he wants me to oil him up before he goes out, so his muscles are all shiny and …”

“Mercy Skreemings?” says the radiographer.

“In we go”, says Emma, helping Mercy to get up. “You’ll feel a lot stronger when you go out on the street later on, cos Dr. Painjoy will inject you with a little pick-me-up.”

The radiographer asks Mercy to lie on the table with her feet and ankles in various positions. Feet flat on the x-ray plate, knees up - feet sideways, one on top of the other, thighs wide open - feet sideways, sole pressed against sole, thighs even wider. And finally, he asks her to place her hands and wrists on the plate, palms upwards.

As they enter the Ladies’ Ward once more Mercy sees Cassandra, the counselor, coming towards her with a phone pressed against her ear.

“Yes! … she’s just coming through the door now. Here she is!”, says Cassandra excitedly. “Mercy! It’s your lawyer. He says he’s got good news! About your appeal?”

Mercy’s soul begins to expand within her. She feels a sudden wave of energy animating her weak legs as she moves towards Cassandra, and takes the phone from her.

“Hello?” she says timidly. “Tristram? Is that you?”
 
This is so good! I do not mind telling you how engrossed I am in this story. I actually jumped a little myself when that guy slamed the nails down next to her! It was almost as if I could hear them and truly did jump a little. Like a Jump scare, but in text form. Then that friendly councilor right afterwords actually put me at ease again! Well done! Same for the gag being taken out of her mouth, when she took it out of her and told her to work her jaw around to relieve the stiffness, I actually did! Is this powers of suggestion in play? because I feel as if I have been hypnotised! Not kidding, it's kinda spooky!
 
This is so good! I do not mind telling you how engrossed I am in this story. I actually jumped a little myself when that guy slamed the nails down next to her! It was almost as if I could hear them and truly did jump a little. Like a Jump scare, but in text form. Then that friendly councilor right afterwords actually put me at ease again! Well done! Same for the gag being taken out of her mouth, when she took it out of her and told her to work her jaw around to relieve the stiffness, I actually did! Is this powers of suggestion in play? because I feel as if I have been hypnotised! Not kidding, it's kinda spooky!

Thank you Piper Marie, you are a very sensitive and perceptive reader. You have the ability to lose yourself in the written word. And that is a rare quality. And because this is my first attempt at writing fiction of any kind, your observations are giving me a lot of confidence. :icon_writing::sun_smiley:
 
Thank you Piper Marie, you are a very sensitive and perceptive reader. You have the ability to lose yourself in the written word. And that is a rare quality. And because this is my first attempt at writing fiction of any kind, your observations are giving me a lot of confidence. :icon_writing::sun_smiley:


You are so very welcome, CruxGirl! I look forward to the rest of this! :)
 
I'm enjoying the story very much. It's an excellent debut in fiction-I would assume you do a fair bit of non-fiction writing outside here, which is the case for myself and some of the other writers here.

My one criticism would be that I find that the cutesy names detract a bit. The charm of the story is the ordinariness of the setting so why not give them ordinary names?
 
I'm enjoying the story very much. It's an excellent debut in fiction-I would assume you do a fair bit of non-fiction writing outside here, which is the case for myself and some of the other writers here.

My one criticism would be that I find that the cutesy names detract a bit. The charm of the story is the ordinariness of the setting so why not give them ordinary names?

Thank you windar, your point is well made. I introduced some sub-Dickensian / cheesy pornstar surnames in Part 1 mainly out of anxiety about using the names of people who might really exist. I've tended to avoid giving surnames to characters introduced in subsequent parts.

When I wrote Part 1 I didn't have a very clear idea about the direction in which my story was going. But the disparity between the mundane and the nightmarish does appear to have emerged as a predominant theme. One of my literary heroes is Evelyn Waugh, and in his satires he has a tendency to use eccentric, suggestive - but unrealistic - surnames. This is true also of the English satirical prose tradition in general. And while not for a second wishing to imply that I consider myself capable of imitating these writers, I believe that my use of 'cutesy' names was partly inspired by my fondness for that tradition.
 
There is a lighthearted quirkiness to the names, but I am fine with it personally. Helps lighten the mood and the subject material. Everyone has their style I guess. :)

Thanks Piper. I really like seeing puritan names - usually the names of Christian virtues, like Mercy and Chastity - in erotic writing. I also find English middle class names such as Toby and Tristram, or Ophelia and Cassandra, very sexy. But I'm glad you're ok with the quirky names in my story. I've stopped giving surnames to new characters because I find it difficult to think up new and "clever" ones.
 
This is indeed a fine story. "Sister" reminds me of "Big Nurse" in "One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest".

Thank you. That's very kind. I guess I did have the movie version of "Cuckoo's Nest" somewhere in my frame of reference. I've also been thinking about "the Aunts" in "Handmaid's Tale". The story is mainly derived from a recent experience I had as a patient in an English "NHS" hospital, which was excellent. And for most of my time I had elements of this story formulating in my head, with taboo erotic thoughts about hospital staff and fellow patients.
 
Thanks Piper. I really like seeing puritan names - usually the names of Christian virtues, like Mercy and Chastity - in erotic writing. I also find English middle class names such as Toby and Tristram, or Ophelia and Cassandra, very sexy. But I'm glad you're ok with the quirky names in my story. I've stopped giving surnames to new characters because I find it difficult to think up new and "clever" ones.


Mercy is a cute name, like that picture of the combat medic I posted about in this topic whose code name is Mercy. Her real name is "Angela" I guess because she has a angel suit and is a doctor.
 
The story is mainly derived from a recent experience I had as a patient in an English "NHS" hospital, which was excellent.

I recently had some time in an NHS hospital, when my blood chemistry was all wrong but I felt fine; because I wasn't ill in the conventional sense, I had plenty of time to day-dream and plot, so scenarios of being a prisoner to the attractive nurses definitely helped while away the time.

I hope you are fully recovered from your hospitalization.
 
I recently had some time in an NHS hospital, when my blood chemistry was all wrong but I felt fine; because I wasn't ill in the conventional sense, I had plenty of time to day-dream and plot, so scenarios of being a prisoner to the attractive nurses definitely helped while away the time.

I hope you are fully recovered from your hospitalization.

Yes, I'm fully recovered thanks. It gave me an opportunity to see what a wonderful concept the National Healthcare System is - funded entirely by taxation.
And being in hospital brought out the passive, submissive side of my character. I got a lot of attention from very kind and polite people, who bathed and dressed me when I was helpless. And they also hurt me by sticking needles and other objects into me. And I got to feel objectified when a crowd of doctors, medical students, nurses and therapists came and stood around my bed, all looking at me, and laughing politely at the doctor's witticisms, while I was lying there only partially clothed.
 
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