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Yes... I guess I do know what I like. The discord is great fun. Plenty of good conversation and picture sharing, but also a long form roleplay. But I could never replace cruxforums, this place is great. And I don’t have “não seguro” in front of the URL, sooo that’s cool.
 
There is a hinge in your life, that squeezes forever.



To express it to family and/or friends would be explosive.



My first lurking was just that!



My name was all about my fright of being discovered.



The first and my sweet Messa connected me ...

WITH the sweetest intonation!



LittleSiss



I was at work and it was 8:25 EST.



I was honestly surprised.



And time difference was completely not on my mind.



Messa was my first real contact and refreshment.



She found me!



Years younger than me.



I understood the time difference but never thought about it at the moment.



6 or 5 or 13 and a half!!!!



(That’s a Yupar thing) 13 and a half.





What is a half hour conversion?



I will never explain, as many of us ...



The puzzles are in us.

YU

YOU WERE TRULY SWEET!





And nobody saw what you were saying!



Honestly! I just could!



Translations of your stories ... made my brain burn.



But I heard what you were saying and asked the rest of us girls to help!



Messa was my first contact, other than Eul.



Barb!!!!!!



I did create a monster!!!!



I was simply having fun.



Honestly!



I loved to invade and make fun in many threads.
And Barb picked up on my banter.


Messa and I had so much fun on Tree’s.



My writing, these days........



I suppose, I am more focused.



I was a lost soul.



And I truly hope...



With all my heart that I made some laugh and some think and some understand that WHO YOU ARE IS WHAT YOU ARE AND








Messa was my first conversation!



Happy and endearing.



I found, the infamous BARBARA



By chance one wine swilled evening.



This Midwest Undergrad with a Ph.d.



Had a silliness that I understood ... emerging



That’s how I created the MONSTER!



She was intent on points, likes and climbing.



Enamored by my pointless twisty comments or comedy!



I trust in my heart that every connection was with love.



These days are ...



Well




I look and chat but writing is not a thought.

I love you, all!!!

:bdsm-heart:
 
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There is a hinge in your life, that squeezes forever.



To express it to family and/or friends would be explosive.



My first lurking was just that!



My name was all about my fright of being discovered.



The first and my sweet Messa connected me ...

WITH the sweetest intonation!



LittleSiss



I was at work and it was 8:25 EST.



I was honestly surprised.



And time differences was completely not on my mind.



Messa was my first real contact and refreshment.



She found me!



Years younger than me.



I understood the time difference but never thought about it at the moment.



6 or 5 or 13 and a half!!!!



(That’s a Yupar thing) 13 and a half.





What is a half hour conversion?



I will never explain, as many of us ...



The puzzles are in us.

YU

YOU WERE TRULY SWEET!





And nobody saw what you were saying!



Honestly! I just could!



Translations of your stories ... made my brain burn.



But I heard what you were saying and asked the rest of us girls to help!



Messa was my first contact, other than Eul.



Barb!!!!!!



I did create a monster!!!!



I was simply having fun.



Honestly!



I loved to invade and make fun in many threads.
And Barb picked up on my banter.


Messa and I had so much fun on Tree’s.



My writing, these days........



I suppose, I am more focused.



I was a lost soul.



And I truly hope...



With all my heart that I made some laugh and some think and some understand that WHO YOU ARE IS WHAT YOU ARE AND








Messa was my first conversation!



Happy and endearing.



I found, the infamous BARBARA



By chance one wine swilled evening.



This Midwest Undergrad with a that Ph.d.



Had a silliness that I understood ... emerging



That’s how I created the MONSTER!



She was intent on points, likes and climbing.



Enamored by my pointless twisty comments or comedy!



I trust in my heart that every connection was with love.



These days are ...



Well




I look and chat but writing is not a thought.

I love you, all!!!

:bdsm-heart:
I love you too. . .my poetic @LittleSiss :)
And, Siss, you’re loved too ... and it would be good to see you here on CF more often again. ❤
Now i realized she is the one who turned both of us into like Lit monsters at that time. I do appriciate this thread for making me smile by reading her poet and remembering our old time. I am glad about it :)

I love you all too :)
 
This is a fascinating thread. So, why did I come and why did I stay?
I was sporadically into crux fantasy, without knowing really what it was when I was younger. Then I wasn't. I was never interested in trying BDSM or any sort of bondage kink, but occasionally found images erotically interesting. In 2015 I randomly came across a crux video, and that led me to find the source website of the video. I was quite taken with the imagery of a woman on a cross, which (perhaps oddly) I had never seen. I was probably one of the earliest cohort on the internet, browsing through the old BBS services for images, and playing around with Corel Draw, just for my own interest. I had a Netscape browser on an old 486 computer back in the dial up modem days, and it got easier. My computer suffered an April Fool's virus and got wiped. Sadly I lost all my old CorelDraw images, none of which were that good.

Anyway, I found this crux video, and the source website. Searching pointed me to another image, and then a story. The story was by Pia, and it was here. So I was a lurker for about 2 days. I read "The Greek Girls", and a few things in the Silver River files. Hey, I said. These folks can write. And I went hunting for stories. Then I found the images and realised that I wouldn't be able to see them at all well if I didn't join. Maybe nobody will notice me, I thought, since I'm pretty "vanilla" in my experiences. I don't fit here.

Not good enough for Eulalia, of course. "You there! Go say hello in the "New Here" thread."
Well, what harm could that do? I'm nothing if not a bit of a conformist, I thought. I'd better not offend these people, and this Eulalia person seems nice enough, if a bit on the forceful side. Never intentionally upset a girl, anyway, so off to the New Here thread to say "hi". Can't remember what I said there.
"I'll just lurk a bit and now I get to see the pictures." Some of them were sensual, some gruesome, all erotic. People were talking philosophy and making jokes and having a nice time. I made some comments on a few stories I liked.

There was this guy, Tree - he always had a story going, and I think I felt a bit bad for the girl he was constantly crucifying - some sort of Rebel Leader. I posed as a Viking, I think, wondering if perhaps she needed some sort of champion. I think she thought it was funny, but who can tell. Anyway, I'm not really a viking, so that lasted all of about two minutes. Awkward. Even so, the Rebel Leader PMed me on a Sunday morning and asked what I was up to. Never quite sure why she felt inclined to do that, but I felt like I was somehow accepted as part of the place. I occasionally still talk to her. ;) :D

I don't know who suggested it, but I read a few stories and thought that I could do something. I had an idea about a guy who was travelling, and he spots this girl in a crucifixion procession, and he has to follow her to see what will happen. She dies, of course, and it affects him emotionally. Yupar contributed an image to that, and a bunch of people liked it. Somebody said it was great, and Eulalia put it in the archive. Suddenly I was a CF writer.

Eventually I found a few stories that were funny as well as touching and erotic. I commented. I had to, after all. This Wragg guy was hilarious, but without losing the emotional and erotic edge. Brilliant stuff, I thought. I'll never match this. I can make witty comments. Then I showed up in a Wragg story. I have to say, I was rather chuffed. He said he thought I was funny, and hoped I would join in with some side comments. Was that a Jeeves story?

It's a bit of a blur really. The place sort of sucks you in and you sink down into the warm comfortable feeling of belonging somewhere, even if you didn't think you'd belong there. My first stories were straight Roman crux pieces. Not bad, I like to think, but nothing really that different. I wanted to write something different. I started writing fairy tales, retellings of Greek legends, a Star Trek episode. It was a way of playing with my new friends. I found that people (some of you, anyway) looked forward to what I might write next. I really should write something again soon. If my RL issues settle down, I will.

At some point, someone brought up the idea that the Grim Reaper was around, maybe it was in a story, maybe it was because of my avatar. Anyway, it deserved a response, and I started channelling the GUY WITH THE PURPLE UPPERCASE SPEECH. :D HE'S A BIT NAIVE ABOUT LIFE AND PEOPLE, AND HE THINKS HE'S HIP. AND I'M APPARENTLY AS STUCK WITH HIM NOW AS YOU ARE. I SUPPOSE WE'LL ALL MEET ME SOME DAY. HERE WE ARE FORTUNATE THAT HE'S JUST ANOTHER PERSON TRYING TO FIGURE A FEW THINGS OUT AND HAVE A BIT OF FUN IN THE PROCESS.

Anyway, that's a sort of rambling set of reminiscences. I'm glad I'm here, and like everyone before me in the thread has said, it's the people. I'm glad you're here as well.
 
Yes... I guess I do know what I like. The discord is great fun. Plenty of good conversation and picture sharing, but also a long form roleplay. But I could never replace cruxforums, this place is great. And I don’t have “não seguro” in front of the URL, sooo that’s cool.
It really shouldn't be understood in any way as competing with CF ... it does have its own dynamic though...
a sort of rambling set of reminiscences.
Anyway looking at all these reminiscences ... many years ago I'd come across Arcimboldo's Algolagnia pages, and cypher's photomanipulations ... where they were presented with the original stories & comments that went with them. I sort of lurked around there ... somewhere there were also various links to the other pages that existed in that realm including the forums. I signed up in late 2008 ... on foundation and forums ... foundation still looks almost exactly the way it did back then but Cruxforums has evolved a lot and is a very different place today ...
 
I want to double back and read everyone's responses, but I'll get mine in.

Bear with me. This may get wanky, in a bad way.

Because I got into female crucifixion and women in bondage at an early age I grew up wondering if I would be a monster when I grew up. So I tried to repress these kinks, and because repression does the opposite of what it's suppose to do, I ended up thinking about it all the time. Came up with a lot of different ideas during classes. But when I became a teen I also wanted to be a serious writer, and still do. Four millennials sitting in a coffee shop talking about how they can survive without selling out, that kind of thing. Other kids in my creative writing class called me a great writer, despite having written little, and this one girl asked me if I would read her story. I took it home, but could get through it. And I felt terrible. And I realize that no one would want to read what I had to write either. I didn't realize it at the time, but this was because we were both 16 years trying to write about "Real Life," but I came to the conclusion that people didn't read "Real" stories unless they had been approved of by critics. So I asked myself what stories would I read if an amateur wrote them? Obviously, erotic stories.

I remember the first crucifixion story I wrote. At least I started it. That was five laptops ago. Essentially enemy of Rome, middle-aged former politician, is taken to be crucified, his daughter darts through the crowds, puts a dagger through his heart, but is stopped from drinking poison by a centurion. They let her go with a warning;). Anyways, I remember going to elaborate lengths to hide this word file on a computer that as far as I know I was the only one that used. So I was writing, but I didn't know who to share it with. Wasn't taking it to school. Thought about deviant art, but decided against. I was amazed that googling "Crucified women" produced a website called crucified women. The internet is neat. I saw the banner for a forum, and thought about joining it for several years before I actually did. I wanted to find a place where I could talk about my fetishes, confirm I wasn't a monster, and then share and improve my writing, specifically by canvassing women's feelings and opinions on the subject.

When I first joined the forum back in 2013, I thought I might be stepping into a den of insanity, where all the men would be edgelords discussing how to dispose of their female coworker and what few women there were would be begging to be snuffed out by any willing participants, and also that 51% of all the members were government agents. And instead I saw reflections of myself in a lot of people. A lot of people just sharing stories, sharing pics, trying to turn each other on, men mostly being respectful to women and vice versa, people making dark stuff light, and light stuff dark, and then people posting YouTube videos of old 70's pop songs.

I mean, it's what Barb said, it's the people on here. It's not just that everyone is mostly chill and friendly, but that when conflicts arise they are able to de-escalate the situation with ease. There is a diversity in PoV, and it's embraced. I've enjoyed talking to different people, and interrogating them on their thoughts and feelings. I now have a more mature understanding of my fetishes I wish had come with the children's illustrated bible. Eulalia and Wragg have both played editor to me.

I've been here almost as long as Barb, and I feel like I should have been active more, and embraced the community. I keep dropping off for months at a time, and it's usually after starting a story I can't bring myself to complete. I thought I would come here for social interaction when quarantine started, and my partner split and moved in with someone else, (no bitterness, things weren't going well and she probably would have murdered me if we were stuck in the same house for 6 months. She's a clean freak, and I haven't done my dishes in three months. I bought paper plates and plastic utensils.) I also thought that I would spend all this new free time I had to craft and develop stories and share and improve them here. But instead quarantine put me into a weird funk. I went weeks without speaking to anyone, didn't go visit my parents (They are in sensitive group) so I was mostly just by myself in my house, thankfully with my three cats and two dogs. The longer I was isolated, the more stressful social interactions became, and that included the ones on the internet. I couldn't write, I couldn't or watch anything new. It's only in the last month I've been slowly coming out of it, going out, seeing a few people, being able to read, and then come up with stories and focus a little on creative output.

I'm still having about 5 different story ideas every week, and I keep noting them down in my google drive and seeing if I'll come back to them. I keep wondering if I'll ever finish like 1% of them or if I'll keep adding new ones until I die, and they are all lost in cyberspace, or curated into the "The collected story ideas of..." I'd be happy to share since I'm not likely to touch most of them in the near future.

Oh, and all say it again, the ladies are great here!

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And, Siss, you’re loved too ... and it would be good to see you here on CF more often again. ❤

Agreed 100% - Let's see more of you here Siss!

(And thanks for the mention Barb :) )

As for me, well I discovered this place by accident while I was looking online for some BDSM images. I got directed to this site and found that I had to join in order to download any pics, Normally that would be a red flag for me and I would leave immediately, but something made me stay. That was 14th February 2013, and I'm still here all these years later. What a wonderfully warm and welcoming community this is, with so many different kinks being discussed. I'm not even into crux itself very much - I'm more into general BDSM but there's something here for everybody, but it's the friendliness of this community that is perhaps its most striking aspect - possibly because that was a bit unexpected, given the nature of this site.

And It'd be amiss if I didn't give a shout out to all the sexy women in here, some of whom (you know who you are), haunt my dreams and fantasies to this day :p ...

In a world where a huge proportion of social interaction on the internet is marred by toxicity and outright hatred, this community stands out like a shining beacon of humanity.

Long live Cruxforums!
 
I know i became inactive for few years back but I still remember the active and younger years of four us , my very first friend and bestie -@LittleSiss , then,@messaline @Barbaria1 .
Do you know that you deserve the whip for that , Yupar ? ! :span1:
Alas, LittleSiss was also disappearing ... It was so much "chou" when you were called her "my bestie" !:rolleyes:

Never mind, be sure that we dont forget you, Yupar : I've always in my head this joint crucifixion !:rolleyes::rolleyes:


Four on Athen.jpg

I also have to mention my English is better because of CF...
That's astonishing, me too !:cbiggrin:

In finally, CF is still in my heart and I still love all my firends in here. And It will be a good part of my life always. Thanks to All and Long live CF :)
Thanks for that, Yupar : CF is made of these kinds of relations and it's good ! Personnally, even if sometimes I've some bad reactions (you know me, I'm a little "soupe au lait"), I couldn't let the forum ; and more, I like so much to post my manips though that at the moment, I've not much time to do ... But it will be coming again, I hope ...

Huge kisses to you and try to connect here morer often , you'll be always so much welcome ! flower2
 
I look and chat but writing is not a thought.

I love you, all!!!

I was just saying to Yupar that you were disappearing !

I've to say that each of us (women more that men, I think) were a little frighten to appear here , among those unquieting men who were only wishing to view (contemplate !) our nudity nailed to a cross !
But, in fact, we were aperceiving that we loved !!! :rolleyes:
When the first step was done, we wanted always more and more !
Perhaps are we a little crazy ?
Never mind Siss, it was made and well made !
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But if you could show your presence more ..........

" ...writing is not a thought." but a thought can be written ...........

Your devoted Messa ...
 
Four on Athen.jpg

Ahhhh ... a classic from the past ... from left to right ... Messa, Yupar, LittleSiss and yours truly!
 
I want to double back and read everyone's responses, but I'll get mine in.

Bear with me. This may get wanky, in a bad way.

Because I got into female crucifixion and women in bondage at an early age I grew up wondering if I would be a monster when I grew up. So I tried to repress these kinks, and because repression does the opposite of what it's suppose to do, I ended up thinking about it all the time. Came up with a lot of different ideas during classes. But when I became a teen I also wanted to be a serious writer, and still do. Four millennials sitting in a coffee shop talking about how they can survive without selling out, that kind of thing. Other kids in my creative writing class called me a great writer, despite having written little, and this one girl asked me if I would read her story. I took it home, but could get through it. And I felt terrible. And I realize that no one would want to read what I had to write either. I didn't realize it at the time, but this was because we were both 16 years trying to write about "Real Life," but I came to the conclusion that people didn't read "Real" stories unless they had been approved of by critics. So I asked myself what stories would I read if an amateur wrote them? Obviously, erotic stories.

I remember the first crucifixion story I wrote. At least I started it. That was five laptops ago. Essentially enemy of Rome, middle-aged former politician, is taken to be crucified, his daughter darts through the crowds, puts a dagger through his heart, but is stopped from drinking poison by a centurion. They let her go with a warning;). Anyways, I remember going to elaborate lengths to hide this word file on a computer that as far as I know I was the only one that used. So I was writing, but I didn't know who to share it with. Wasn't taking it to school. Thought about deviant art, but decided against. I was amazed that googling "Crucified women" produced a website called crucified women. The internet is neat. I saw the banner for a forum, and thought about joining it for several years before I actually did. I wanted to find a place where I could talk about my fetishes, confirm I wasn't a monster, and then share and improve my writing, specifically by canvassing women's feelings and opinions on the subject.

When I first joined the forum back in 2013, I thought I might be stepping into a den of insanity, where all the men would be edgelords discussing how to dispose of their female coworker and what few women there were would be begging to be snuffed out by any willing participants, and also that 51% of all the members were government agents. And instead I saw reflections of myself in a lot of people. A lot of people just sharing stories, sharing pics, trying to turn each other on, men mostly being respectful to women and vice versa, people making dark stuff light, and light stuff dark, and then people posting YouTube videos of old 70's pop songs.

I mean, it's what Barb said, it's the people on here. It's not just that everyone is mostly chill and friendly, but that when conflicts arise they are able to de-escalate the situation with ease. There is a diversity in PoV, and it's embraced. I've enjoyed talking to different people, and interrogating them on their thoughts and feelings. I now have a more mature understanding of my fetishes I wish had come with the children's illustrated bible. Eulalia and Wragg have both played editor to me.

I've been here almost as long as Barb, and I feel like I should have been active more, and embraced the community. I keep dropping off for months at a time, and it's usually after starting a story I can't bring myself to complete. I thought I would come here for social interaction when quarantine started, and my partner split and moved in with someone else, (no bitterness, things weren't going well and she probably would have murdered me if we were stuck in the same house for 6 months. She's a clean freak, and I haven't done my dishes in three months. I bought paper plates and plastic utensils.) I also thought that I would spend all this new free time I had to craft and develop stories and share and improve them here. But instead quarantine put me into a weird funk. I went weeks without speaking to anyone, didn't go visit my parents (They are in sensitive group) so I was mostly just by myself in my house, thankfully with my three cats and two dogs. The longer I was isolated, the more stressful social interactions became, and that included the ones on the internet. I couldn't write, I couldn't or watch anything new. It's only in the last month I've been slowly coming out of it, going out, seeing a few people, being able to read, and then come up with stories and focus a little on creative output.

I'm still having about 5 different story ideas every week, and I keep noting them down in my google drive and seeing if I'll come back to them. I keep wondering if I'll ever finish like 1% of them or if I'll keep adding new ones until I die, and they are all lost in cyberspace, or curated into the "The collected story ideas of..." I'd be happy to share since I'm not likely to touch most of them in the near future.

Oh, and all say it again, the ladies are great here!

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This is a fascinating thread. So, why did I come and why did I stay?
I was sporadically into crux fantasy, without knowing really what it was when I was younger. Then I wasn't. I was never interested in trying BDSM or any sort of bondage kink, but occasionally found images erotically interesting. In 2015 I randomly came across a crux video, and that led me to find the source website of the video. I was quite taken with the imagery of a woman on a cross, which (perhaps oddly) I had never seen. I was probably one of the earliest cohort on the internet, browsing through the old BBS services for images, and playing around with Corel Draw, just for my own interest. I had a Netscape browser on an old 486 computer back in the dial up modem days, and it got easier. My computer suffered an April Fool's virus and got wiped. Sadly I lost all my old CorelDraw images, none of which were that good.

Anyway, I found this crux video, and the source website. Searching pointed me to another image, and then a story. The story was by Pia, and it was here. So I was a lurker for about 2 days. I read "The Greek Girls", and a few things in the Silver River files. Hey, I said. These folks can write. And I went hunting for stories. Then I found the images and realised that I wouldn't be able to see them at all well if I didn't join. Maybe nobody will notice me, I thought, since I'm pretty "vanilla" in my experiences. I don't fit here.

Not good enough for Eulalia, of course. "You there! Go say hello in the "New Here" thread."
Well, what harm could that do? I'm nothing if not a bit of a conformist, I thought. I'd better not offend these people, and this Eulalia person seems nice enough, if a bit on the forceful side. Never intentionally upset a girl, anyway, so off to the New Here thread to say "hi". Can't remember what I said there.
"I'll just lurk a bit and now I get to see the pictures." Some of them were sensual, some gruesome, all erotic. People were talking philosophy and making jokes and having a nice time. I made some comments on a few stories I liked.

There was this guy, Tree - he always had a story going, and I think I felt a bit bad for the girl he was constantly crucifying - some sort of Rebel Leader. I posed as a Viking, I think, wondering if perhaps she needed some sort of champion. I think she thought it was funny, but who can tell. Anyway, I'm not really a viking, so that lasted all of about two minutes. Awkward. Even so, the Rebel Leader PMed me on a Sunday morning and asked what I was up to. Never quite sure why she felt inclined to do that, but I felt like I was somehow accepted as part of the place. I occasionally still talk to her. ;) :D

I don't know who suggested it, but I read a few stories and thought that I could do something. I had an idea about a guy who was travelling, and he spots this girl in a crucifixion procession, and he has to follow her to see what will happen. She dies, of course, and it affects him emotionally. Yupar contributed an image to that, and a bunch of people liked it. Somebody said it was great, and Eulalia put it in the archive. Suddenly I was a CF writer.

Eventually I found a few stories that were funny as well as touching and erotic. I commented. I had to, after all. This Wragg guy was hilarious, but without losing the emotional and erotic edge. Brilliant stuff, I thought. I'll never match this. I can make witty comments. Then I showed up in a Wragg story. I have to say, I was rather chuffed. He said he thought I was funny, and hoped I would join in with some side comments. Was that a Jeeves story?

It's a bit of a blur really. The place sort of sucks you in and you sink down into the warm comfortable feeling of belonging somewhere, even if you didn't think you'd belong there. My first stories were straight Roman crux pieces. Not bad, I like to think, but nothing really that different. I wanted to write something different. I started writing fairy tales, retellings of Greek legends, a Star Trek episode. It was a way of playing with my new friends. I found that people (some of you, anyway) looked forward to what I might write next. I really should write something again soon. If my RL issues settle down, I will.

At some point, someone brought up the idea that the Grim Reaper was around, maybe it was in a story, maybe it was because of my avatar. Anyway, it deserved a response, and I started channelling the GUY WITH THE PURPLE UPPERCASE SPEECH. :D HE'S A BIT NAIVE ABOUT LIFE AND PEOPLE, AND HE THINKS HE'S HIP. AND I'M APPARENTLY AS STUCK WITH HIM NOW AS YOU ARE. I SUPPOSE WE'LL ALL MEET ME SOME DAY. HERE WE ARE FORTUNATE THAT HE'S JUST ANOTHER PERSON TRYING TO FIGURE A FEW THINGS OUT AND HAVE A BIT OF FUN IN THE PROCESS.

Anyway, that's a sort of rambling set of reminiscences. I'm glad I'm here, and like everyone before me in the thread has said, it's the people. I'm glad you're here as well.
Agreed 100% - Let's see more of you here Siss!

(And thanks for the mention Barb :) )

As for me, well I discovered this place by accident while I was looking online for some BDSM images. I got directed to this site and found that I had to join in order to download any pics, Normally that would be a red flag for me and I would leave immediately, but something made me stay. That was 14th February 2013, and I'm still here all these years later. What a wonderfully warm and welcoming community this is, with so many different kinks being discussed. I'm not even into crux itself very much - I'm more into general BDSM but there's something here for everybody, but it's the friendliness of this community that is perhaps its most striking aspect - possibly because that was a bit unexpected, given the nature of this site.

And It'd be amiss if I didn't give a shout out to all the sexy women in here, some of whom (you know who you are), haunt my dreams and fantasies to this day :p ...

In a world where a huge proportion of social interaction on the internet is marred by toxicity and outright hatred, this community stands out like a shining beacon of humanity.

Long live Cruxforums!

Jacks, Jolly and DP ... these are terrific contributions ... just what I was hoping for! ❤

Keep ‘em coming folks!
 
Hello. I will also go there with my little comment about this son. First of all I would like to thank again the directors for accepting me in the CF group.Also thank those who come to see what I post here, not much for the moment, let's be modest.
As a newcomer only a few months ago, I have never regretted taking the step; I must say that before I often came to see CF as a curious person.
For a long time I thought I was suffering from a deviation because of my fascination for BDSM and crucifixion in particular, but now I am soothed to see that there are so many other people fascinated by the same subjects. I can express my fantasies without any fear of moral judgment.
This group is super welcoming. There are people with a tremendous talent for drawing, manipulating or writing.
When I started on the internet I often went to MAKAR's "Crucified Women" site, a site I discovered by chance and which seduced me by the beautiful representations of crucifixions of women.
I must confess that I have absolutely no gift for drawing or manipulations, on the other hand writing interests me. The desire to write is present but due to lack of time and other activities, I don't have the courage to write in the evening. I have ideas, scripts, and now that the bad season is approaching I will devote evenings to writing.
I am always in the same register of fantasies; I like to situate myself in the ancient world or in the period of the Inquisition. Women in the harem also interest me.
I would like to specify that if I like "women put to the torment" that does not make me a sadist in everyday life where I have the greatest respect for these ladies.
My phantasmagorical evolution with the passing of time can be summed up as follows:
1) Rebel or Christian martyr in the arena; tortured in every possible way and finally crucified.
2) Roman soldier or executioner's helper putting to the torment, women martyrs and/or rebels / captives, prisoners.
3) Mixed between the first two, but with a strong inclination to a torture of flogging, torture and crucifixion with a (real) woman or a woman from my imagination; tortured in front of each other or together.

After all that I have just told you, am I normal ?? I hope to follow you for a long time to come.

My best regards to the group.
 
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