LittleSiss
Sorceress
Honestly!
What would it really feel like?
.............................................
Taken!
Condemned!
Flogged or worse!
And of course, raped!
Then naked in front of the world.
Stumbling to your final hours.
You've seen so many go before you.
Now! The sun is rising for you.
The morning breeze is on your sweating skin.
Your breasts exposed and nipples pronounced.
Your legs spread wide under the weight of the beam.
And there before you ... the sight of others being raised.
Screaming ... the sounds of driving hammers!
And you are just steps away from your last.
The beam lifted from your shoulders and tossed at the base of your stipe.
Hands ... So many hands! They grip your arms ... Shoulders and wrists and elbow!
Your head centered on the beam. Your body in the gravel and dust.
A fingertip presses hard at your wrist ... probing. Followed by a spike breaking your skin as its pressed in place.
You flinch just before it is slammed through your tender wrist and into the wood below. Sending a brain numbing fire throughout your convulsing body.
And then, again!
But with a growing terror and yet almost an excepting surrender.
Your hands throb ... Your arms twitch ... sending shockwaves through every nerve.
You lay there as they joke and laugh.
It seems like forever but you know it will only be seconds and you fear their attention.
Then your head drops suddenly to the ground and the pull on your arms signifies it is happening.
NOWHERE!!
NO!! NO!! NO!!
Sliding ... burning ... tugging ...
Higher and higher
Standing for a moment before you loose everything
It's lost!!!
The thud
You are
No no no no
"I see them but I don't care !!!
Your head aches
Not from pain
"What more can I take?"
Hanging screaming .. and they let you.
It's all about taking and then giving a little bit back.
Then your feet are roped tight
Knees bent
You look down but cannot see
More hands and fingers touching
Then the point
Nothingness
Lost
You can't control anything
Flashing lights
That sinking feeling
All at once
Your skin on fire
Heart pounding
And the wind ...
So chilling
Your nipples so hard ... they hurt!
"You do this, just to watch me???!!!!"
.....
You do!
You do!
.....
Naked!
More than ever in your life!
Pain and lost abandonment!
The breeze ... the course wood ...
Above the earth!
Hanging and floating in horrific painful fight.
Your body!
Your body!
You just want it back!
Life is not yours
It's been taken
You feel everything
Each knuckle, joints and muscles ..
Then ... Nothing ... Everything
It never stops
Feet ... Hands ... Muscles and bones
You just want one second of peace
Every twist ... Every knotting muscle
Never ending!!!
Gasping
Writhing
Knots
Ripping skin
You are more alive than ever before
As you die
Dripping everywhere
Nothing feels right
Sensations confused
No where to hide
They matter little but you see them
Wood ... Air... Ripping pangs of uncontrollable spasms
It's what you wanted
I
Love
You
..............,.'?.....!.....
Sleeping ...
I will dream
Waking I will
Wonder
Mornings light
I will sip fresh water and watch your last moments
Kiss your toes
I hated your toes
And simply walk away
As you wanted.
Good bye my love!
But what of me?
This day?
I walk away.
Many times and in the sun away from everyone.
What would it really feel like?
.............................................
Taken!
Condemned!
Flogged or worse!
And of course, raped!
Then naked in front of the world.
Stumbling to your final hours.
You've seen so many go before you.
Now! The sun is rising for you.
The morning breeze is on your sweating skin.
Your breasts exposed and nipples pronounced.
Your legs spread wide under the weight of the beam.
And there before you ... the sight of others being raised.
Screaming ... the sounds of driving hammers!
And you are just steps away from your last.
The beam lifted from your shoulders and tossed at the base of your stipe.
Hands ... So many hands! They grip your arms ... Shoulders and wrists and elbow!
Your head centered on the beam. Your body in the gravel and dust.
A fingertip presses hard at your wrist ... probing. Followed by a spike breaking your skin as its pressed in place.
You flinch just before it is slammed through your tender wrist and into the wood below. Sending a brain numbing fire throughout your convulsing body.
And then, again!
But with a growing terror and yet almost an excepting surrender.
Your hands throb ... Your arms twitch ... sending shockwaves through every nerve.
You lay there as they joke and laugh.
It seems like forever but you know it will only be seconds and you fear their attention.
Then your head drops suddenly to the ground and the pull on your arms signifies it is happening.
NOWHERE!!
NO!! NO!! NO!!
Sliding ... burning ... tugging ...
Higher and higher
Standing for a moment before you loose everything
It's lost!!!
The thud
You are
No no no no
"I see them but I don't care !!!
Your head aches
Not from pain
"What more can I take?"
Hanging screaming .. and they let you.
It's all about taking and then giving a little bit back.
Then your feet are roped tight
Knees bent
You look down but cannot see
More hands and fingers touching
Then the point
Nothingness
Lost
You can't control anything
Flashing lights
That sinking feeling
All at once
Your skin on fire
Heart pounding
And the wind ...
So chilling
Your nipples so hard ... they hurt!
"You do this, just to watch me???!!!!"
.....
You do!
You do!
.....
Naked!
More than ever in your life!
Pain and lost abandonment!
The breeze ... the course wood ...
Above the earth!
Hanging and floating in horrific painful fight.
Your body!
Your body!
You just want it back!
Life is not yours
It's been taken
You feel everything
Each knuckle, joints and muscles ..
Then ... Nothing ... Everything
It never stops
Feet ... Hands ... Muscles and bones
You just want one second of peace
Every twist ... Every knotting muscle
Never ending!!!
Gasping
Writhing
Knots
Ripping skin
You are more alive than ever before
As you die
Dripping everywhere
Nothing feels right
Sensations confused
No where to hide
They matter little but you see them
Wood ... Air... Ripping pangs of uncontrollable spasms
It's what you wanted
I
Love
You
..............,.'?.....!.....
Sleeping ...
I will dream
Waking I will
Wonder
Mornings light
I will sip fresh water and watch your last moments
Kiss your toes
I hated your toes
And simply walk away
As you wanted.
Good bye my love!
But what of me?
This day?
I walk away.
Many times and in the sun away from everyone.
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