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Honestly!

What would it really feel like?


.............................................

Taken!
Condemned!
Flogged or worse!
And of course, raped!

Then naked in front of the world.

Stumbling to your final hours.

You've seen so many go before you.

Now! The sun is rising for you.

The morning breeze is on your sweating skin.

Your breasts exposed and nipples pronounced.

Your legs spread wide under the weight of the beam.

And there before you ... the sight of others being raised.

Screaming ... the sounds of driving hammers!

And you are just steps away from your last.

The beam lifted from your shoulders and tossed at the base of your stipe.

Hands ... So many hands! They grip your arms ... Shoulders and wrists and elbow!

Your head centered on the beam. Your body in the gravel and dust.

A fingertip presses hard at your wrist ... probing. Followed by a spike breaking your skin as its pressed in place.

You flinch just before it is slammed through your tender wrist and into the wood below. Sending a brain numbing fire throughout your convulsing body.

And then, again!

But with a growing terror and yet almost an excepting surrender.

Your hands throb ... Your arms twitch ... sending shockwaves through every nerve.

You lay there as they joke and laugh.

It seems like forever but you know it will only be seconds and you fear their attention.

Then your head drops suddenly to the ground and the pull on your arms signifies it is happening.

NOWHERE!!
NO!! NO!! NO!!

Sliding ... burning ... tugging ...

Higher and higher

Standing for a moment before you loose everything

It's lost!!!

The thud

You are

No no no no

"I see them but I don't care !!!

Your head aches

Not from pain

"What more can I take?"

Hanging screaming .. and they let you.

It's all about taking and then giving a little bit back.

Then your feet are roped tight

Knees bent

You look down but cannot see

More hands and fingers touching

Then the point

Nothingness

Lost

You can't control anything

Flashing lights

That sinking feeling

All at once

Your skin on fire

Heart pounding

And the wind ...
So chilling

Your nipples so hard ... they hurt!

"You do this, just to watch me???!!!!"

.....



You do!

You do!

.....




Naked!

More than ever in your life!

Pain and lost abandonment!

The breeze ... the course wood ...

Above the earth!

Hanging and floating in horrific painful fight.

Your body!

Your body!

You just want it back!

Life is not yours

It's been taken

You feel everything

Each knuckle, joints and muscles ..

Then ... Nothing ... Everything

It never stops

Feet ... Hands ... Muscles and bones

You just want one second of peace

Every twist ... Every knotting muscle

Never ending!!!

Gasping

Writhing

Knots

Ripping skin

You are more alive than ever before

As you die

Dripping everywhere

Nothing feels right

Sensations confused

No where to hide

They matter little but you see them

Wood ... Air... Ripping pangs of uncontrollable spasms

It's what you wanted

I

Love

You

..............,.'?.....!.....


Sleeping ...
I will dream
Waking I will
Wonder

Mornings light
I will sip fresh water and watch your last moments

Kiss your toes

I hated your toes

And simply walk away

As you wanted.

Good bye my love!

But what of me?

This day?

I walk away.


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Many times and in the sun away from everyone.
 
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Exquisitely done....a perfect imaginative description of being cruxed ... the thoughts and emotions, the suffering, and the honest truth on the morning after ....

Untitled25awBlood.png Such an image ... unforgettable expression of wistfulness

A classic for sure Siss .... :bdsm-heart:
 
Yes, what would it really be like?
Some pieces here really touch the wonder of it.
"What more can I take?"
You take what you must, there is no going back, no turning it down, only endurance.
You are more alive than ever before
Everything screams, every sensation is turned up to the maximum.
And you know this is it, these are your last sensations, as you knew you were
just steps away from your last.
Drink it all in, this is all there is now.
Drink it all in and make the most of it, oblivion comes.
 
Yes, what would it really be like?
Some pieces here really touch the wonder of it.
"What more can I take?"
You take what you must, there is no going back, no turning it down, only endurance.
You are more alive than ever before
Everything screams, every sensation is turned up to the maximum.
And you know this is it, these are your last sensations, as you knew you were
just steps away from your last.
Drink it all in, this is all there is now.
Drink it all in and make the most of it, oblivion comes.

A bit over the top for Broadway but noted.

:D
 
Honestly!

What would it really feel like?


.............................................

Taken!
Condemned!
Flogged or worse!
And of course, raped!

Then naked in front of the world.

Stumbling to your final hours.

You've seen so many go before you.

Now! The sun is rising for you.

The morning breeze is on your sweating skin.

Your breasts exposed and nipples pronounced.

Your legs spread wide under the weight of the beam.

And there before you ... the sight of others being raised.

Screaming ... the sounds of driving hammers!

And you are just steps away from your last.

The beam lifted from your shoulders and tossed at the base of your stipe.

Hands ... So many hands! They grip your arms ... Shoulders and wrists and elbow!

Your head centered on the beam. Your body in the gravel and dust.

A fingertip presses hard at your wrist ... probing. Followed by a spike breaking your skin as its pressed in place.

You flinch just before it is slammed through your tender wrist and into the wood below. Sending a brain numbing fire throughout your convulsing body.

And then, again!

But with a growing terror and yet almost an excepting surrender.

Your hands throb ... Your arms twitch ... sending shockwaves through every nerve.

You lay there as they joke and laugh.

It seems like forever but you know it will only be seconds and you fear their attention.

Then your head drops suddenly to the ground and the pull on your arms signifies it is happening.

NOWHERE!!
NO!! NO!! NO!!

Sliding ... burning ... tugging ...

Higher and higher

Standing for a moment before you loose everything

It's lost!!!

The thud

You are

No no no no

"I see them but I don't care !!!

Your head aches

Not from pain

"What more can I take?"

Hanging screaming .. and they let you.

It's all about taking and then giving a little bit back.

Then your feet are roped tight

Knees bent

You look down but cannot see

More hands and fingers touching

Then the point

Nothingness

Lost

You can't control anything

Flashing lights

That sinking feeling

All at once

Your skin on fire

Heart pounding

And the wind ...
So chilling

Your nipples so hard ... they hurt!

"You do this, just to watch me???!!!!"

.....



You do!

You do!

.....




Naked!

More than ever in your life!

Pain and lost abandonment!

The breeze ... the course wood ...

Above the earth!

Hanging and floating in horrific painful fight.

Your body!

Your body!

You just want it back!

Life is not yours

It's been taken

You feel everything

Each knuckle, joints and muscles ..

Then ... Nothing ... Everything

It never stops

Feet ... Hands ... Muscles and bones

You just want one second of peace

Every twist ... Every knotting muscle

Never ending!!!

Gasping

Writhing

Knots

Ripping skin

You are more alive than ever before

As you die

Dripping everywhere

Nothing feels right

Sensations confused

No where to hide

They matter little but you see them

Wood ... Air... Ripping pangs of uncontrollable spasms

It's what you wanted

I

Love

You

..............,.'?.....!.....


Sleeping ...
I will dream
Waking I will
Wonder

Mornings light
I will sip fresh water and watch your last moments

Kiss your toes

I hated your toes

And simply walk away

As you wanted.

Good bye my love!

But what of me?

This day?

I walk away.


View attachment 354764

Many times and in the sun away from everyone.
that is simply beautiful . it makes you think an feel the pain an agony you are going thru. you are beautiful hanging there for our pleasuree as we watch you suffer. an yet we know an feel your pain an feel bad.
 
I have to say ...

this was in my head for a little while ...

J's Sabina ...

everything

I just wanted to try it.

thanx for all your likes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
Honestly!

What would it really feel like?


.............................................

Taken!
Condemned!
Flogged or worse!
And of course, raped!

Then naked in front of the world.

Stumbling to your final hours.

You've seen so many go before you.

Now! The sun is rising for you.

The morning breeze is on your sweating skin.

Your breasts exposed and nipples pronounced.

Your legs spread wide under the weight of the beam.

And there before you ... the sight of others being raised.

Screaming ... the sounds of driving hammers!

And you are just steps away from your last.

The beam lifted from your shoulders and tossed at the base of your stipe.

Hands ... So many hands! They grip your arms ... Shoulders and wrists and elbow!

Your head centered on the beam. Your body in the gravel and dust.

A fingertip presses hard at your wrist ... probing. Followed by a spike breaking your skin as its pressed in place.

You flinch just before it is slammed through your tender wrist and into the wood below. Sending a brain numbing fire throughout your convulsing body.

And then, again!

But with a growing terror and yet almost an excepting surrender.

Your hands throb ... Your arms twitch ... sending shockwaves through every nerve.

You lay there as they joke and laugh.

It seems like forever but you know it will only be seconds and you fear their attention.

Then your head drops suddenly to the ground and the pull on your arms signifies it is happening.

NOWHERE!!
NO!! NO!! NO!!

Sliding ... burning ... tugging ...

Higher and higher

Standing for a moment before you loose everything

It's lost!!!

The thud

You are

No no no no

"I see them but I don't care !!!

Your head aches

Not from pain

"What more can I take?"

Hanging screaming .. and they let you.

It's all about taking and then giving a little bit back.

Then your feet are roped tight

Knees bent

You look down but cannot see

More hands and fingers touching

Then the point

Nothingness

Lost

You can't control anything

Flashing lights

That sinking feeling

All at once

Your skin on fire

Heart pounding

And the wind ...
So chilling

Your nipples so hard ... they hurt!

"You do this, just to watch me???!!!!"

.....



You do!

You do!

.....




Naked!

More than ever in your life!

Pain and lost abandonment!

The breeze ... the course wood ...

Above the earth!

Hanging and floating in horrific painful fight.

Your body!

Your body!

You just want it back!

Life is not yours

It's been taken

You feel everything

Each knuckle, joints and muscles ..

Then ... Nothing ... Everything

It never stops

Feet ... Hands ... Muscles and bones

You just want one second of peace

Every twist ... Every knotting muscle

Never ending!!!

Gasping

Writhing

Knots

Ripping skin

You are more alive than ever before

As you die

Dripping everywhere

Nothing feels right

Sensations confused

No where to hide

They matter little but you see them

Wood ... Air... Ripping pangs of uncontrollable spasms

It's what you wanted

I

Love

You

..............,.'?.....!.....


Sleeping ...
I will dream
Waking I will
Wonder

Mornings light
I will sip fresh water and watch your last moments

Kiss your toes

I hated your toes

And simply walk away

As you wanted.

Good bye my love!

But what of me?

This day?

I walk away.


View attachment 354764

Many times and in the sun away from everyone.

Words.

Just - words on a screen.

How do you use words on a screen to transport me to my darkest heaven?

Siss knows.

:bdsm-heart:
 
Honestly!

What would it really feel like?

.............................................

Taken!
Condemned!
Flogged or worse!
And of course, raped!

Then naked in front of the world.

Stumbling to your final hours.

You've seen so many go before you.

Now! The sun is rising for you.

The morning breeze is on your sweating skin.

Your breasts exposed and nipples pronounced.

Your legs spread wide under the weight of the beam.

And there before you ... the sight of others being raised.

Screaming ... the sounds of driving hammers!

And you are just steps away from your last.

The beam lifted from your shoulders and tossed at the base of your stipe.

Hands ... So many hands! They grip your arms ... Shoulders and wrists and elbow!

Your head centered on the beam. Your body in the gravel and dust.

A fingertip presses hard at your wrist ... probing. Followed by a spike breaking your skin as its pressed in place.

You flinch just before it is slammed through your tender wrist and into the wood below. Sending a brain numbing fire throughout your convulsing body.

And then, again!

But with a growing terror and yet almost an excepting surrender.

Your hands throb ... Your arms twitch ... sending shockwaves through every nerve.

You lay there as they joke and laugh.

It seems like forever but you know it will only be seconds and you fear their attention.

Then your head drops suddenly to the ground and the pull on your arms signifies it is happening.

NOWHERE!!
NO!! NO!! NO!!

Sliding ... burning ... tugging ...

Higher and higher

Standing for a moment before you loose everything

It's lost!!!

The thud

You are

No no no no

"I see them but I don't care !!!

Your head aches

Not from pain

"What more can I take?"

Hanging screaming .. and they let you.

It's all about taking and then giving a little bit back.

Then your feet are roped tight

Knees bent

You look down but cannot see

More hands and fingers touching

Then the point

Nothingness

Lost

You can't control anything

Flashing lights

That sinking feeling

All at once

Your skin on fire

Heart pounding

And the wind ...
So chilling

Your nipples so hard ... they hurt!

"You do this, just to watch me???!!!!"

.....



You do!

You do!

.....




Naked!

More than ever in your life!

Pain and lost abandonment!

The breeze ... the course wood ...

Above the earth!

Hanging and floating in horrific painful fight.

Your body!

Your body!

You just want it back!

Life is not yours

It's been taken

You feel everything

Each knuckle, joints and muscles ..

Then ... Nothing ... Everything

It never stops

Feet ... Hands ... Muscles and bones

You just want one second of peace

Every twist ... Every knotting muscle

Never ending!!!

Gasping

Writhing

Knots

Ripping skin

You are more alive than ever before

As you die

Dripping everywhere

Nothing feels right

Sensations confused

No where to hide

They matter little but you see them

Wood ... Air... Ripping pangs of uncontrollable spasms

It's what you wanted

I

Love

You

..............,.'?.....!.....


Sleeping ...
I will dream
Waking I will
Wonder

Mornings light
I will sip fresh water and watch your last moments

Kiss your toes

I hated your toes

And simply walk away

As you wanted.

Good bye my love!

But what of me?

This day?

I walk away.



View attachment 354764

Many times and in the sun away from everyone.

I love this! Intense. Beautiful!
 
Exquisitely done....a perfect imaginative description of being cruxed ... the thoughts and emotions, the suffering, and the honest truth on the morning after ....

View attachment 354763 Such an image ... unforgettable expression of wistfulness

A classic for sure Siss .... :bdsm-heart:
I always thought that your reviews a bit over the top, Barb!

But I will take them, anyway!
;)
 
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