Xirix7
Executioner
Hello.
Thank you Dorothy and Sharkman for making this an entertaining thread.
Dorothy, I have never classified myself as a cuck and do not believe I have that profile. Not that I'm against it, per se. It just doesn't seem to be how I'm wired. But, in fairness, some guys on forums have said to me I AM def. a cuck, because I fall into specific categories. Hmm.
Because you and Shark have been good enough to elucidate this concept of mine (My wife cruxed and sexually abused as part of it), I will give you some of my more detailed thoughts related to this concept.
Before I met my wife, I had a gf who got me turned on by the idea of my being sexually humiliated, and her being sexually humiliated. I did not come to it naturally. I was a "normal" guy, who - while not being a man's man - did have a strong male psyche. I played baseball at SDSU and rode motocross. Felicia (Lisa) was from Mexico and had lived in San Diego since she was 5. For some reason, she was turned on by her own humiliation, and we explored her humiliation way before we explored mine. Our early humiliations were based on voyeurism, where she pretended not to be aware that she was being spied on by other males. She had this fetish before she met me. Sort of a Humiliated Nude Female version of ENF, but where she is voyeured. I could discuss the aspects of my own humiliation that do not border on crux oriented fantasy role play, but I will instead focus on how Lisa messed with me that bordered on the kinds of things that are violent or dangerous. She liked knife play and would put it against my cock and balls and threaten castration. She thought this the most humiliating role play for a male to have to deal with, and his being told he wasn't hung. She really enjoyed humiliating me and threatening to cut off my manhood. She tied me down, but we did not play any crux oriented bondage. We did not think along those lines. But she definitely "forced me to strip naked" as part of our foreplay.
FF to my marriage. My wife, Gina, no nickname, LOL, came with a rape fetish. She did not incorporate humiliaiton with rape. In fact, Gina does not understand humiliation as a sexual turn on concept. Her being turned on by her own rape is fantasy based, and a guy TAKING the most intimate thing from her, but not as a form of humiliation, but as a form of force. We have been married 4 years now and during the early part of our relationship we played a few times with other couples. Yes, I did enjoy seeing her with other men, but not as a cuck. Also, I was with his gf at the same time, so there was that. It's pretty complex.
Why am I turned on by my wife's crucifixion and rape, or the reverse?
I will address that in my next installment.
Tom
Thank you Dorothy and Sharkman for making this an entertaining thread.
Dorothy, I have never classified myself as a cuck and do not believe I have that profile. Not that I'm against it, per se. It just doesn't seem to be how I'm wired. But, in fairness, some guys on forums have said to me I AM def. a cuck, because I fall into specific categories. Hmm.
Because you and Shark have been good enough to elucidate this concept of mine (My wife cruxed and sexually abused as part of it), I will give you some of my more detailed thoughts related to this concept.
Before I met my wife, I had a gf who got me turned on by the idea of my being sexually humiliated, and her being sexually humiliated. I did not come to it naturally. I was a "normal" guy, who - while not being a man's man - did have a strong male psyche. I played baseball at SDSU and rode motocross. Felicia (Lisa) was from Mexico and had lived in San Diego since she was 5. For some reason, she was turned on by her own humiliation, and we explored her humiliation way before we explored mine. Our early humiliations were based on voyeurism, where she pretended not to be aware that she was being spied on by other males. She had this fetish before she met me. Sort of a Humiliated Nude Female version of ENF, but where she is voyeured. I could discuss the aspects of my own humiliation that do not border on crux oriented fantasy role play, but I will instead focus on how Lisa messed with me that bordered on the kinds of things that are violent or dangerous. She liked knife play and would put it against my cock and balls and threaten castration. She thought this the most humiliating role play for a male to have to deal with, and his being told he wasn't hung. She really enjoyed humiliating me and threatening to cut off my manhood. She tied me down, but we did not play any crux oriented bondage. We did not think along those lines. But she definitely "forced me to strip naked" as part of our foreplay.
FF to my marriage. My wife, Gina, no nickname, LOL, came with a rape fetish. She did not incorporate humiliaiton with rape. In fact, Gina does not understand humiliation as a sexual turn on concept. Her being turned on by her own rape is fantasy based, and a guy TAKING the most intimate thing from her, but not as a form of humiliation, but as a form of force. We have been married 4 years now and during the early part of our relationship we played a few times with other couples. Yes, I did enjoy seeing her with other men, but not as a cuck. Also, I was with his gf at the same time, so there was that. It's pretty complex.
Why am I turned on by my wife's crucifixion and rape, or the reverse?
I will address that in my next installment.
Tom
