dismasdolben
Magistrate
Hola, Senor. Based on the comment above, I think we have a lot in common. I am planning to come to Madrid in June. Perhaps we could meet up and crucify each other?I also experienced when I was growing an excitement during the movies on the passion of Christ that I saw every holy week. I was also excited by the engravings of the passion of the Stations of the Cross in some churches. The almost naked body of Christ whipped with an expression of pain excited me tremendously as well as that of the Roman soldiers who whipped him. When I was home alone he would strip me naked and whip myself with ropes or a belt. This is how I got my first erections. I am convinced that it was my imagination that excited me more than the pain itself. I have to admit anyway that I also experienced how pain turned into pleasure. I think this was a matter of resistance.