Well, I think, as a general rule, that a pretty man or woman deserves to be kept entertained waiting for their crucifixion.
I would encourage you to masturbate and cum a lot, showing your pleasure to me and the other executioners without shame or regret.
We would talk about your dreams, aspirations, and, why not, sexual fantasies.
I would tell you how sensual you will be, all stretched bare for all to see and nailed with your arms over your head.
Once crucified I will torture you in your nipples, belly, and genitals, so I would give you some taste of what you will endure on your cross, dying, if you would allow me: otherwise I'll just wait to nail you and, once crucified, I will impose those torments to you anyway.
I would treat you with outmost respect and kindness though, always remembering that you're not a piace of meat to be used but a pretty human being. This makes the idea of torturing and executing you so much more entertaining to me, like crushing something beautiful and unique, obliterating it forever but also, at the same time, giving him/her a unique experience.