dirtyfeetslave
Spectator
the last day my feet would walk on the ground has always been on my mind. i honestly could not stop thinking about my barefeet..how smelly and filthy they are just the same as every condemned man that has been nailed to the cross.
my fantasy is a real life humiliating dream of being nailes to the cross with jesus. how important he is and that i am one of the men who deserved to be nailed to the cross.
as the guards are laying a cross beam over mine and the other condemned mans shoulders they hold pur arms apart and tie rope around them. jesus is being whipped. his back and bottoms of his barefeet are right infront of my eyes. after being whipped jesus is pulled away from the guards who whipped him and a cross beam is on top of his shoulders now and holding his arms apart. carrying the cross beam to our crucifixion site attracts so many eyes that enjoy looking at us up close and think about how they are so close to watching us get nailed to our cross that is ready and prepared for us. i feel like the cross beam is humiliating but i am honestly more nervous and humiliated of how the beam we are carrying is just to keep our arms helpless enough until we arrive at the crosses.
i saw the bottoms of Jesus's feet as he was being whipped and i see them as he is infront of me with guards beside him. i am nervous right now because all eyes can see our dirty barefeet. being kept barefoot during every torturing and humiliating moment helps remind us of how much more nervous we should feel.
the whole walk jesus and the other condemned man and i are wearing nothing except the loincloth wrapped around our genitals.
we arrive at our crosses and my loincloth is unwrapped then my body has 3 strong men forcing my body against my cross. one holds both of my feet and one holding each arm apart. two more guards start to tie the rope around my arms.
i know the guard at my feet is used to it but i feel beyond humiliated about the fact my feet stink so bad and the bottoms are so dirty for so many eyes to look at before i am nailed to my cross
my fantasy is a real life humiliating dream of being nailes to the cross with jesus. how important he is and that i am one of the men who deserved to be nailed to the cross.
as the guards are laying a cross beam over mine and the other condemned mans shoulders they hold pur arms apart and tie rope around them. jesus is being whipped. his back and bottoms of his barefeet are right infront of my eyes. after being whipped jesus is pulled away from the guards who whipped him and a cross beam is on top of his shoulders now and holding his arms apart. carrying the cross beam to our crucifixion site attracts so many eyes that enjoy looking at us up close and think about how they are so close to watching us get nailed to our cross that is ready and prepared for us. i feel like the cross beam is humiliating but i am honestly more nervous and humiliated of how the beam we are carrying is just to keep our arms helpless enough until we arrive at the crosses.
i saw the bottoms of Jesus's feet as he was being whipped and i see them as he is infront of me with guards beside him. i am nervous right now because all eyes can see our dirty barefeet. being kept barefoot during every torturing and humiliating moment helps remind us of how much more nervous we should feel.
the whole walk jesus and the other condemned man and i are wearing nothing except the loincloth wrapped around our genitals.
we arrive at our crosses and my loincloth is unwrapped then my body has 3 strong men forcing my body against my cross. one holds both of my feet and one holding each arm apart. two more guards start to tie the rope around my arms.
i know the guard at my feet is used to it but i feel beyond humiliated about the fact my feet stink so bad and the bottoms are so dirty for so many eyes to look at before i am nailed to my cross
