Part 25:
At first, on that distant night in Amunia, when Rego had informed her that she must be nailed to a cross and exhibited in Rome, Kirana had promised herself she would not scream when they drove the nails through her. Then, when she was flogged in the square, she had been unable to suppress all of her cries as the whips cracked across her bare back. She had determined then that if she cried out, she could not lose her composure - no uncontrolled blabbering or unrestrained, incoherent screams.
Then she had watched Lemuel roar and convulse like a wild beast in its death throes as he was nailed to his cross, and she had lost all the confidence she had once had in herself to be able to keep her head when the hammer came down and the nail point plunged into her wrist. Now she was just scared, hoping she could somehow keep herself from being reduced to a pathetic, screaming animal. How much pain is there in the world? How badly could they hurt her? Was there a limit?
Thus as Brutus brought the hammer down for the first blow, Kirana held a deep breath, arching her back in anticipation, clenching her teeth and lips together to stifle the scream she knew would surge through her naked body as he struck.
The hammer fell in the dust just above Kirana's arm, missing the nail. She gasped and let out a half-hearted cry, stopping herself as she realized the pain was not coming. Brutus grinned, and his men laughed.
"What's wrong, Princess?" he asked in mock surprise. She was breathing very hard now, and he made no effort to disguise his lecherous gaze at her rising and falling breasts, her sunken belly, and her shapely hips, displayed nicely as she kept her legs pressed together. She couldn't tell for sure, but she suspected (and the hot blood of embarrassment ran to her head) that he could also see some of her vulva between her thighs. She didn't want to raise her thighs too high for fear the crowd would see her vagina from below. What strange and humiliating choices! She could hardly believe she had to think of such things. How far she had fallen from her palace in Amunia!
She glared at Brutus. It was all she could do - the only weapon she had left to deter him from looking at her body as she lay there naked. They were all looking at her. She lay there on the ground, arms spread out on her cross, ready to be nailed, and the five of them towered over her. She was defenseless and humiliated. She knew it was irrational, but she was also suddenly impatient to have the nails driven in so that she could be raised on her cross and not have to look up helplessly at these men.
Rego broke in to end the stasis. "Brutus," he said, "Nail her to the beam." Kirana had never thought she could be grateful to hear that order. Brutus smiled an enigmatic, disturbing smile at Rego, then proceeded. He set the point of the nail to her wrist again, then paused to look at the woman he was about to kill.
"This is going to hurt SO MUCH," he said, as if inviting her to enjoy the idea as much as he did. Her eyes had lost their impassive facade, and now showed a mix of fear and hatred. Her lips were trembling now.
The hammer went up, and her eyes grew wide as she watched it come down.
Clink! Such a small sound for so violent an action, as the hammer met the nailhead. Kirana's head shot forward, her eyes and mouth gaping with disbelief at the pain. Her cry, though breathy with shock, was loud and long and garbled, exploding from the deepest places of her body. It was followed by short, panting cries that she failed to reduce to whimpers. She could never have described this kind of pain. It was beyond her comprehension, even as she felt it. She was ready to die.
But it was not over. Brutus laughed, enjoying her desperation, then raised the hammer again.
"No - please - wait...!" she could barely speak, she was panting so hard, and immediately she rebuked herself. It was beneath her to beg these Roman murderers for mercy.
Clink! The tapered spike sunk into the wood, widening the hole through her wrist. This time she arched her back and her head went back, thrashing in agony, eyes clenched, hoarse screams being wrenched from her gut.
Again - clink! Wider, and more painful. She forgot her modesty for a moment and her legs came apart as they writhed.
And again - this time the nailhead had been pounded almost into her flesh. Her left wrist was nailed.
Brutus moved to the right. Kirana stared through her blurry tears at the nail pegging her wrist to the wood. Blood oozed from it, but did not flow freely as she had expected. She concentrated, trying to understand: her hand would never again leave this position. It was united with the beam.
"Oh Princess..." Brutus sang, "You might want to see this..."
Kirana turned her head in time to see him set the next nail against her right wrist. She looked above her, where Rego knelt, watching her suffer.
"Rego..." she moaned, imploring him with her eyes. Rego's face was grave.
Clink! And Kirana's scream, only slightly weaker now, and more hoarse.
Again, and again, Brutus pounded the nail through her and into the beam. Kirana vomited, catching Brutus a little. The nail was secure in the wood by now, though not yet sunken as far as the one on the left.
"Oh, you think that's funny?" said Brutus. His anger was almost more bearable than his usual smirks and grins. Kirana glared with fatigued eyes. Brutus rose an took a step toward the crowd, then swung the hammer in a huge, powerful arch to slam into the princess's exposed crotch. She let out a weak yelp, then moaned, closing her eyes and rolling her head, trying to forget this world of horror that so assaulted her senses.
Brutus returned and brought down a last savage blow to the spike in her wrist, driving it home. She screamed. She could tell she was losing control of herself.
Brutus bent down to be right in her face. "Yupar will die for that."
(To be continued...)