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I awoke this morning with fear. Master has explained to me why I should be crucified but until now has omitted the graphic details. He explained to me this morning that the cross beam on my cross is a separate unit and that I will have to carry this heavy piece of timber on my shoulders for half a mile to the crucifixion site. I am not a large man - 5'9" and around 150 lbs. and don't know if I will be that strong. In my year of servitude to Master he has not allowed me any clothing and I have grown accustomed to being naked in his presence. Now Master has explained to me that I will be naked for the duration of all aspects of my crucifixion, a 3 day ordeal and that there will be invited guests, especially chosen by him. While I want so much to please Master I now wonder how I can maintain what is left of my dignity and suffer any physical pain and humiliation with grace.
 
I have had an inspiration as to the first phase of my slave Richard's crucifixion. He will be hung by his skinny wrists from a specially-built hanging post with his feet 6 inches off the ground and I will broadcast his crime. For the most part he has been a good slave, minding his master and eager to please, but only a few months into his servitude he came on my leather pants while being spanked across my lap. He was punished at the time, but I have always felt he required a true public punishment and, for this uncontrolled emission he shall be punished. He shall be displayed naked and then confess, in a loud voice, for all to hear, the crime and beg for mercy. Of course there will be no mercy. I have determined to fashion a new ball gag out of the soiled leather breeches and secure it in the slave's mouth to render him mute during the elaborate punishments I have designed leading up to his crucifixion. I will be watching him closely to see how he reacts when he reads this after finishing his household chores.
 
I awoke this morning with fear. Master has explained to me why I should be crucified but until now has omitted the graphic details. He explained to me this morning that the cross beam on my cross is a separate unit and that I will have to carry this heavy piece of timber on my shoulders for half a mile to the crucifixion site. I am not a large man - 5'9" and around 150 lbs. and don't know if I will be that strong. In my year of servitude to Master he has not allowed me any clothing and I have grown accustomed to being naked in his presence. Now Master has explained to me that I will be naked for the duration of all aspects of my crucifixion, a 3 day ordeal and that there will be invited guests, especially chosen by him. While I want so much to please Master I now wonder how I can maintain what is left of my dignity and suffer any physical pain and humiliation with grace.

Richard, this captures the essence of a crucifixion very effectively in a few sentences. The physical, the psychological, the emotional, the anticipation.
Well done
 
Richard, this captures the essence of a crucifixion very effectively in a few sentences. The physical, the psychological, the emotional, the anticipation.
Well done

Phlebas, slave Richard speaks well of you and I shall direct him to read your kind words when he wakes up tomorrow morning. He is fast asleep now and exhausted from his labors today.
 
Very nice :)
I had my first dream of crucifixion while I slept last night and it was quite vivid. I thought I should describe it while it is still fresh in my memory this morning. I was standing, legs shaking, with the heavy cross beam across my shoulders. The cross support was lying on the ground, with the sedile fixed to it jutting at a 45 degree angle. Suddenly I was pulled roughly from behind by the beam and dragged over to the support, lying on my back now. First the cross beam was secured to the main cross beam and then my arms were stretched as far as they could be and my wrists tied securely with rope. My legs were then spread wide and I was fitted snugly on the sedile or cornu. Lastly ropes were tied tight around my ankles and my legs were pulled back, up and behind the cross, leaving me in a pitiful and obscene display. The last part of my dream was the lifting of the cross with me upon it as faceless men carried it to it's place on the hill. I awoke in a cold sweat and highly aroused.
 
I had my first dream of crucifixion while I slept last night and it was quite vivid. I thought I should describe it while it is still fresh in my memory this morning. I was standing, legs shaking, with the heavy cross beam across my shoulders. The cross support was lying on the ground, with the sedile fixed to it jutting at a 45 degree angle. Suddenly I was pulled roughly from behind by the beam and dragged over to the support, lying on my back now. First the cross beam was secured to the main cross beam and then my arms were stretched as far as they could be and my wrists tied securely with rope. My legs were then spread wide and I was fitted snugly on the sedile or cornu. Lastly ropes were tied tight around my ankles and my legs were pulled back, up and behind the cross, leaving me in a pitiful and obscene display. The last part of my dream was the lifting of the cross with me upon it as faceless men carried it to it's place on the hill. I awoke in a cold sweat and highly aroused.

Great that you wrote this right away.. I was getting hard reading it :)
 
Thank you, Phlebas, for what you have said. I find the anticipation both unnerving and exhilirating.
Tomorrow, New Year's Day, begins the countdown to my crucifixion on March 20th. I get a funny feeling all over when I think about my actual crucifixion, as this is new territory for me. I envision it as a sublime and delicious torment for my body and an emotionally cleansing and freeing experience for my mind. I prepare myself, in little and big ways each day.
 
Some simple but nice pics from a movie, see file name
 

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Welcome, William. There is male crux here, and discussion of experiences, you just have to look for it :)
Nikbon, I couldn't see the pic you link to

Here's a little set from a past Burning Man, a surprisingly good source of crux pics
 

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