It is dawn on what they call ‘market day’. I am led from my cell and outside where I am handed my cross. Any thought of covering my body is chased from my head by the weight of the cross.
My naked body is only to draw crowds. Do not think I am any less aware of my nude body. The spectators certainly haven’t forgotten I am bare. The cross probably isn’t that heavy but I have lived a sheltered life. My last hours on earth will not be so easy. I have never carried anything this size or weight in my life. And I am stark naked. The stone road tears at my feet with every step. The mob hurls insults they would never have dared if I was back at home. They also throw things at me that smell worse than dirt… a lot worse!
They either love Arbor or really hate me. Either way I am carrying a cross naked before them. There is no effort to protect me from the scum thrown at me.
I am scoffed at when I fall and the guards only efforts are to get me back on feet. I think my crucifixion is more important than anything happening to me now. I arrive at the Mound of Death. I have never heard of such a place but am about to become very intimate with it. This is where I am to die.
The cross is laid on the ground and I upon it. Strong hands stretch my arms over the wood. Tree shows no emotion as he drives the first spike through my left wrist. I howl like a wounded animal as he shifts to my right wrist. I don’t notice him press the spike against my arm. I do notice when he drives the spike through my wrist.
I don’t notice when my feet are folded over the stipe. I don’t think I notice when he swings his hammer. I do know when the spike tears through bones of my feet. I am crucified!
I am nailed to two pieces of wood. I cannot move more than the spikes allow. Crap fills the cleft of my ass and I can do nothing about it. I am the cross’ prisoner!
Move??? I don’t think so. I feel the shanks of the spikes between my bones. There are people surrounding me yet I don’t see them. I know only pain and the cross and spikes are sure that is all I know. There could be a hundred people around me or just a fly. It matters not- I am prisoner of the cross!
-Amanda
Amanda is where she has never been outside her dreams. She feels the cross lift and knows whatever torment and humiliation she has felt was about to be eclipsed by being raised.
This is me… Amanda.
I did my best.
I refused to wed whatever his name is. I gave up my royalty for this. I am nailed naked to a cross and all the crowd approves. My body leaks as it is raised. Piss flows from my loins and shit purges from my ass.
I am a crucified dog… what could be worse?
-Amanda
I can think of worse things… Give me time…
Tree
My naked body is only to draw crowds. Do not think I am any less aware of my nude body. The spectators certainly haven’t forgotten I am bare. The cross probably isn’t that heavy but I have lived a sheltered life. My last hours on earth will not be so easy. I have never carried anything this size or weight in my life. And I am stark naked. The stone road tears at my feet with every step. The mob hurls insults they would never have dared if I was back at home. They also throw things at me that smell worse than dirt… a lot worse!
They either love Arbor or really hate me. Either way I am carrying a cross naked before them. There is no effort to protect me from the scum thrown at me.
I am scoffed at when I fall and the guards only efforts are to get me back on feet. I think my crucifixion is more important than anything happening to me now. I arrive at the Mound of Death. I have never heard of such a place but am about to become very intimate with it. This is where I am to die.
The cross is laid on the ground and I upon it. Strong hands stretch my arms over the wood. Tree shows no emotion as he drives the first spike through my left wrist. I howl like a wounded animal as he shifts to my right wrist. I don’t notice him press the spike against my arm. I do notice when he drives the spike through my wrist.
I don’t notice when my feet are folded over the stipe. I don’t think I notice when he swings his hammer. I do know when the spike tears through bones of my feet. I am crucified!
I am nailed to two pieces of wood. I cannot move more than the spikes allow. Crap fills the cleft of my ass and I can do nothing about it. I am the cross’ prisoner!
Move??? I don’t think so. I feel the shanks of the spikes between my bones. There are people surrounding me yet I don’t see them. I know only pain and the cross and spikes are sure that is all I know. There could be a hundred people around me or just a fly. It matters not- I am prisoner of the cross!
-Amanda
Amanda is where she has never been outside her dreams. She feels the cross lift and knows whatever torment and humiliation she has felt was about to be eclipsed by being raised.
This is me… Amanda.
I did my best.
I refused to wed whatever his name is. I gave up my royalty for this. I am nailed naked to a cross and all the crowd approves. My body leaks as it is raised. Piss flows from my loins and shit purges from my ass.
I am a crucified dog… what could be worse?
-Amanda
I can think of worse things… Give me time…
Tree