That is the rough fate of the crucified people ...
How could we end up like this?
........ the woman that was whipped when we entered the atrium was made to climb up a ladder, and her arms were tied to the back of the crossbeam. The soldiers just got done fastening her legs to the upright and hammering the titulus above her head. Her name is Daniela, she’s a slave. She must have heard some of our accusation, now bitching at us from her cross..........
Daniela is crucified during the arrival of Andrea and Cire at the execution site. She has nothing better to do than to insult and yell the arriving criminals. I try to understand how she is looking at the scene from her perspective. MS gave us a good idea........Good question. What happens when the main spectacle is over?
There's so much drama and interest as the victims are marched to the execution site.
Oh yes! They are lovely women and the crowd approves! Lots of spectators, both male and female, want to see this.
Horrible to think about . . . yet, in a way, so horribly exciting to fantasize!
They are all looking up at you, after all!But that is always for a while only.
May it be a cramp, the fact that I have to get up for air, the laughter from the crowd or the insultings from the others crucified with me, bring me merciless back to reality then.
In this reality every dignity has been taken away from me, and I'm fully aware. It's amazing that it doesn't feel completely wrong.
While I look into the faces, the strange mix of helplessness, lust, pain, shame has an effect on the one hand disturbing, but also triggers acceptance for the situation with me........
The idea of seeing through the eyes of a crucified man has been bothering people for a while:
.....I can hear a spectator say. One could think so. But in reality here on the cross, I'm often forced to look at myself with my head hanging down. I even find it hard to keep my eyes open.They are all looking up at you, after all!
The laughter and the screaming is so loud. I can pick up only fragments of conversations from the crowd. Words from people that don't care, that don't have any pity. The guards have allowed the crowd to wonder amongst the executed. To me it feels like I'm a piece of meat in a butcher store, that is exhibited for the customers. Some of them assume that we are all criminals. They have to do nothing, but to read the Titulus above the heads of the crucified to actually clarify the matter.Keep pushing! And you too Daniela! Move your bodies! It must last endlessly for you two criminals!
Mostly the meat exhibited in a butcher shop is already dead!To me it feels like I'm a piece of meat in a butcher store, that is exhibited for the customers.
It is always difficult to dig into people's heads. What brings people to watch such executions?As I look at the spectators, I notice that many of them don't speak, simply don't break their silence. Are they ashamed of what they see?
You had the chance to defend yourselves in front of the judges.
The verdict is spoken, and you are executed. Whatever you say now, does not matter anymore!
THE CRUCIFIED BAD THIEF CIRE:I would try nothing to say, no mourning and not splash tears; it is my fate for me alone.
Carry on, Daniela, you give us a good show! We love it!"Hell, you are laughing at us because we are helpless and naked in front of you. If it makes you feel better when I tell you that my cunt is running down my legs, what the fuck. Here, watch my dangling down tits. The nipples are hard, so there's got to be something positiv for me to hang in front of you assholes."
Careful! Don't hurt yourself!I can't help it. I start to laugh out loud......