DontLikeSand
Assistant executioner
Hello to every noose lovers! 
I wanted to share some thoughts with you: what I do feel before the gallows or a noose.
First of all, I want it to be clear: this post is NOT a distress call or something, I am perfectly right and this is just a will to share feelings, which could maybe explain my taste for hanging.
Let's just take this picture (I directly linked it, thus it's big and I put it in spoiler):
Actually, this representation of gallows makes me feel... relaxed. I already practiced the noose and everytime it was delightful. I love to have it around the neck and when it asphyxiates me - I somehow like to be unable to breath. Moreover, the crush on the throat is not that painful; on the contrary, it's like being light, as losing consiousness just takes a dozen of seconds.
In other words: I really enjoy to be hanged.
I'm perfectly aware that it's a life-threatening game. Anyway, it explains why I'm so relaxed and good while seeing a gallows. When I see that picture, I actually feel ready to climb on it and to dangle (even more if it entertains people). I would not be afraid at all. Any other execution way would frighten me, but if it's by the gallows, then I'd be... perhaps "pleased" to walk to it. Because death would be sweet with the rope round the neck and the feet in the air. If I ever had to be sentenced to death - what I don't wish tho - and they let me choose how to be executed, then I'd ask for the gallows without any hesitation, and in a short drop.
Again, I'm not thinking about commiting suicide or what. Just... I love the gallows. I love the noose. Their form, they are somehow "beautiful". They really arouse me by themselves, no special need to have a girl under it.
Of course, I love and enjoy hanged women as well. Men are not my fetish although being myself at the end of the rope does something to me (probably because I'm straight). But while it arouses me, I find that women I draw (and those I watch by your works) are lucky to be there, to die this way, no matter if the story tells the contrary. If we were in a game, I'd love to walk on the scaffold and to be dropped, before reloading a save
That's quite paradoxal: they arouse and relax me at the same time. I feel so good by watching this picture, it's so satisfying. If I had to die differently than by natural causes, that would be amazing by swaying.
Yeah, my speech is repetitive: it means it's time for a conclusion. You probably did not read that far, and/or thought "we don't give a damn of your life", and you'd probably be right This was just a will to share my relation with the gallows and the noose, maybe you feel the same thing about it or about crucifixion. But remember: I have good moral, really, and I don't try to tell you a dark message, no help is needed - I wouldn't come on a forum like that if I intended to. I'm perfectly healthy in mind (if we ever can be so on this forum^^).
Have a nice day, and feel free to comment if you're living the same thing. See you soon for a new illustrated story! once the option will be working again
I wanted to share some thoughts with you: what I do feel before the gallows or a noose.
First of all, I want it to be clear: this post is NOT a distress call or something, I am perfectly right and this is just a will to share feelings, which could maybe explain my taste for hanging.
Let's just take this picture (I directly linked it, thus it's big and I put it in spoiler):
Actually, this representation of gallows makes me feel... relaxed. I already practiced the noose and everytime it was delightful. I love to have it around the neck and when it asphyxiates me - I somehow like to be unable to breath. Moreover, the crush on the throat is not that painful; on the contrary, it's like being light, as losing consiousness just takes a dozen of seconds.
In other words: I really enjoy to be hanged.
I'm perfectly aware that it's a life-threatening game. Anyway, it explains why I'm so relaxed and good while seeing a gallows. When I see that picture, I actually feel ready to climb on it and to dangle (even more if it entertains people). I would not be afraid at all. Any other execution way would frighten me, but if it's by the gallows, then I'd be... perhaps "pleased" to walk to it. Because death would be sweet with the rope round the neck and the feet in the air. If I ever had to be sentenced to death - what I don't wish tho - and they let me choose how to be executed, then I'd ask for the gallows without any hesitation, and in a short drop.
Again, I'm not thinking about commiting suicide or what. Just... I love the gallows. I love the noose. Their form, they are somehow "beautiful". They really arouse me by themselves, no special need to have a girl under it.
Of course, I love and enjoy hanged women as well. Men are not my fetish although being myself at the end of the rope does something to me (probably because I'm straight). But while it arouses me, I find that women I draw (and those I watch by your works) are lucky to be there, to die this way, no matter if the story tells the contrary. If we were in a game, I'd love to walk on the scaffold and to be dropped, before reloading a save
That's quite paradoxal: they arouse and relax me at the same time. I feel so good by watching this picture, it's so satisfying. If I had to die differently than by natural causes, that would be amazing by swaying.
Yeah, my speech is repetitive: it means it's time for a conclusion. You probably did not read that far, and/or thought "we don't give a damn of your life", and you'd probably be right
This was just a will to share my relation with the gallows and the noose, maybe you feel the same thing about it or about crucifixion. But remember: I have good moral, really, and I don't try to tell you a dark message, no help is needed - I wouldn't come on a forum like that if I intended to. I'm perfectly healthy in mind (if we ever can be so on this forum^^).Have a nice day, and feel free to comment if you're living the same thing. See you soon for a new illustrated story!
once the option will be working again
