Thanks Melissa, and everyone else!
Back to the story then -
I'll re-run the bit I posted last night,
it got rather lost amongst other stuff,
then read on ...
The room fell silent, I felt all their eyes turned on me. I repeated, now in a hoarse, almost whispering voice, but clearly and precisely, “Do it to me.”
The sergeant nodded to the nearest man, he pulled out the lamp from under my sister and held it up so I was illuminated. Walking over to me, he put the tip of his whip-handle under my chin and lifted it up, so my blue eyes met his dark brown ones, I felt a quiver through my breasts as the leather stroked the skin of my neck.
“You want us to do it to you?”
I lowered my eyes, nodding assent, “Yes, please Sir.”
They’d untied Nastusja, she fell forward off the chair, taking the tin tray with her, still stuck to her bottom with the burning. She shrieked as they pulled it off, her skin still stuck to it, then fell to one side, still jerking violently and retching in pain.
Two men were holding my upper arms now, gripping me as if they thought I was going to change my mind. There was no need, but their firm grip was calming to my spirit as well as to my excited body. I stood quiet, hearing my heart pounding. When they moved, I stepped forward and let them march me to the centre of the floor. There was a strange silence now, almost like a religious ritual, as if they were awe-struck by my astounding demand.
Stood in front of the torture-chair, my sobbing sister on the floor beside me, they let go of my arms. Not a word was spoken, none was needed. I pulled up my nightshirt, off over my head, dropped it to the floor. I paused a moment, flicked back my pigtails, felt them assessing my bare breasts, then bowed and rolled down my knickers, kicked them off.
Naked now, I let them take my arms again and turn me round, stepped back to feel the chair against my legs, sat down. The tin was still fiercely hot, I winced sharply, but let out no sound. It’ll be much worse, I told myself. They drew my arms round the back of the chair, I held them still while they tied me, biting my lip as I felt the barbed-wire bite me. I sat well back in the chair, spine straight, shoulders pulled back, conscious of the way my breasts were lifted up by this bondage. My waist next, then I parted my knees, positioned my feet, so those could be bound tight.
All the while, the sergeant stood in front of me, tapping his whip on the palm of his hand, eyeing his prey. Now I was ready, he lifted my face with the handle again.
“You think you’re tough, eh, brat?”
I stayed silent.
“We’ll see about that!”
With that, he thrashed my tits. I jerked, but let out no cry. I bore the second, by the third there were tears swelling in my eyes, I cursed myself for my girlhood, closed them while he dealt me two more.
I gritted my teeth, gripped tight with my wire-bound hands at the back of the seat. Yes, I told myself, I do think I’m tough, I know I’m tough, tough as a nail. I’ve had to be, we’ve all had to be tough to get through these last three years. But I was thin as a nail too, no more than a skeleton in scanty covering of skin. The thong kept caught my bones, unprotected by any layer of fat, the pain was pure and undiluted agony.
It was the next stroke, cutting right down the front of my body and between my thighs, that forced out my first, involuntary scream. He laughed as its echo died away, I opened my eyes, looked at him, thinking, “Okay, you’ve got what you wanted – but the fight’s only just begun!”
From then on, I didn’t restrain my yelling, it helped me sustain the blows and cope with the pain. I kicked and tugged and jumped on the seat the little that my cruel bonds allowed, while he swung the whip more wildly, lashing my face, my flanks, my thighs, as well as the softness of my breasts, my starved stomach, my pubescent girl-parts.
I didn’t swear or provoke him like my sister had done, but nor did I cry for mercy, I just shrieked out to absorb the blows. The pain was sharp and grew ever hotter as bruises built up, weals crossing weals, blood spurted from my wrists and ankles as I tugged on the barbed-wire bondage, but I felt exhilarated, fired up by the fight in a way I’d never experienced before.
I honestly think I won the first round, or at least honours were even, he stopped thrashing me not because he’d broken me, he was tiring himself. But of course I knew I’d just been softened up, the main contest was yet to come…
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I wriggled on the chair, feeling the tin under my bare buttocks, I could sense the rough bits of Nastja’s skin still adhering, the back tips of my cunt-lips were in contact with the warm metal, tensing my thigh muscles I realised I could hardly get those most sensitive petals away from the torturing heat… heat that was now approaching.
Again, there was almost a ritual solemnity in the way the soldier knelt down and placed the oil-lamp under me. I watched him, like a captive bird fascinated by a snake, then, as he stood back, I looked up and around the ring of watching men, there eyes fixed on me equally captivated, some had their hands in their pockets, others were more shamelessly stroking the fronts of their trousers…
I made a final effort to prepare my whip-sore body, tossing my head back so my pigtails were behind my shoulders. As I did so, I glanced at the two men holding the back of the chair, I swear one of them winked at me. I gripped at my bum with my tied hands, and felt the warmth in the tin tray grow to heat again, heat I could endure, heat I could barely endure, heat I could no longer …. Aaaaah!
Again my scream echoed, again I began to twist and writhe, fighting with my tight bondage. The griddling heat tortured me most where my ischial bones pressed my skin against the metal. By contracting the muscles in my thighs, I could slightly relieve the intensity of burning in my buttocks and close to my sex, but that was at the cost of pressing the thighs against the tray, causing them hideous pain. Tugging at my bonds only added pain, tearing yet more at the rending barbs on my wrists and ankles, cutting a deep furrow with bleeding barb-wounds into my abdomen, tearing my flesh as I twisted my hips, straining the muscles of my legs and arms. Constantly turning my pelvis brought slight relief, but as the heat increased, I could feel my skin beginning to melt and adhere to the tin, sweat was streaming down my naked body, the smell of my own burning was making me gasp and choke.
The sergeant began whipping me again, his blows encouraging me to twist my upper body and toss my head about all the more – and, bizarrely, he revived in my tortured spirit the sense of enthusiasm for the struggle that I’d experienced earlier. For all my agony, I was determined to keep up the fight …
At least as long as I stayed conscious. But I was phasing in and out, the room around me was swimming, the pain seemed now to surge right through my body in waves, I was panting like a greyhound…
I must have lost consciousness briefly, there was a time of blackness when I felt nothing but pain, the suddenly a new shock, quite different, equally agonising, a bucketful of icy-cold water drawn from our pump was hurled over me.
When I came to enough senses to open my eyes and glance around, cold water trickling over my eyes and down my face, I could see the lamp had been removed, it was back on the table, though the tray under my bum was still viciously hot, while my upper body was shivering with the cold.
The sergeant barked, “Had enough, cunt?”
I turned my head, looked at him vacantly, gathering my wits. He slapped my face, blood trickled from my lip.
“No, Sir.” Was all I said. He –and all the men – looked gobsmacked. He shrugged, nodded to the soldier nearest the table, who brought back the lamp to resume my torture. But while I writhed and struggled again, with a kind of crazed determination, my tormentor was preparing a third act in my ordeal …
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I was pretty soon becoming delirious once more. There was another bucketful of water waiting, but the sergeant ordered a stop to the torture, he even ordered one of his men to fill a mug with water and let me have a drink, I sipped at it, sucking it in greedily, I was desperately thirsty, but it hurt my throat to swallow, my whole body shuddered as it went down.
“Thankyou Sir,” I croaked. My relentless politeness seemed to wrong-foot them, clearly it was something they weren’t used to, least of all in this back-end of nowhere where Russians, Germans, Poles and Swedes had fought for centuries over vast, valueless wastes of bogland.
I leaned back in the torture-chair, trembling, my pelvis still needing to keep in motion over the yet-grilling tin, smouldering with ripped girl-skin, raw flesh still cooked on it. The sergeant was over by the kitchen range, where the embers yesterday’s fire still glowed in the grate. He’d found another piece of kitchen equipment that would serve his purpose, he was getting it ready to meet its girl-flesh.
When he turned and carried it towards me, I gasped, my body tensed rigid. I could see what it was – mamma’s flat-iron, made hot in the glowing coals! He stood before me grinning, I could smell the hot metal.
“Where shall I brand you, eh sow?”
I looked at him, wide-eyed, silent. One of the men said something, others sniggered. A man behind me grabbed my pigtails and tugged my head back, my breasts were forced further upwards, the hot metal was pressed, first on the left, then rubbed across to the right. The pain was first a brief, sharp shock that drew a yowl from me, then it seemed to subside briefly, before it began eating deeper and deeper, hotter and hotter, into my throbbing flesh.
I could only twist my upper body, from my rib-cage to my shoulders, in helpless response, letting the pain flow through me, devouring me deeper and deeper. Vivid crimson patches grew on pale skin that was already crossed with whip-weals and patched with purple bruises.
I felt strangely distanced, as if I was looking down in sorrow and deep compassion at my own ravaged body. I was aware of the pain, of course, still hideous in my bottom, my girl-parts and my breasts, all my most sensitive flesh, all the assets that make me a woman, yet somehow I was above it, no longer experiencing the excitement of battle, but a sense of having come through – not triumphant, but unbroken, still me, Alicja!