With my cock tucked, I can not only masturbate, but I can edge and hold off until I'm ready for the ultimate rush and release such as when one of my tormentors brings me to a screaming point with a blunt spear against one of my tits. This is self-crucifixion, so I perfected this self-stimulation method so that I could self-stimulate without a sedile. This way I'm only fixed to the cross at 3 elegant points and can struggle, squirm and contort my hot tight body to the delight of onlookers. When bound, the executioners can choose whether to hang my wrists off the front or back of the beam...this varies my vertical position relative to the spike provided for my foot support. With wrists in front, I have to stretch more to reach the spike. I hang from my wrists and vary support using my feet and heels on the spike and small wood block respectively. My tormentors would likely remove the wood block at some point. If my feet were to be nailed, the wood heel block would give me a way to keep weight off the spike through my feet. The magistrate likes to give the order to have the heel block removed so I can be taken to higher levels of agony which I reward with tears, pleas for mercy or screaming. He may decided to order that my sentence be changed to a foot nailing. My ankle bindings would be replaced by the single spike through both feet.