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"Dazzled by immense pain"PART 4 : AD 66
The Roman Empire, Rome, Nero’s circus.
After Julia had been dwelling around a while, trying to keep a low profile, soldiers and guards had driven the remaining people to the other side of the spina, where many crosses were still empty. Underway, all loincloths, including Julia’s, had been torn off by guards. Julia tried to ‘take cover’ in a group of people she recognized from having been locked up with. But she was not able to communicate with them, as they were occupied by their own fears. Julia felt like an outsider, and when she noticed executioners coming their way, she moved to another place. Behind her, the group was rounded up for execution. Julia heard them praying, while they were led to their crosses.
But her time was running out. Soon thereafter, a few guards had grabbed her. Realizing that it was her turn, she suddenly got panic stricken, and they had to draw her through the sand of the arena.
“Come on, it’s time!” one of the guards said.
Julia regained some of her composure and put herself on her feet again.
She was brought to a row of crossbars laying down. Two men had been tied to them already, while executioners were tying down two women. Then, it was Julia’s turn. Restrained by the ropes around her wrist, and her ankles tied together too, she had waited, in anxiety. Two more people were brought, another man and a woman were tied to them. Laying down, looking upward at the blue sky, the realm of heavens for the Christians. But all Julia could see was the black shadow of Caligula’s equestrian statue, with the Sun standing right behind his head, radiating like an aureole.
A party of executioners approached. One by one the victims on her row were nailed to the patibulum, which was raised on the stipes, to which the ankles were nailed. The screams of the victims were now frighteningly nearby. Julia saw three crosses being put up next to her, silhouetted black against the blue sky. Above her head she saw the victims writhing, she heard them cry of despair. Then, she saw shadows gathering around her. In a last glimpse she looked at the petrified head of Caligula, as if any help could come from there! Her lower arms were grabbed and a sharp point was pierced into the skin of her wrists. Terrified she looked to the left and to the right, just to feel the first nail piercing her right wrist in two swift blows. The left one was secured almost simultaneously. Dazzled by immense pain, she shouted and cursed. She saw the dead stone eyes of Caligula, looking down on her. Then, the statue moved. Her patibulum was raised up, her legs were grabbed, and another terrible nailing followed. It felt as if the whole crowd was looking at her. In the confusion she only saw laughing faces in the stands.
Strings of white and red flowers were attached to her cross.
After the ordeal of the nailing, Julia endured now the pain of hanging by her body weight to the nails. desperately, she sought for comfort. She tried to catch the situation around her. She watched the naked victims suffer on the crosses near her, she looked down at the arena, where the last of tens of condemned still dwelled around, vainly trying to hide in the wood of death, looking terrified at the world above them, the world of the crucified, the doomed to die, to which Julia now belonged too.
But they got rounded up one by one for execution.
In her life, Julia had witnessed numerous crucifixions, but never had she realized how terrible the pain of hanging to nails would ever feel! Never had she imagined how difficult it would be to breathe!
While she struggled on her cross, still more victims were nailed and more crosses were erected around her. The circus was a cauldron of pain.
While Julia hung several feet above the ground level of the circus, she practically faced the lowest levels of the stands. She saw the spectators enjoy every new crucifixion. She could not understand how people could find pleasure in the terrible agony of others.
Then, suddenly, something changed. The lamentations of the condemned around her got drowned by a noise arising from the stands. Trumpets sounded.
Cheering calls were heard in the circus. All looked at the ruler’s lodge, because he had appeared, the organizer of this horrifying show. Nero, the imperial actor who had himself, with an expert hand, arranged the preparations of this bloody feast. Decorated with all the signs of his dignity, dressed in an amethyst purple tunica, sitting in an ivory chair, he showed himself.
Next to him stood Nero’s Chief of Staff, Tigellinus, the Princeps’s faithful companion, his master of ceremonies on all the feasts. In front of him sat the beautiful Poppea Sabina, Neror’s rich, immoral, horny, but spiritual spouse. Left from the emperor’s lodge were the Vestals, in their white gowns, for the glorification of the event, while right, the most important senators were sitting. The background showed the imperial guards, with their dark brown shiny bronze breast harnesses.
Then, Julia noticed him, among the staff of Nero. And he has seen her. Malachius was there! And,… oh no, it is not true! That bitch… had come!
(to be continued)
PART 5 : AD 2071
The office of the rector magnificus.
“Professor Bersel, your appeal against the decision of the Dean to follow the advice of the Board of Peers has been denied. Your sources are a 13th or 14th century story. There is no proof of any connection with authentic Roman sources. This carelessness in verifying your sources is unscientific and we cannot allow to have it published on behalf of our university!”
“In the Thirteenth or Fourteenth Century, no one, I mean no one, would have dared writing down such thoughts! No one! The grip of the Church on daily life was much too strong for that. Religion was in all the people’s heads. It was part of their mind!”
“Shall we call that a bias or an unfounded presumption, or a very broad generalization from your side professor Bersel? Maybe that was the general state of mind of the illiterate majority of the population at the time, of the large masses of poor people who were struggling for survival every day. But you cannot speak for every schooled individual, professor! By the way, you contradicting yourself! One could wonder whether anyone would have dared copying it in that era! From our prejudices about these times, one would expect its source document would rather have been destroyed as a blasphemy!”
“But..”
“Professor Bersel, we are not here to discuss the content of your theory, or, more precisely, your doubtful, your very doubtful hypothesis. That is a closed case! We are here to talk possible disciplinary measures you could expose yourself to!”
“What disciplinary measures!? I am not biased! And I still have the right to express my opinion!”
“Professor! We have been clear! These stories should not be disclosed to the public, neither by the official scientific media, nor under a popularized form. I forbid you to publish them under your own name as a private person! If you nevertheless would do so, I will take disciplinary measures!”
“I strongly protest, Sir!”
“Professor! As a university, we are not working in an ivory tower. We are part of society, whether you like it or not. Society funds us. What we do should always be socially relevant!”
“Always with a margin of independence! Society should not dictate the outcome of our research work!”
“To some extent, professor, you are right, but only to some extent! We must be realistic, and never rule out some influence by politics! We are funded by society, by tax payer’s money. Consequently, the government, on behalf of those tax payers, has a voice in the debate!”
“But why? This story could throw another light on the historical interpretation of….”
“Professor, don’t you ignore something crucial? The past three decades, Europe has gone through a terrible religious and political conflict. We have seen civil wars, street fighting, terrorism, atrocities. Bands of armed men wandering around, looting, raping, murdering, in the name of their faith or their opinion! People talked about a second Thirty Years War! Fortunately, it did not last that long until peace was made, plus years to let it settle down. We have had peace again the last years, we have been cleaning up the rubble and we have rebuilt our society, both materially and mentally. We actually are still rebuilding it, that work is not yet finished! We did the hard effort of restorative justice! People have learned to forgive, to reconcile, to coexist in peace again. I tell you this! There is peace, there is stability, now! But Europe is not ready yet for provocative discussions, regardless how intriguing or fascinating they may be. There is still fear that a spark could ignite the conflict again!“
“You are exaggerating, Sir!”
“Maybe, I am, professor Bersel! But I let to history the judgment about that! I do not speak on behalf of myself, even not on behalf of the university only. I speak on behalf of society, my position as rector magnificus is more than just managing this university. It also brings about a more general social responsibility. I also must convey the viewpoint of the powers that be in our society, to this institution! Yes, professor, call it politics, dismiss it as politics, but politicians have a responsibility to society too! They are not eager to let things explode again. They work hard to avoid it! No one wants to get drawn into a new bloody conflict, just for some cause of academic freedom. We all want our society back where people live in peace and prosperity, without the deadly threats of conflict hanging all around. We want to save and preserve peace and protect people against harms! So that we can fully restore our constitutional civil rights and liberties in a measurable future. And I tell you! We have consulted religious authorities about this specific matter and they agree! None of the leaders of any religious community thinks of grabbing any opportunity to stir up the conflict in their own interest. They all want peace. They all support our decision not to allow the publication of your paper!”
“What have religious instances to do with my case!?” The constitution still guarantees separation of state and church!"
“The religious instances have given no orders, Julia, they have given an advice, a non-binding advice! But we consider it a good advice and we follow it! The University does not want it published because it does not meet the standards of good research practice, society does not want it because it is provocative and therefore undesired!”
“This is outrageous! Are they dictating us!?”
“Julia! Do not be naïve! Separation of state and church is not a liberal value! It has existed all the time, since Emperor Constantine the Great legalized Christianity in the Roman Empire. Separation of church and state exists, because it had always been tolerated by the church! Because the church had judged the benefits of separation prevailed over the disadvantages of it! Think abaout that! The discussion is closed, professor Bersel, you can leave now! And remember : no publication!”
Julia left the office, disappointed. The worst was, that the rector magnificus was right about the separation of church and state. Julia of Brixellum had predicted it two thousand years ago.
(to be continued)
Yep, things never really change, do they? Ummmmm, by the way, what kind of punishment was he talking about anyway? I don't believe he said.
I've always wanted to use this one:There seems to be quite a tendency on the part of University administrators to be portrayed in a negative light here. Maybe one of them will show up and mount some kind of defense of the profession.
OK, I am NOT helping you to 200k by liking "giggle snort". Sorry, not happening...Giggle snort again again
Give me a break, I was hungry. Besides people eat at NASCAR races. But I have to say the pizza at the Circus was lousy. No tomato sauce. Someone needs to get over to the New World and "discover" them ASAP.How could they eat in front of this gruesome spectacle, Julia wondered?
'You name it, you ask it, we bring it!Give me a break, I was hungry. Besides people eat at NASCAR races. But I have to say the pizza at the Circus was lousy. No tomato sauce. Someone needs to get over to the New World and "discover" them ASAP.
'You name it, you ask it, we bring it!
The Silk Roads! To fulfill all your desires!'
(advertisement in Nero's Circus)