KurvyKate
Magistrate
Good morning Sir,
I didn't think I could become so deeply aroused without touching, but I might have, unless I touched, I don't know.
Being chained spread in bed was beautiful. The roped chain worked perfectly. I lay there feeling it, thinking of being kept for ages and must have fallen asleep on by back. I feel undeniably kept, chained in bed properly.
I woke up around 3.30am aware that I'd been pulling on my left ankle. When I felt for what had happened I noticed deep chain marks round one side of it. I needed to go to the bathroom anyway so I slipped the shoe laces undone for that. Slightly worried about the marks, I didn't re-chain myself on my return to bed. Three hours later they're gone, it's all good.
It's all better than that because before I untied the chains I thought about how you told me you might come into my room. Your knickers haven't been tied on again for a while, you haven't taken them off me lately. They're a relaxed fit now and I felt they'd been disturbed, probably as I was writhing and wriggling in my sleep. Did I handle Her unknowingly? I imagined you helped yourself to Her while I was helpless.
I love not being able to defend Her. I thought maybe I'd pulled on the chains to try to subconsciously. In the morning She was alive and feeling dirty. I wanted to touch her so much, at least as badly as I do after you've dismissed me hot.
I lay there aching and desperate, needing sex. How on earth will I ever escape that? Are you sure that when I'm chaste those thoughts won't torment me? I'm astonished to begin to understand they might not but that brings with it understanding of how long my journey will be.
Does it follow that later, arousal like this will be an offence, and that I will not masturbate, ever, to ensure I do not suffer it? When the time comes, will I think of arousal as suffering, as only ache and need because I will have sacrificed sex to please you?
Up until now I've thought of chastity as a physical achievement which I'm confident I'll eventually reach, but is it beyond sacrifice? Am I chaste only when I have nothing left to sacrifice?
By then will you have purged the filthy slut I was completely?
"Post Reply means stop touching. OK Kate?"
Yes Sir, XX
I didn't think I could become so deeply aroused without touching, but I might have, unless I touched, I don't know.
Being chained spread in bed was beautiful. The roped chain worked perfectly. I lay there feeling it, thinking of being kept for ages and must have fallen asleep on by back. I feel undeniably kept, chained in bed properly.
I woke up around 3.30am aware that I'd been pulling on my left ankle. When I felt for what had happened I noticed deep chain marks round one side of it. I needed to go to the bathroom anyway so I slipped the shoe laces undone for that. Slightly worried about the marks, I didn't re-chain myself on my return to bed. Three hours later they're gone, it's all good.
It's all better than that because before I untied the chains I thought about how you told me you might come into my room. Your knickers haven't been tied on again for a while, you haven't taken them off me lately. They're a relaxed fit now and I felt they'd been disturbed, probably as I was writhing and wriggling in my sleep. Did I handle Her unknowingly? I imagined you helped yourself to Her while I was helpless.
I love not being able to defend Her. I thought maybe I'd pulled on the chains to try to subconsciously. In the morning She was alive and feeling dirty. I wanted to touch her so much, at least as badly as I do after you've dismissed me hot.
I lay there aching and desperate, needing sex. How on earth will I ever escape that? Are you sure that when I'm chaste those thoughts won't torment me? I'm astonished to begin to understand they might not but that brings with it understanding of how long my journey will be.
Does it follow that later, arousal like this will be an offence, and that I will not masturbate, ever, to ensure I do not suffer it? When the time comes, will I think of arousal as suffering, as only ache and need because I will have sacrificed sex to please you?
Up until now I've thought of chastity as a physical achievement which I'm confident I'll eventually reach, but is it beyond sacrifice? Am I chaste only when I have nothing left to sacrifice?
By then will you have purged the filthy slut I was completely?
"Post Reply means stop touching. OK Kate?"
Yes Sir, XX