Eulalia,
I am not either into self-crucifixion. That it’s just a poor substitute of public crucifixion.
But in this videos, I find the plot exciting. Naked girls that decide to die together crucified side by side. Seeing her friend and lover trashing naked on her cross. The idea is very exciting for me. And just to summarize, it can easily be done. In the video, obviously the have help plus a cameraman. In fact in the continuation of the clip that I can't find any longer, the skkiny girl binds the one with the hat first to her cross. Then she crucifies herself, they say godbye to each other and kick the stools away.
But in the real world, you stand with your back to the cross on a stool and you just fix your ankles first, tying them with a rope or chain and inserting it in a carabiner fixed to the cross trough an eyebolt.
You may use the same method with your wrist or just use ropes looped trough open hooks. After that, if you kick the stool away and you are alone, you are dead. You will spend the rest of your life on your cross!
I have done the whole procedure. Every thing but kicking the stool away. Which was pretty stupid of me because I was alone in a basement! If the stool had toppled by accident at that moment I would have died naked on my cross! So DON’T DO IT!
What really excites me is crucifixion done consensually to someone. I would like to be the Executioner but also the crucified. In fact if I had to choose only one, I would choose the cross.
I would like very much to be crucified by people that will enjoy my nakedness, my humiliation and my suffering on the cross. I would get pleasure from the pleasure of the public. And I would like to be crucified with other people, at least one of then a woman (perhaps you Eulalia) like in my avatar (I draw myself on my cross).
For example, if you read the thread “Our Crucifixion” by Sheila:
http://www.cruxforums.com/xf/threads/our-crucifixion.3860/#post-130185
I would have begged to be crucified with them that day!
Carlos