Praefectus Praetorio
R.I.P. Brother of the Quill
November 17, 2019 High 46° Low 34° Only Partly Cloudy
Today, I finally am feeling a little better. Dina came over and made me some coffee this morning. While I enjoy a good cup of tea, I’m more a coffee man from force of habit. She also brought some scones she’d picked up fresh from the baker and some clotted cream. I don’t usually have these since they wreak havoc with my blood-sugar; but it tasted good today, and I appreciated Dina’s love.
I still struggle to understand Dina’s desire to be a slave. As a sadist myself, it seems natural for someone to enjoy being in charge and forcing another to obey them – to be a Master. But to want to be controlled and hurt is foreign to my nature, yet central to hers. I love the way it works together for us, but it’s still a mystery. (as is, of course the whole female species!)
One thing is clear to me. A major part of Dina’s care and concern for me these last few days was driven by her love and not just her submissiveness.
{That is true, Master}
[I love you, too, Dina!]
Today, I finally am feeling a little better. Dina came over and made me some coffee this morning. While I enjoy a good cup of tea, I’m more a coffee man from force of habit. She also brought some scones she’d picked up fresh from the baker and some clotted cream. I don’t usually have these since they wreak havoc with my blood-sugar; but it tasted good today, and I appreciated Dina’s love.
I still struggle to understand Dina’s desire to be a slave. As a sadist myself, it seems natural for someone to enjoy being in charge and forcing another to obey them – to be a Master. But to want to be controlled and hurt is foreign to my nature, yet central to hers. I love the way it works together for us, but it’s still a mystery. (as is, of course the whole female species!)
One thing is clear to me. A major part of Dina’s care and concern for me these last few days was driven by her love and not just her submissiveness.
{That is true, Master}
[I love you, too, Dina!]
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