My answer is in my story
Our dear friend Yupar has been in touch with me - she's in good spirits, but busy. She's written this story, I've helped her turn it into erotic English that she's happy with, and she's asked me to post it here on the Forums, with her black & white pictures; The Crucified Mother by Yupar with...
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I have to add this,- if my son is adult, he has to attend my execution by seeing my nakedness,that will put more humiliation on me. If he is child, I wished him to read full context of my ordeal in histroy book..but I will tell the writer to remove my sacrificial good part. I wished him to remember only my sins and sufferings as i wish him not to sad for me. No emphaty for me and not to remember me. That's what kinda mother I wish to be.