In my crux fantasies I am crucified in a public space, or perhaps along a road leading into a town. I want people to see me: ordinary people going about their daily activities. I want them to stop and look up at my naked, nailed body as I hang exposed and violated on my cross. ... I do not fantasize about being crucified in a dungeon or other isolated area. Why suffer alone? Besides, an isolated crucifixion is more terrifying to fantasize about than a public crucifixion. Bartnel's dungeon crucifixion animations are awesome in realism but terrifying in that I'm isolated, alone. (Well, except for the demons!) The stuff of nightmares. I want to be out in the sun.
Now, I would also like to be crucified in real life -- like Makar's girls are. Perhaps out in the woods, or in a private fenced-in area. I want to know what it feels like to hang on a cross, bound, helpless, and naked. Feel the breeze against my sweaty skin and between my legs. This would be in private, perhaps part of a club consisting of like-minded people. For all practical purposes this also a fantasy.
This gets at the two major types of crux fantasies: someone (including you) being executed by crucifixion, or erotic crucifixion in real life (e.g. Makar).
I fantasize about women being executed, both from their point of view, and from the executioners' point of view. (I'm a straight male.)
For death by crucifixion, I'd generally want as many people watching as possible, so my fantasies are usually in the open, in some very public space analogous to the national mall in the US. I talked about
pre- crucifixion torture in another thread. It's rape followed by whipping in my case, and I usually march the condemned to one public spot with some low couches and some sort of framework to hang them by the wrists after.
After the prelude, I give them their patibulae, then march them to the rows of crosses. I've fantasized about several arrangements.
1) Two straight rows of 4 to 5 stipes, crucify pairs of women facing each other. Each woman can probably see the 2 women opposite her.
2) Semi-circles of 4 stipes. The women at the ends should be able to see every other woman present. The women in the middle should be able to see at least 2 women. Or, obviously, crucify women in a square of 4 stipes, all facing each other ...
3) ... But say you're executing a lot of women, one after another. After you get the first 4, where do you put everyone else? In some fantasies, I had arrangement 1 (rows of stipes), then there was a semi-circle of 4 stipes a short walk from one end of the rows. The lesser criminals got hung up on the rows. Then the major criminals had to walk the gauntlet on their way to the semi-circle.
4) Or, crucify the ringleader on a solo cross. Then, every accomplice gets crucified in front of her. Probably figure on one to two rows of stipes. If she has an accomplice, maybe both of them can be crucified at 45 degrees, then everyone else in front of them.
5) Or crucify some women where they have to watch the place where everyone gets raped and whipped, but space is at a bit of a premium here. I've never gone for the circle arrangement, but one could certainly do that.
6) I've done some of the above in a dungeon, out of public view (but everyone on the cross could see each other). The storyline was that the women involved had a reduced punishment. Personally, if I were in that situation, I'd rather they reduce my punishment by crucifying me in public in some sort of pose that killed me faster. But the women involved didn't get that option.
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) would become obviously sexually aroused. 
I might have a little loincloth, at first, for modesty's sake. But it would soon be lost and I'd find myself full exposed! Oh, the humiliation!
