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Alisha..Executed said:
I think when I discovered I had fantasies of my own death I must've subconsciously sort out a safe way to realise my kink, which now is where I'm basically an actress acting a very structured death play sequence with a play partner.

But there's a still a part of me that wants to . .be ..beaten.... . In a controlled way with rules and negotiations b4 AND A SAFE WORD THAT IS HONOURED
But I want to be the victim.
I want to be afraid and seeing the whip about to hit me
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I had a sub that I discovered quickly on liked being terrified during our sessions, to the point of trembling.
This was when I was shooting s/m themed videos for sale.
The particular model and I negotiated and discussed everything we were to do in detail before hand but it was not until the scene was played out that she got more into it and it got into her head.
This turned out to be a mutually enjoyable experience and progressed for a while from that time on until she surprised me by asking for more in a formal Master/slave way.

Learning of this and discussing it through, it became part of the play.
No matter what the lifestyle is, it is trust, mutual trust that is key.
Sometimes this is instinctively discovered between the two partners and other times negotiated, but always discussed after the discovery.
Very much like the dance we do in other, non kink or service oriented relationships.
 
Alisha..Executed said:
I think when I discovered I had fantasies of my own death I must've subconsciously sort out a safe way to realise my kink, which now is where I'm basically an actress acting a very structured death play sequence with a play partner.

But there's a still a part of me that wants to . .be ..beaten.... . In a controlled way with rules and negotiations b4 AND A SAFE WORD THAT IS HONOURED
But I want to be the victim.
I want to be afraid and seeing the whip about to hit me
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Best way to do everything
 
My desire to show my death comes from some bad shit I went through.
I really hate myself, and bieng "murdered"
gives me comfort showing that I died in brutal way.

In Bdsm , I want to have the shit kicked out of me.
I'm 4ft 9 so kick me around the dungeon.
I'm embracing this .

Yeah.
Hey Prince Charming.....FUCK ME UP!!
 
Alisha..Executed said:
My desire to show my death comes from some bad shit I went through.
I really hate myself, and bieng "murdered"
gives me comfort showing that I died in brutal way.

In Bdsm , I want to have the shit kicked out of me.
I'm 4ft 9 so kick me around the dungeon.
I'm embracing this .

Yeah.
Hey Prince Charming.....FUCK ME UP!!
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4ft 9. I'd throw you around like a ragdoll like it was WWE wrestling
 
Alisha..Executed said:
My desire to show my death comes from some bad shit I went through.
I really hate myself, and bieng "murdered"
gives me comfort showing that I died in brutal way.

In Bdsm , I want to have the shit kicked out of me.
I'm 4ft 9 so kick me around the dungeon.
I'm embracing this .

Yeah.
Hey Prince Charming.....FUCK ME UP!!
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Could be a princess charming? I’d really love to take my frustrations out on a girl like you!
 
CondemnedKat said:
Could be a princess charming? I’d really love to take my frustrations out on a girl like you!
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Will I survive?

Mikerytel said:
4ft 9. I'd throw you around like a ragdoll like it was WWE wrestling
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What's the after care gonna be?
You paying my hospital bills?
Don't worry hun, don't spend everything
I've always wanted to walk with a limp and having front teeth was soo oppressive.
 
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