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You weren't wearing a red dress were you?On topic or off ... I had a dream when I was 7 or 8.
I was running in the streets ... snow all around ... blood in the snow everywhere ...
Men and women cut down and bleeding all around me.
I was wearing a dress with full petticoats and a dark cloth coat over it and high button shoes.
Running and running ... then I tripped and fell into a deep snow bank.
In just seconds, I felt someone grab my hair and my head jerk upwards.
A cold stinging yet so clean edge passed across my throat and all went dark.
I felt warm and so cold in that moment.
On topic or off ... I had a dream when I was 7 or 8.
I was running in the streets ... snow all around ... blood in the snow everywhere ...
Men and women cut down and bleeding all around me.
I was wearing a dress with full petticoats and a dark cloth coat over it and high button shoes.
Running and running ... then I tripped and fell into a deep snow bank.
In just seconds, I felt someone grab my hair and my head jerk upwards.
A cold stinging yet so clean edge passed across my throat and all went dark.
I felt warm and so cold in that moment.
On topic or off ... I had a dream when I was 7 or 8.
I was running in the streets ... snow all around ... blood in the snow everywhere ...
Men and women cut down and bleeding all around me.
I was wearing a dress with full petticoats and a dark cloth coat over it and high button shoes.
Running and running ... then I tripped and fell into a deep snow bank.
In just seconds, I felt someone grab my hair and my head jerk upwards.
A cold stinging yet so clean edge passed across my throat and all went dark.
I felt warm and so cold in that moment.
Perhaps that is one difference, between fantasies - even the sinister - , and true nightmares.I don't think I've heard an account of a dream of that sort before that actually reached the "conclusion" - most seem to stop before the final cut. I wonder you didn't wake up before that moment. Very vivid.
Perhaps that is one difference, between fantasies - even the sinister - , and true nightmares.
The fantasy-dreams are more like what we call in German "Kopfkino" - "head-cinema".
And so it may then also contain an engaged (even to us unknown, subconscious) "director" for this movie, who intervenes, censors, alters the "final cut".
The nightmare but, just emerges from the depths without care for what we want or desire. All dreams in which I have ever "really" died, had nothing to do with my fantasies; and all the dreams that have to do with my fantasies, fade gently out before the end comes, or distort reality to such an extent that perception persists, beyond what should be an end.
In nightmares, the "camera" will not suddenly change perspective, soften or blur things, to spare us of terror.
It's like me...every time another situation, another woman, another century... but still to be seen by men and women, while I couldn't avoid it, mostly at night.... like the sketch of a dismissed member of the government after a coup... They left her her glassesOf course I did but it was always a different woman. So is that a recurring dream???
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Bareulrikasiss...
Maybe I dream this awake?Yes, Kopfkino featured very much in Lisette's experience of being crucified
in 'Girl without a Name'.
This thread has taxed me. I certainly recognise a lot of the recurring nightmares
and simply weird situations that seem to crop up in dreams,
but in truth I can't remember any single 'special' dream that's stayed in my memory
or changed my life.
And I don't think I get all that many really erotic dreams
I guess that's because I've a pretty rich fantasy life when I'm
(supposed to be ) awake - all the more so since I discovered the Forums
Yes, Kopfkino featured very much in Lisette's experience of being crucified
in 'Girl without a Name'.
This thread has taxed me. I certainly recognise a lot of the recurring nightmares
and simply weird situations that seem to crop up in dreams,
but in truth I can't remember any single 'special' dream that's stayed in my memory
or changed my life.
And I don't think I get all that many really erotic dreams
I guess that's because I've a pretty rich fantasy life when I'm
(supposed to be ) awake - all the more so since I discovered the Forums
Really, it was Eulalia herself who made the (excellent) translation: just look at http://www.cruxforums.com/xf/threads/the-girl-with-no-name.3952/Is it here at the forum translated in english?
I did read it in the original speach: German.
Oh yes, I did an English version, thepdf is in the Archive:
http://www.cruxforums.com/xf/resources/the-girl-with-no-name-by-elf-bride.341/
It's certainly one of the best erotic stories I've ever read,
and many members here were 'hooked' on it.
There's also the shorter story, 'Maria on the Cross',
but otherwise we can't find anything else by or about Elfenbraut,
which is a pity.