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Probably. Although I am always administered a thorough 3 course enema prior to bottoming for any spectators as part of the festivities and then "mounted" on the cornu and tied to the cross. So I haven't experienced involuntary defecation. Involuntary urination is another matter. I am always extremely well hydrated and have been known to piss as much as twice during crucifixion. During my last crucifixion I felt the urge, but held my bladder as long as I could because there was a small audience and, even though I was hanging stark naked on the cross outdoors I still felt embarrassed to pee in front of others. Of course, I was fighting a losing battle and finally let go and pissed like a horse. Fortunately, since I was erect the stream shot pretty much straight out and didn't soak my inner thighs or legs and the trajectory and length of the stream fell short of those spectators close by.
Would you ever try or recommend doing it without the cornu and enema and leaving your self up for that possibility?
 
Would you ever try or recommend doing it without the cornu and enema and leaving your self up for that possibility?

As a 24/7 sub slave the choice is not mine. MASTER is adamant that I be cleaned out for pre-crucifixion fucking by those attending the event. HE also has made the cornu an integral component of the experience, as both a means of humiliation and symbolic of my rape. So, I suppose I will never experience defecation on the cross.
 
I think it depends on what all happens in the clip, your 90s are for one action, but there is many sequences one can show

- flaggelation
- striping
- rape by the executioners
- walking nude wit the patibulum
- nailing/binding
- erection of the cross
- making by the audiance
- fight against an entering cornu
- "death dance"
- last cum shot
- agony

and and and
Each of the episodes of a crucifixion you mention are both erotic and intensely arousing to varying degrees, different for each spectator/executioner, I guess. I will add my thoughts in following posts on each of these means to increase the brutality of the public spectacle crucifixion involves.

I found the stages to hold a great many opportunities to intensify the victim's suffering whilst encouraging the sadistically appreciative spectators to show their utter contempt for the condemned and to lustily satisfy their deepest, carnal urges upon the victim. The nailing of each of her limbs could be slowed down as desired - provided the victim's length of time hanging in agony on her cross, before the eventual breaking of her legs to hasten her death, is NOT shortened whilst inflicting yet more agony...

#3, raping the condemned female while she slowly endures each brutal nail being driven through her - writhing, jerking, begging, exposing her pubic area invitingly... Of course, her genitals would be tightening nicely (from the continuing agony of the repeated blows of the hammer, fastening her onto the cross), greatly increasing the orgasmic pleasure for each of the soldiers, spectators etc. queuing to empty their manhood into and all over the tortured, naked body of the female being crucified.

Forced sucking of her executioner's penis when nailing is finished and before her cross has been raised - what can I say..? (sigh)
(similar torments upon male victims would require more creative choreography, me thinks...)
This first image is from the incredible range of images, stories etc. available online at the QUOOM website.
The second is a manipulation I did some years ago.
The third images shows the raping about to begin. Both men have turgid, expectant members evident...
Even once the female is in position on the raised cross, she can still be forced to serve her executioners' sexual pleasure , with further control of her performance being by means of a spear driven through her teat to ensure her servicing of the man up the ladder is satisfactory...
 

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Each of the episodes of a crucifixion you mention are both erotic and intensely arousing to varying degrees, different for each spectator/executioner, I guess. I will add my thoughts in following posts on each of these means to increase the brutality of the public spectacle crucifixion involves.

I found the stages to hold a great many opportunities to intensify the victim's suffering whilst encouraging the sadistically appreciative spectators to show their utter contempt for the condemned and to lustily satisfy their deepest, carnal urges upon the victim. The nailing of each of her limbs could be slowed down as desired - provided the victim's length of time hanging in agony on her cross, before the eventual breaking of her legs to hasten her death, is NOT shortened whilst inflicting yet more agony...

#3, raping the condemned female while she slowly endures each brutal nail being driven through her - writhing, jerking, begging, exposing her pubic area invitingly... Of course, her genitals would be tightening nicely (from the continuing agony of the repeated blows of the hammer, fastening her onto the cross), greatly increasing the orgasmic pleasure for each of the soldiers, spectators etc. queuing to empty their manhood into and all over the tortured, naked body of the female being crucified.

Forced sucking of her executioner's penis when nailing is finished and before her cross has been raised - what can I say..? (sigh)
(similar torments upon male victims would require more creative choreography, me thinks...)
This first image is from the incredible range of images, stories etc. available online at the QUOOM website.
The second is a manipulation I did some years ago.
The third images shows the raping about to begin. Both men have turgid, expectant members evident...
Even once the female is in position on the raised cross, she can still be forced to serve her executioners' sexual pleasure , with further control of her performance being by means of a spear driven through her teat to ensure her servicing of the man up the ladder is satisfactory...

#4 stage has countless possibilities to further degrade the condemned female - intensifying her shame and suffering while providing further sadistic entertainment for the enthusiastic mob relishing the spectacle as she staggers almost naked under the whip, bearing the patibulum upon the torn flesh flesh of her shoulders, terrified of falling again.. her punishment for falling is yet more sucking of eager spectators then whipping until she rises to continue her "Via Crucis" to the place of crucifixion...








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The self-crucifixion.

It is not the duration which gives you certain satisfaction but the intensity of the bondage.
Therefore I do not reckon in hours but in minutes.
Moreover I like to stand on my tees as sort of effort, but little, to survive.
I am happy since my youth.
 
The self-crucifixion.

It is not the duration which gives you certain satisfaction but the intensity of the bondage.
Therefore I do not reckon in hours but in minutes.
Moreover I like to stand on my tees as sort of effort, but little, to survive.
I am happy since my youth.
This is not just about erotic satisfaction but about trying to experience, as close as possible, what it would be like to be exercuted in this manner, without risking your life or safety (its about curiosity). Another reason for a long crux is that, when you drink water from a sponge, or pee/poo your not just doing it for the sake of it, but because you need to and that adds an emotic eliminate what is hard to replicate.
 
This is not just about erotic satisfaction but about trying to experience, as close as possible, what it would be like to be exercuted in this manner, without risking your life or safety (its about curiosity). Another reason for a long crux is that, when you drink water from a sponge, or pee/poo your not just doing it for the sake of it, but because you need to and that adds an emotic eliminate what is hard to replicate.
Different people have different desires, so it can become complicated. It can also be in the satisfaction of the viewer, so that would be "slutish".
 
# 1. Flagellation gives potential of further cruelties to be inflicted: nailing teats to the pillar, flogging before AND after a brutal reaming which will offer her a small "mercy" later when the time to ride her cornu comes (pardon the pun)... so many opportunities, so little endurance a victim can offer us... A perverted view, I know, but this is a Roman crucifixion we're discussing here!


# 6 Raising the cross to which the victim has been fastened with square cross section nails (the Romans thought of everything!) presents few possibilities to add proactively to the victim's humiliation/shame. Evidence of her having been used to pleasure her executioners whilst they drove the nails through her inviting, nakedly vulnerable and tortured body is shown with the gushes of sperm spattered across her agonised face. Once her cross is in position, the possibilities, however, seen endless...

Where a victim has been fastened by nailing to the patibulum, dragged in agony by her nailed wrists to the foot of the stipes and eventually hoisted up brutally onto the top of the stipes to be dropped agonisingly into place, the tumescent male members evident beneath the executioners' tunics gives promise of further sport to come (again...). This manipulation is based on the excellent crux, BDSM themed material available at quoom.com - well worth a visit!

Up on her cross, taunted by the mob, raped repeatedly until her lacerated vagina can hold no more of her torturers sperm, splattering her torn and bleeding body will have to do...
As seen earlier, forced sucking (under strict control, of course) on the cross, can further fill the victim's body with her executioners essences, even further degrading the victim until she is but an object for the Roman mob's sport.

Naturally, all these scenarios are ONLY fantasies - not part of the REAL world!!

 

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You think that's boring? Try this!

Call we weird but I'd watch this one. Not as a real movie of course, but I'd run it on a second screen and look at it from time to time. If it was not black and white and I had a second screen and knew how to use it. Never mind.

Back to the cross, so to speak... I'd watch a properly made crucifixion movie in the same manner, even a several hours long one. Turning to savor the critical moments and, in the spans of exhaustion and repetition, knowing that the scene is going on. My main complaint with this sort of videos (and with porn in general) is that it is completely unconvincing. Big name directors, actors and techs present pretty much anything with astonishing realism in the big name movies, but this is a niche entertainment made quite cheap. Hence 10 minutes is more than enough.

Of course, I mean to offense to the fine people who make niche clips. Given the budget constraints, their work is often is masterpiece.
 
Call we weird but I'd watch this one. Not as a real movie of course, but I'd run it on a second screen and look at it from time to time. If it was not black and white and I had a second screen and knew how to use it. Never mind.

Back to the cross, so to speak... I'd watch a properly made crucifixion movie in the same manner, even a several hours long one. Turning to savor the critical moments and, in the spans of exhaustion and repetition, knowing that the scene is going on. My main complaint with this sort of videos (and with porn in general) is that it is completely unconvincing. Big name directors, actors and techs present pretty much anything with astonishing realism in the big name movies, but this is a niche entertainment made quite cheap. Hence 10 minutes is more than enough.

Of course, I mean to offense to the fine people who make niche clips. Given the budget constraints, their work is often is masterpiece.

"but this is a niche entertainment made quite cheap"

That's the case for the majority porn video's. Another point is that those who make films for a niche-fetish are into the money but not into the fetish itself. They have no idea what is erotic and arousing and what isn't. Actresses and actors screaming for "pain" are not the essence for instance, at least not for me. The same with badly acted begging for mercy and all that crap. Some serenity and dignity as well as some aesthetics do so much more but often fail.
 
Actresses and actors screaming for "pain" are not the essence for instance, at least not for me. The same with badly acted begging for mercy and all that crap. Some serenity and dignity as well as some aesthetics do so much more but often fail.
Could not agree more. In my dreams, crucifixion is seldom 'dirty'. It is a spiritual, meaningful experience of communing with the world through giving it all of myself to marvel at, through suffering for its pleasure. The sky is my lover - something like this.

I've seen lots of pictures portraying this exact thing but I still can't shake off the feeling that our shared understanding is a niche within a niche.
 
Could not agree more. In my dreams, crucifixion is seldom 'dirty'. It is a spiritual, meaningful experience of communing with the world through giving it all of myself to marvel at, through suffering for its pleasure. The sky is my lover - something like this.

I've seen lots of pictures portraying this exact thing but I still can't shake off the feeling that our shared understanding is a niche within a niche.
A good crucifixion is a form of art almost. Its aesthetically pleasing, erotic, sensual and, strange as it may sound, therefore a source of satisfaction to the senses of both the person crucified and the spectators. And yes, its a sexual thing too. But the arousal is not brought about by brutality and violence. There is room for some pain, even some mild inconvenience maybe, but that's not what it is about. For me it's about showing myself in all my nudity and humility and submitting myself into the hands of my "executioners" and to share my fate with others in a joint act of submissiveness. Their submission and crucifixion arouses me equally as my own "execution". Provided they are crucified with the same sense of decorum and dignity that I try to preserve. But as you say: perhaps we are a niche within a niche. Which does not make things easier for us.
 
A good crucifixion is a form of art almost. Its aesthetically pleasing, erotic, sensual and, strange as it may sound, therefore a source of satisfaction to the senses of both the person crucified and the spectators. And yes, its a sexual thing too. But the arousal is not brought about by brutality and violence. There is room for some pain, even some mild inconvenience maybe, but that's not what it is about. For me it's about showing myself in all my nudity and humility and submitting myself into the hands of my "executioners" and to share my fate with others in a joint act of submissiveness. Their submission and crucifixion arouses me equally as my own "execution". Provided they are crucified with the same sense of decorum and dignity that I try to preserve. But as you say: perhaps we are a niche within a niche. Which does not make things easier for us.
PS your nick describes the intriguing mix of feelings that we go through perfectly: tender suffering. That's the crux so to say.
 
Could not agree more. In my dreams, crucifixion is seldom 'dirty'. It is a spiritual, meaningful experience of communing with the world through giving it all of myself to marvel at, through suffering for its pleasure. The sky is my lover - something like this.

I've seen lots of pictures portraying this exact thing but I still can't shake off the feeling that our shared understanding is a niche within a niche.
It is a natural development of things, what was a cruel event in the past can become some soft form of sport or a tradition. Just think the many sport topics which originate from war like the marathon run or tradition and festivities to remember battles or revolutions. Crucifixion probably does not yet made it due to his inherent sexual character, but in the times when any sexual perversity can be seen in the internet for free a little nude display and a little anal penetrations with a cornu should be no problem for the public, when age restrictions are applyed.
 
Things take a different turn when things become a reality of course. Real crucifixion remains an intimate matter, especially for the person crucified.
Ah. This is the source of differences I had started to analyze before the forum said there is an update: I was talking about the real thing, the final choice with no way back.

Pain is inevitable here - maybe my imprint of what every woman experiences when she becomes, well, a woman. Childbirth is relevant too. I am a mother of two and the first time was worse than any torture, yet I would go through it every day for my daughter if need be.

Overall, it is all about giving yourself to the world in full and expecting your sacrifice to be appreciated, as naive as it sounds. Pain and shame would be still there, yet I never wanted the crowd to see me as a 'slut'. Only in the sense that I am lovely and very desirable.
 
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Fully agree with you. I was talking about the real thing too, in the sense that I can imagine myself being actually crucified. Not with nails and not until death but as a real life experience. And yes, I see it as some sort of sacrifice too and I hope it will be appreciated by like-minded people who are present at my crucifixion, whether it is in their role as executioners or as my companions crucified together with me.
 
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