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She needs some persuasion first. (stubborn woman)
Maybe so, if you want to hurry the process of her impaling herself. But she'll come around in her own good time. The mechanics of crucifixion will force her to want to rest her bum (or perineum) on the head of the cornu in a desperate attempt to gain any additional support from hanging by her arms. In her mind she knows it'll only make matters worse but in the end ( :rolleyes: ) it'll just slip into the nearest hole. But at what price? More agony and humiliation and much more time on the cross.

I imagine there will be a thriving business in taking bets from among the spectators as to the time she finally gives up, accepts the inevitable, lets it slide in.
 
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A few days ago I decided to try something new in the self crux experience, something that again had to be completely safe yet potentially exciting, I decided to try anal penetration with a cornu. I strongly believe it happened & was part & parcel of crucifixion & the humiliation meted out, so it seemed worth trying just for research reasons.

I am not gay so all I have had up my backside is a suppository & once a doctor's finger which I found pretty horrible & uncomfortable, would the cornu be as unpleasant I wondered.

I have used a wooden senile, a rough hewn piece of timber two inches square & about seven inches long (it was longer but it got shortened when I wanted my balls to hang in front of it). I thought I could easily fix a vertical dildo onto this.

So using a piece of inch diameter dowel I shaped a penis onto this with wood filler - the type that uses a hardener to make it go off really solid. I modelled the thing on my own erection for size including the bulbous glans end. I sanded it down till it was really smooth - I didn't want sharp bits to cause any damage inside. When very smooth I painted it black with acrylic paint.

Now to fix it to the sedile I flattened small bracket so that I had a short length of metal with four screw holes, through one in the center I put a screw into the base of the dildo, then fixed the thing onto the top of the senile with screws through the other holes, it jutted up provocatively & looked pretty frightening. I was confident with it screwed on like this it would never get loose & remain stuck up my rectum, I didn't want any embarrassing visits to the hospital! Where to place it on the sedile was debatable, I decided near the front so that I had to thrust myself out from the cross yet still couldn't sit with it jutting up in front of me.

When I mounted up onto the cross & stood on the footrests I was above the thing but I knew it was there between my legs & threatening to transfix me, it was quite scary. I lowered myself until I felt the knob press into the area between my anus & scrotum, it felt alien & intrusive, & it hurt if I let too much of my weight rest on it there. I raised myself up, I really didn't fancy the thing entering my body, so I determined to remain above it as long as I could bear.

My legs ached so I lowered myself down, I shifted to the side so that I rested my buttock on the thing, yow, that hurt very quickly! Imagine doing that with lacerated buttocks from a scourging, it would be agony. I shifted sides, no relief. I thrust my body forwards to hang in front of the cornu & sedile, that stretched my arms to the maximum & I couldn't hold that for long, I stood up on the footrest again. I realised that there was no escaping the inevitable, I would have to lower myself down & let the evil thing enter my body.

When my legs ached & I began shaking with weakness I decided to let the cross fuck me. I lowered myself slowly, imagining the ribald shouts of a crowd watching this bit, the humiliation would be total.

I felt the knob against my anus, I hadn't greased it or applied any lotion to ease the entry, I figured that nobody on a cross would be allowed that luxury. The knob end seemed huge & far too big to enter, it just wouldn't go in. The crack between my buttocks was dry, the hard knob hurt, I lifted myself up & breathed heavily, this was a nightmare!

God my legs ached, I sat down onto the knob again, I was exhausted & wanted to actually sit astride the sedile, but I could only do that with the dildo deep in to its full length. I writhed about trying to find an angle that it would enter by & it reminded me of the sort of movement I have made when trying to pass a big stool when I was constipated, this whole experience was disgusting.

Writhing & wriggling about more I suddenly felt the knob begin to push its way in, wow it hurt! I let my weight bear down more & suddenly the thing entered my body, I let out a loud cry of pain & shock, it felt huge. It was only just a small way in, I let it slide in more, god it felt weird. I suddenly panicked & lifted myself up a bit, no, I didn't want that thing any deeper! I didn't let it out though as having to let it enter again would be pretty traumatic & painful.

I had to sit so I lowered myself down, like a huge snake I felt it slither deeper & deeper into the depths of my body, it felt terrifyingly big.

Finally I felt the sedile taking my weight, my lower body felt stuffed full, a feeling unlike anything I had ever had. I wouldn't have called it pleasant, far from that, it was damned frightening. It was however erotic. I raised myself up a bit & felt the thing slide down. I sat down again with it filling me again.

Soon I began the dance of raising up & lowering myself, the cornu slid up and down inside me with the same sort of copulative action I was only used doing when I fucked a woman. I really felt that I was being raped by the cross, it was both disgusting yet erotic & tinged with a spicy bit of pain. My own penis was jutting forward.

I let out a huge gasp when I eventually stood high enough on the footrests to let the dildo come out completely, the feeling again being very odd with the thing no longer inside me. The next thing I felt was a dire urgency to have a shit.

Later I mused how completely humiliating that would be for anyone up on a cross in front of a crowd of people. I am even more convinced that it was used to add to the sadism of the torture & to entertain a watching audience.
(Yeah, I'm late to the party here. Screw it, I'm commenting anyway. lol)

No offense dude, but let what you said be a lesson on how not to do something. Now, to be fair I made a BUNCH of mistakes when I first started doing self cruxes and when I started doing anal play. I hope that if you did try this again you would do things a bit differently. It can be very enjoyable if done correctly.
Also, don't worry about "realism/authenticity." Nothing anyone does on this forum is "realistic" or "authentic" Next time use lube and purchase an actual dildo. It is a LOT smoother that way. ;)
 
(Yeah, I'm late to the party here. Screw it, I'm commenting anyway. lol)

No offense dude, but let what you said be a lesson on how not to do something. Now, to be fair I made a BUNCH of mistakes when I first started doing self cruxes and when I started doing anal play. I hope that if you did try this again you would do things a bit differently. It can be very enjoyable if done correctly.
Also, don't worry about "realism/authenticity." Nothing anyone does on this forum is "realistic" or "authentic" Next time use lube and purchase an actual dildo. It is a LOT smoother that way. ;)
Don't be a weeny, just put it in. I think the point is, as i mentionend different times, that the "unexpected" opening of the sphincter muscle is the point. as soon as you go deeper we have, also in a real crucifixion the problem of a trauma in the inner parts which would lead to an early death. By reenacting you have to show or experience the unsuspected and humiliating entrance of something inapropriate into your asshole:

dildo.jpg

so here:

+ painful face, but no one would believe I never had dildo in my ass
+ good circumsized penis, but no-one would belieeve christ would have a small one
+ nude, but not the skinny body of a carpenter in the zero century, more like an office worker in the 20th century... Now better!
+ outdoor, but no cross!

and and and.... Just do it better....
 
i disagree. i would be a lot more humiliated to have it enter vaginally. i would think a crowd would see an anal penetration as just another torture, while a vaginal one is a much more sexual act.
I knew from victorian sources such kind of idea. However, I think anal penetration male and female is more fun, than vaginal one, but naturaly that is personal taste.
 
i disagree. i would be a lot more humiliated to have it enter vaginally. i would think a crowd would see an anal penetration as just another torture, while a vaginal one is a much more sexual act.
I knew from victorian sources such kind of idea. However, I think anal penetration male and female is more fun, than vaginal one, but naturaly that is personal taste.
There is something to be said about placing the cornu anally... It's a pain in the ass!!!! :rolleyes:
 
I have seen several replies on this thread with variations on the phrase "I'm not gay...." I would like to politely and respectfully remind folks that anal sex does not define gay men. Not all gay men engage in anal sex play and may not have had anything up their butts. Assuming that all gay men have inserted things up there is no more accurate than assuming that no straight men have ever tried anything. And assuming that only gay men can have an erection or orgasm from anal play is just silly--there is no physical difference in the plumbing. Just accept the fact that anal play can be interesting to all sexual orientations! And to pull this rant back on topic--it can also be thoroughly humiliating to anyone when forced in public on a cross.
(I am one of those gay men who does not engage in anal play very often in real life, but use it regularly in my fantasy life.)
 
If we are not trying to be "historically accurate" and are willing to embrace current technology, this type of device seems like a fun cornu option.
appdildo.jpg

Controlled by either a remote control or an app on any phone, it vibrates and thrusts (or both) at the whim of your executioner or anyone in the crowd. I saw other models that can also expand and twist. Fun for all, except maybe the victim...
 
I have seen several replies on this thread with variations on the phrase "I'm not gay...." I would like to politely and respectfully remind folks that anal sex does not define gay men. Not all gay men engage in anal sex play and may not have had anything up their butts. Assuming that all gay men have inserted things up there is no more accurate than assuming that no straight men have ever tried anything. And assuming that only gay men can have an erection or orgasm from anal play is just silly--there is no physical difference in the plumbing. Just accept the fact that anal play can be interesting to all sexual orientations! And to pull this rant back on topic--it can also be thoroughly humiliating to anyone when forced in public on a cross.
(I am one of those gay men who does not engage in anal play very often in real life, but use it regularly in my fantasy life.)
You're right of course - shoving a dildo up a man's ass doesn't make him gay any more than shoving a dildo up my pussy is going to make me straight :)
 
You're right of course - shoving a dildo up a man's ass doesn't make him gay any more than shoving a dildo up my pussy is going to make me straight :)
But it is worth a try, at least i would be wiling to do some experimental work on that.....

Ot remembers me what a female collegue of mine told me (I might told before): She once tried in a sexual play to shove a dildo upon her boy friends ass. He runned away shouting, "I am not gay!" and was not seeing again.... Well, she proclaimed to be bisexual, bit I remeber her not to be sexual enough to be fucked by me..... So sad...
 
i disagree. i would be a lot more humiliated to have it enter vaginally. i would think a crowd would see an anal penetration as just another torture, while a vaginal one is a much more sexual act.
It is as said a society thing, if the penetration is not considered to be shameful, then it makes no sense to do it in crucifixions, when they are used as punishment, not as (non-lethal I suppose) erotic play. One could imagine even, that the cornu is only used in male crucifxions, however: I noticed, that on some pics the crucified fell in a banana form, so to fix the middle part to the cross we used the cornu to hold the body back. The humiliation is by exposing the genitals, both male and female-
 
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